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fuqmeupzeke‌:

honestly it had been a week since zeke had really showed his face to anyone. his life had been full of chaos lately between his lat few game at t he college and dealing with his parents. he had some shit going on in his head that he was struggling with. he had never had a good poker face so instead of faking it around people he had stayed cooped up in his room for the week. though he had to come out sometimes and today seemed to be the day. as his feet hut the street the inhaled the cool air for a moment then exhaled as he began to walk though as he turned the corner, hands in pockets, he slammed into someone. “jesus.. fuck..” he snapped as he pulled his hand out to ruin his chest., thankul that he was tall.

it seemed nova wasn’t the only one who seemed affected by the holidays. at least, that’s what she was going to tell herself when the other ran right into her. she was only lucky her nose hadn’t smacked into his chest and only her cheek. holding a hand to her head, nova laughed a bit before cursing softly under her breath. “jesus...” she said at the same time as zeke, “i guess you really are trying to kill me.” seeing his face, though, nova paused in her teasing. touching his arm, she searched for his gaze for some sort of sign that he was alright. “what’s going on? somethings wrong. you okay?”

#&&zeke #have a depressed nova

mxlighthouse‌:

To say that Mickey had a rough year was an understatement. OF course, he had positive moments , like getting with Siobhan and getting married but it was also rough with Siobhan getting hurt by his ex and than his whole father drama. Even though he had been ignoring him, it wasn’t doing him any good because his nightmares were still there and he was just angry a lot of the time, even though he hid it from most of the people he cared about. He would just go to the gym to calm down before going home or visiting friends. “If you aren’t excited about the holidays, we can’t be friends till after the 1st.” Mickey teased the person before sighing softly. “Despite the roller coaster of the year I’ve had, I am going to make the most of Christmas, because one, I love this holiday and two, I am so ready for a new year. Hoping 2020 is a lot less dramatic then this one was.” He offered the person the cup of hot chocolate. “I’m about to go help at the children’s hospital in a few hours so I have to be in a good mood for that.”

nova had never cared for the holidays anyway but now that she was in a new place with no one to celebrate... well, she couldn’t have gave less of a shit. it was just another reason for the corporate world to take peoples money. “yeah, yeah, yeah. holly. jolly. merry. whatever.” nova mumbled to herself. she leveled her gaze at the man, “have you ever thought about how stupid this time of year is? you literally have to prove your love to people by buying them shit. causing the rich to get richer and the poor to get poorer.” the blonde wrapped her arms around herself knowing a fight would be coming but it was genuinely her opinion. “sounds nice. wear a festive sweater. kids love festive sweaters.”

#&&max

comfortinmysins

druck rewatch party → season 2, episode 3

#&&visage

denverxxg‌:

“no.. no” denver said his face fully read from blushing. “i thought this was my friends room. i am so sorry and such an idiot.” he said his own heart racing. he couldn’t imagine how t he young girl had felt with him just busting in as he did. “i am going to slowly back out of here and i am sorry again.”

nova didn’t need him going to the authorities about the crazy girl at the inn. tossing the scissors on the table near the doorway, nova held her hands up to show him that she was harmless now. mostly harmless. “you have a friend at the motel? thought i was the only one crazy enough to live here.” nova was also the only one broke enough but it was a place to call home for now. “i’m really sorry. i just have this knee jerk reaction. been through some things. i uh-- we all good?”

protect her at all costs

#&&visage #wow #ow

ryan-maddox‌:

“How do you have any friends then? Everyone is a stranger until you give them a chance, right? Must get lonely being so closed off from new people in your life.“ Ryan was a bit more blunt than he’d intended as he nodded his head for emphasis. “Sometimes you have to admit to not having all the right answers though. Talking it out with someone else could help give you another viewpoint on those problems.“

“I don’t.” Nova said with a small bite in her voice. She didn’t need to be reminded of how alone she was. Nova hadn’t chosen to live this sort of life, she was just thrust into it. To have a man looking at her and telling her to trust the people who wouldn’t give a shit about her if she begged them to or paid them everything she had in her measly bank account. “You don’t know what you’re talking about and you don’t know me. It must be easy for you. To make friends. To get people to trust you. To give out your heart. But, I’m not you. Yes, it’s fucking lonely. I’ve lived with loneliness since I was ten years old. But it’s not because I push people away. A child doesn’t push people away. So forgive me if I don’t bow down to you and listen to your words. I haven’t had the privilege of giving myself to others and having them give enough of a shit to actually care for me back. I haven’t shared the truth of who I am without others judging me and never speaking to me again. So, I’m sorry if I don’t wish to open myself up to people I don’t know or make friends with people who will only leave me in the end.”

#&&ryan

ryan-maddox‌

Ryan was not one to give up that easily. He truly enjoyed getting to know new people and the more they resisted the more interested he was. Nova’s distance behavior was just drawing him more and more with each passing moment. “Well how about we change the stranger part then. I’ll buy you a warm drink and we can get to know each other a little better,” he suggested as he started to strut across the street, figuring she’d follow his move.

The blonde was tired of people thinking they could get to know her. She knew what would happen in the end. They would learn the truth about her and things would end. Or, they wouldn’t get to know her at all and still leave. People always fucking left. In the end, Nova would always, always be alone and that’s how things would remain. “You could know a person their whole life and they could still be a stranger.” Nova stuffed her hands further into her pockets and nodded, “But fine. A drinks fine.” She followed him merely for the warmth that the coffee shop no doubt would provide.

#&&ryan

mckennabigmess‌:

It was nice to be smiled at and Mckenna only wished that he had the energy to maintain the cheer when the bursts that he remembered of Nova from the party had her sobbing in tears and looking all nervous. Somewhere among all that, a smile bloomed and he knew he wanted to water it so he did his best, his sincerity shining through all the cracks he couldn’t fill with energy.

“I’m going to the community center. I work at the gym there,” he told her, tugging on his shoulder bag to show her his gear. Mckenna continued walking, absorbing her along side him on his quest to keep his job. He had half the mind to smell his shirt to make sure that he didn’t reek of alcohol. Couldn’t remember if he’d told her he was supposed to be sober.

“What’d you say that you did again?”

Mckenna tried to smile but she could see it just didn’t quite meet all of his features. Without thinking, Nova reached up with her ungloved hand and rest her cold fingertips against his cheek. She didn’t think he had it in him to be too tired to smile. Or maybe she was just misremembering how bright that grin could be. No matter what sort of light did or did not shine through his features, Nova was happy to see him again. Mckenna was special, she could see that now after their brief time getting to know each other. Nova gazed at him with a softness in her gaze and she hoped he understood. He didn’t need to be on for her. He didn’t need to pretend to be one hundred percent if he wasn’t. Nova let her hand fall to her side again and she shuffled forward.

“Well, I had assumed those muscles hadn’t formed all by themselves but to see that you actually visit the gym is shocking. I need your diligence.” Nova didn’t exactly have clothes on that were for the gym but she’d hang out for awhile. If he didn’t mind, that was. If he wanted to be alone then she would leave him be. Go off and find something else to do. What exactly that was would change. Sometimes it was reading a novel, other times it was writing her own... She didn’t let anyone know she was a writer and she wasn’t about to boast about it now. “Need me to carry anything? I have noodle arms but they are able to hold a few things.”

Nova looked up at Mckenna and gave a small quirk of the head, “I don’t think I did. I work a few jobs. Bar back, book store clerk, and, on occasion, barista. Currently they’re the only jobs I can have until something better opens up.” And even then, they were barely enough to cover her motel bills and food.

#&&mckenna

fxckintristan‌:

“That wasn’t my intention.” He admitted. Half the time Tristan would zone out and he would be staring straight at something but his brain wouldn’t be registering. He figured it was all the drugs he had taken over the year or he was just simply going mad finally. “I get that but I can assure you I am not. So no need to get all weird on me.”

“I’m weird with everyone.” Nova said softly. She hated more than anything people who thought they were getting some special treatment from her. Although was it really special treatment if she was wondering whether the other was about to kidnap her? Not necessarily. “What do you even do for work?”

#&&tristan

mckennabigmess‌:

Depending on what time one asked him about the party, Mckenna would’ve had a different answer for each. It had started poorly, got a little better, and then, he didn’t remember. The not remembering part left him in shambles following Scotty’s because knew exactly what that meant. He’d known it so intimately that he continued to burrow himself under bottles hoping to forget that he’d fallen until it was a weekday and work was calling, demanding to know where he’d gone.

Mckenna showered for the first time all weekend that morning and bucked up enough to make his way to the community center with his tail between his legs and the wear of a bender written all over his face. He was reciting his speech until a familiar face stepped along side him, beaming all ten thousand rays of sunshine that he’d dropped somewhere along the way.

“Hey Nova,” he said, looking a little dumbfounded. He had half a mind to ask her exactly how she’d gotten home that evening but was a little afraid of the answer being ‘without your help’. Instead he played it cool. “I’m just on my way to work. What’s up? What are you up to?”

The party hadn’t been too bad. That was only because of one person, though. A person she hated that she trusted so quickly. Nova wasn’t the mushy gushy type which is why she’d waited. She wasn’t about to appear desperate even if she was. Nova had gone to work as normal and kept to herself (which was also as normal). That being said, she was bored now. She had nothing left to do until her next shift and maybe hanging out with Mckenna didn’t sound like the worst way to spend her time.

Nova noticed that he was a bit lethargic but she didn’t mention it. Everyone was probably still recovering from the party. She, herself, was not as effected due to her lack of substance use. She made sure to adjust her volume accordingly. Nova smiled at him which is something she hardly did to anyone, suddenly feeling nervous. Was she too cheery? And what if he didn’t remember her or care anymore? Nova didn’t want him to pretend to be happy to see her. Thankfully, his reaction was a little more nuanced and at least it wasn’t a bad response. He looked confused at first and Nova supposed she understood why.

“Just got off shift... waiting for my next one to start up. Saw you across the way so thought you could use some company.” Nova shrugged. Such was her life. She was aimless. She was staying at a motel and, honestly, she was trying everything she could not to be there except when she needed to sleep. “What about you? Where you headed?”

#&&mckenna

-- Nova knew she must have looked incredibly dumb. After all, who became best friends with someone they just met at a party? And who bared their soul to said stranger in the same circumstance? It seemed Nova did. However, it was the few days after that really had her wondering if she had made the right decision. Remembering the way he made her laugh was the only thing that reminded Nova that, yes, she had made a fine decision. There was no reason she should be worried. Or was there.

It took a few days but eventually Nova worked up the courage to find Mckenna again. She could’ve texted him but texting was one of those privileges she didn’t have. It was a limited deal and saved for mere emergencies. So, she had to resort to wandering the town hoping they’d find each other again. She was in luck this fine fine day as she spotted his bright red locks from across the street. Nova clutched onto her back and, taking a deep breath, crossed to his side of the side walk. Stepping up close next to him, Nova smiled up at the boy.

“Out for a walk, I see. Going somewhere?” @mckennabigmess

#&&mckenna #&& closed starter

realdylanadams‌:

Dylan was buzzing from the lines she did before going out to Church for a few drinks. Boot jogging against the bar stool she was sitting on as she told her story. “So the other day, I told this dude at the club ‘happy holidays’ and he pulled the whole ‘its merry Christmas’ bullshit. So I point to the ring on his finger and tell him ‘dude you’re in my fucking strip club. Shut the fuck up before I give your wife a Christmas gift.’“ She paused for a second to take a shot of jack, continuing her story like it was nothing, as if she had just drank water. “Not sure what he thought I was implying, but he shut up real fast.”

Nova had only come looking to apply for a job. Something in the back where she wouldn’t be seen. She didn’t care about it being cleaning or taking out the trash. She just needed something on top of the two other jobs she has. “Thats uh...” Nova didn’t know how to respond to the other’s story. What did that mean? “Men are often quick to shut up if you threaten them with anything but a good time so..” the blonde shrugged.