Void Whispers

[thestruggler2]

Tell everybody I'm good,

But they like "Huh, you dont speak it or show it"

[thestruggler2]

The way it all played down,

I'm questioning what in the fuck did I wish for?

Can't buy happiness with this money

So I went and bought me a pistol

Told myself when you die, they gon' cry ,

They gon' mourn but not even miss you

[thestruggler2]

I am my own worst enemy, so self-defeating

Honestly I'm lucky I'm still fucking breathing

[thestruggler2]

AK, AR, Nine Millineter

.22 Ruger, Plenty ways to die, See ya

Shoot, Shoot, Shoot to kill

Aim at me, Fulfill your thrill

Pop my head, Let my brains spill

[thestruggler2]

If I'm high when I die

I'll be halfway to heaven

Or I might have a long way to fall

[thestruggler2]

They say people seem truly happy and at peace once they have resigned to suicide. I envy that serenity.

[thestruggler2]

"I always thought it was me against the world

And then i found out it was me vs me"

[thestruggler2]

"Lifes a bitch

Pull the panties to the side

Now"

[thestruggler2]

"Swallow your fucking pride

There's no room for a rat in the doghouse

So drop your ego and get over yourself"

[thestruggler2]

"So just leave me alone

I don't want to be here

This is where I go to die

Cause I can't make it

One more fucking year"

[thestruggler2]

"In my head

There is a proving ground

I'm on trial

Fighting for my fucking life"

[thestruggler2]

"This is where dreams go to die

And every second is a fucking year

This is life

In the head of a bastard

I can't take it anymore

Stay the fuck away from me"

[thestruggler2]

"So do me a favor, I know the cure

Make it hurt for me, Don't ask cause I'm sure

Help me out, Make it quiet for tonight

I know it's not safe but I'll be alright

Make it stop, Make it quiet for a bit

I'm fucked in the head, That much I'll admit"

[thestruggler2]

"One, two, three, four to the five,

Suicide ain't work, I'm still alive

6, 7, 8, and the 9mm,

10 shots make you hot like a heater"

[thestruggler2]

"The emptiness surrounds the void inside me

Like it's vacant

Finding ways to fill it,

Unfulfilled's a natural feeling"

[thestruggler2]

"As above, so below,

I am lower than low

And I don't wanna know

What I'm drink needs no antidote

Just shut me up

And shut me down"

[thestruggler2]

"My fate is pain staking

I run away,

Hoping that I run into my making

Maker, am I just forsaken?"