hi tiii can i be added to the taglist for opposites attract 🥺❤️ i can already tell this series is gonna hurt so gOOOODDDD I CANT WAIT to see how it all turns out!!
hello my love!! 🥰🥰 omg i missed you!
and of course ❤️ i’ll add you right away. thank you for reading and being invested! i hope you like it 🥰
waah i missed u too!! sorry i wasnt able to start OA when it premiered ;; med has been kicking my butt 😭😭 BUT IVE BEEN LOVING THE STORY SO FAAAR 😭❤️ will the other members appear soon too? 👀
bestie no need to apologise. i understand how difficult studying medicine can be. i hope you’re doing alright ^^
and thank youuu! i’m glad you’re enjoying the story so far ❤️ the other members.... will not be appearing. i don’t really like using all 8 members at once. it becomes too much to keep track of and takes away from the main story.
ohh i see!! yeah making sure each member has a proper backstory with cohesive personalities seems like a LOT of work ;; no pressure with the updates thooo! i saw ur other post and don’t worry abt it we will all be waiting patiently 🤗🤗
hi tiii can i be added to the taglist for opposites attract 🥺❤️ i can already tell this series is gonna hurt so gOOOODDDD I CANT WAIT to see how it all turns out!!
hello my love!! 🥰🥰 omg i missed you!
and of course ❤️ i’ll add you right away. thank you for reading and being invested! i hope you like it 🥰
waah i missed u too!! sorry i wasnt able to start OA when it premiered ;; med has been kicking my butt 😭😭 BUT IVE BEEN LOVING THE STORY SO FAAAR 😭❤️ will the other members appear soon too? 👀
can i rant for a bit? well not so much rant as... just talk about what’s going on in my head.
i think i’m gonna fail my second year. and like... i’d already gotten a chance to make up for my semester with extra credit. but my mental health just isn’t improving and i think i’m still gonna fail.
and idk... i guess i’m having a bit of a breakdown? i can’t seem to focus i’ve been trying so hard. every time i try to get an anxiety attack so i distract myself. i have 3 essays to write and i’ve written none. and they’re overdue by a week.
i– i don’t know... 😔 i’m exhausted. i don’t want to fail my degree. but i feel like i’ve lost all form of motivation. if only i was affected i would give up. but i don’t want to let my family down....
i know the feeling all too well, ti. almost failed my second year bc of orgchem (im a chem major) and thesis yr too. almost failed my second year in med school bc it was online school and my MH was just wow down in the dumps. pls dont think like im stepping over ur story bc i rlly hope u get where im coming from and then believe me when i say, YOU CAN DO THIS. IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CANT, BUT YOU CAN AND YOU WILL! ❤️🤗 it seems hellaaaaa daunting but take it one day at a time, one tick off ur checklist at a time. and before u realize it, YOU’VE DONE IT!!
and if u couldnt, then IT’S OKAY! u did ur best and that’s more than enough. get rest, sleep like a log, eat good food, and you can try again.
no matter what happens, everything will be okay. as skz’s grow up says, “you’re doing fine”!! ❤️❤️
but if i had to pick, #1 rn is Domino, then Surfin, then Thunderous and Sorry I Love You 😭😭 Gone Away also deserves a special mention bc it hurts just the same WHO HURT JISUNG AND CHANGBIN IW ILL FITE
@sulfurcosmos YES LOL i didnt expect id like surfin so much but i cant get lino’s and changbin’s chorus vocals outta my head theyre so pretty 😭AND SAME!!! noeasy is actually my first skz comeback and im so happy it’s also one of my fav albums
@moonie-lili gone away serving vocals AND lyrics IT HURTS SO GOOD like ti’s angst 👀lolz THEY DID IM SO PROUD OF THEM i was legitimately crying at the grow up stage lmaoo
but if i had to pick, #1 rn is Domino, then Surfin, then Thunderous and Sorry I Love You 😭😭 Gone Away also deserves a special mention bc it hurts just the same WHO HURT JISUNG AND CHANGBIN IW ILL FITE
definitely ep 25 (yes i went thru everything just to check the number fhdhf) or basically chris chickening out and telling sunshine he meant it as a friend 🤡🤡 that angst hurt so goodddd 😭
non-chapter fave would be the blurb on minho’s lil crush on sunshine hehheheh ❤️🥰
oooo not in the same way!!!! yes!!! that’s my favourite too!
i remember when i wrote it. i was so happy with it. mainly bcs i just really liked the image it produced in my head. like they were sitting just one table away, facing each other, coming so close to confession. but they don’t.
and neither of them can articulate how they feel. or even catch the other’s lies. because it’s just through a screen. i really liked the idea that they were so close but there was this little barrier between them. and to anyone looking at them from the outside, it was so obvious they were in love. but they couldn’t see.
and hehehe that ask my muse was so chaotic honestly. awkward astrophysics nerd minho, bright and friendly sunshine and her caring and protective “boyfriend” chris.
i like that too. good picks bestie!!! thank you for letting me know ❤️
OMG YA I ALSO GOT IT WRONG but i meant that ep too!! basically that whole shenanigan where chris confessed, sunshine asked him, and he chickened out JFKWJFJD
people in the coffee shop were probs going 😤🙄 look at these two giggling and stealing glances like hello some of us r single 😩😩😩
definitely ep 25 (yes i went thru everything just to check the number fhdhf) or basically chris chickening out and telling sunshine he meant it as a friend 🤡🤡 that angst hurt so goodddd 😭
non-chapter fave would be the blurb on minho’s lil crush on sunshine hehheheh ❤️🥰
Hey Tiii! Not fic related but I was wondering if you libe Australia? Please dont feel like you have to answer if it makes you uncomfortable. I think on one of the earlier chapters Sunshine says something to Felix about being his favourite Aussie so that’s why I thought you might live there. Anyhow haha the question has a purpose: I really wanna move to Australia but I have this idea in my head that it’s full of the most horrifying straight-out-of-jurassic-park bugs. This is such a random ask I know hahah but if you do live in Aussie Land, thoughts on the bug status there? (I’m sure it changes depending on where in Australia you live too)
😂😂😂 bestie i love how your biggest concern when moving to australia is the bugs. honestly. there probably are a lot of bugs. like any other place. BUT it’s not as bad. like the huge ass spiders aren’t poisonous and actually help control the other bugs. i think you should consider more practical issues when it comes to moving. like income and job opportunity. not bugs 😂 i promise you it’s not that bad.
i mean where i live, we have a sign that says “mind the crocodiles” bcs yknow... i live near a large body of water skskskks. but i haven’t actually seen one (there have been sightings so 👀 maybe i shouldn’t be so confident lmaooo). but even so, people are living here just fine. i don’t think the animal threats are a big deal when moving anywhere (i mean besides very very dangerous places but i doubt australia is that dangerous 😂)
but yeah uhhh i don’t know! any aussie people on my blog?? wanna share your experiences?
to anon! my sister lives in New South Wales and she’s never mentioned anything abt bugs and other life forms ahahah she’s also having such a blast there with going camping every weekend, playing tennis, swimming at the local centers etc (ofc the lockdown changes some things but Aus is doing a good job regarding the pandemic) so i say go for it! 🤗
[ask my muse] for chris and sunshine! aside from coldplay's yellow, what songs remind u guys of each other hehehh
‘ah nice to see you two finally join us, you little rats.’
‘hello felix...’ chris replied in a monotonous voice.
‘you could sound a little more enthusiastic how dare you?! let’s end this interview right now!’
‘no no no no!’ the two could hear someone scramble off camera to get into the frame. in a few seconds, y/n ran in and took a seat beside chris on the sofa facing the camera. ‘i’m here, i’m here,’ she said. catching her breath a little before smiling sweetly at the camera. ‘hello everyone! nice to finally see you all.’
chris leaned in and whispered in her ear, ‘what about me?’
she turned her head to look at him with an unimpressed look, ‘it’s not very nice to see you.’
‘oh really now?’ chris raised an eyebrow at her with a playful smirk, leaning in just a little more.
she froze and stared at him for a second, lips slightly parted as a tiny inaudible gasp left her lips. well, inaudible to everybody but chris, who’s smile only got bigger, his dimples poking out just a little bit more.
y/n shook her head a little and cleared her throat while turning to the camera, trying to ignore the rosy tiny on her cheeks. ‘anyway.. let’s get started, shall we? i think we missed a lot of questions over the past few days...’
felix watched the exchange with a mixture of happiness and mock exasperation, ‘okay! so the first question for you two is... what other songs besides yellow by coldplay remind you two of each other?’
y/n looked a little taken aback, not expecting such a personal question this early in the interview. she squirmed a little in her seat as she glanced over at chris, only to notice that he was already smiling fondly at her.
‘um, i don’t know about y/n but...’ he looked at the screen in front of him, ‘i have a whole playlist. i mean, i’ve been sharing songs with you guys every now and then for so long now. those are some of the songs that remind me of y/n.’
‘you do not have a playlist.’
‘i do!’
‘no...’ she sounded a little incredulous, unable to believe that he’d have a whole playlist for songs that reminded him of her. ‘no way. you’re lying.’
chris laughed before picking up his phone resting on the little space between his thighs, opening up his spotify account before showing her a playlist titled my sunflower.
‘no really. see? it’s right there.’
‘12 hours?!?! how many songs do you have on there?’ she exclaimed as she grabbed his phone and scrolled through.
chris blushed as he looked down and sheepishly scratched his head. ‘almost every love song kind of... reminds me of you... so,’ he shyly mumbled.
y/n was too busy scrolling through the insane number of songs before one caught her eye. ‘bruno major’s the most beautiful thing? isn’t that like... a song about loving someone you haven’t even met yet? like an... “ode to my future love”? we already know each other though.’
chris smiled at the confused girl softly before looking back at the screen, ‘uhm well you see... so when i was younger, i really wondered how it would be like to finally find my person, y’know? and– i’d written a song that was similar. for nobody in particular. just... for the person i know i will someday meet.’
he paused for a little and let out an embarrassed, breathy giggle before continuing, looking away from the camera (and the girl beside him). ‘so um last year i heard this song. and it reminded me of that song i wrote. and...’
he covered his face and let out a little whine, obviously a little too shy to admit to this on camera. y/n stared at him in amused confusion, waiting for him to stop squirming and continue his little story. she placed a hand on his shoulder and asked him in a soft voice, only laced with a little teasing, ‘are you okay?’
‘no yeah, i am,’ he took a deep breath to compose himself, his ears tinted a little red, his bright smile unable to wipe off his face. ‘so um... it reminded me of that song. and i realised that it also reminded me of you. i don’t know... it might sound stupid. but after getting to know you, i felt like i’d written that song for you.’
he looked at her and caught her soft eyes gazing back at him. for a moment neither of them could remember where they were or what they were doing. he stared at her for a moment before speaking up in a hushed tone, ‘i know the song says “the most beautiful thing i have never seen” but you genuinely are the most beautiful thing i have seen. so i can’t relate now. but past chris can.’
y/n giggled as she heard him speak before mumbling a quick, ‘you’re always so cheesy.’ causing him to wink and reply with his regular “yeah but you love me” argument. ever since he’d found out she loves him, chris hadn’t stopped looking for occasions to remind her, or himself, that she really does love him.
their little moment got interrupted by felix clearing his throat, causing them to jump a little before staring wide eyed at felix as if they forgot he was there. ‘guys, i’m still here and the camera is still rolling. maybe stop flirting for a second?? that’s all i ask. the rest of us here are still single,’ he whined.
‘not me!’
‘alright the rest of us besides minho are single.’
the two bashful lovers stared blankly at felix before glancing at each other and bursting into tiny giggles. ‘okay sorry, felix. next question.’
oh also! i forgot to mention this during the interview. got a little too... caught up 👀 (hi, sunshine here heheh). a song that reminds me of cringetopher here is “blinking game” by jonghyun.
it’s a song about wanting to have a staring contest with your lover because you just want to keep looking at them and frame them in your memory. because they’re just that beautiful. chris never believes me when i say this to him but he really is very very beautiful and this song always reminds me of him! i hope you love this songs as much as i do~
WTF CHRIS THATS THE SWEETEST THING IVE EVER HEARD OF 😭😭😭😭 THEYRE SO LUCKY TO HAVE EACH OTHER IM WEEPING (i also asked this to get some song recs so THANK YOU TI!!!)
BESTIE IM IN LEGITIMATE TEARS AAACCKCJDSIHFUEHF I JUST WANNA HUG CHRIS AND SUNSHINE AND GIVE EM ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
AUSHSJSHJSJSKS IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT 😭❤️😭❤️
i really tried my best to bring out their emotions and how much they love each other. and how much longing both of them held in their hearts. it was supposed to be this... still somewhat guarded but comfortable, cathartic moment. especially for chris. he’s never spoken in so much detail about his feelings, bless him :’)
(also heheh i told y’all you wouldn’t hate chris eventually. i hope... i have succeeded in my mission. i really wanted to make sure everyone saw the flaws in him but also be empathetic and root for him to be better and fix the things he’s messed up and LIKE HIM in the process because they understand him better. hopefully... i managed that? idk)
YOU DID IT AMAZINGLY TI!! the way we can feel chris’s hesitancy and how he’s so scared of letting himself be happy??? how sunshine’s love for him is just so genuine and sincere with how she doesn’t force him and how she caresses him so gently?? 😭😭😭😭i cant wait for the next chapters GIVE ME ALL THE FLUFF
this question goes to Minho! did you ever see sunshine in a non-platonic way 👀 (could also go out to everyone,, did any of you have crushes on anyone in the gang)
haha. wrote a whole scenario for y’all.
minho stared at the camera with his eyebrows furrowed, trying to remember the first time he met y/n. his eyes widened a little and he cleared his throat.
‘um, okay. i’m not sure if you would want to count the first week of me knowing her but... i think so? i mean, when i first saw her at the library i thought she was quite pretty. but i didn’t really have the courage to go talk to her. the second time we met, she was stressed over her papers and sat at my table because the library was full. i think i offered her some of my gummy worms? yeah.’
he paused for a bit before continuing, ‘i was pretty nervous at that moment. i guess i liked her a little...? i mean i barely knew her. but um for a moment, yeah. i did wonder if i could ask her out. then literally the next day i saw her at the cafeteria and chris came and talked to her about something. i figured they were together so whatever little feelings i had kind of died there. and then when i got to know her... i just got very protective of her. like a sister. our relationship for the most part has been very very platonic. it was just maybe the first few days where i considered seeing her in a romantic light because i didn’t know her.’
felix and changbin stared at minho in shock with their jaws dropped, this information being completely new to them. felix turned to the couch situated a distance away from the camera and asked, ‘rekha did you know about this??’
‘what? minho’s tiny crush on sunshine? yeah! he told me before i even had feelings for him,’ she laughed. ‘he got drunk and spilled a bunch of secrets. it’s cool though. doesn’t matter anymore, now does it?’
‘no but that’s insane!!! imagine... if chris didn’t show up. there could’ve been love triangle between sunshine, chris and minho.’
minho burst out in a laugh, ‘well, i don’t know about that. sunshine talks about chris a little too much. it was bound to eventually kill any potential feelings anyway.’
‘okay but. how exactly did you feel when chris first showed up in the cafeteria? were you jealousss?’ asked changbin, raising his eyebrows up and down.
‘ugh, how about we get a little flashback here?’
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it was a busy afternoon in the university cafeteria, students crowding every corner. there were barely any empty tables left for minho to set down his bag and laptop to go get some food for himself. he looked around and sighed as he continued walking down the isle to get to the other side of the cafeteria in hopes of finding a place to sit. walking down to a considerably empty corner of the other side of the staircase leading up to the university offices, minho bumped into a figure standing around, scrolling through her phone.
‘oh sorry, i wasn’t looking where i was going.’
‘oh no, it’s ok– minho? hi! how are you?’
‘oh hey, y/n,’ he replied with a shy mumble, feeling a little nervous to talk to the pretty girl with a bright smile who occasionally shared study sessions with him. his heart beat a little loudly in his chest as she smiled at him sweetly, her eyes sparkling.
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‘okay hold on, it was NOT that dramatic.’
‘shut up minho. we’re trying to listen!’
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‘have you eaten yet?’ she asked.
‘huh? oh no. i haven’t. i couldn’t find a place to sit...’
‘ohmygod it’s such a pain, right?? where are your friends?’
‘oh they have classes right now. and some of them have meetings. most of them are on the event planning committees.’
y/n pouted as she nodded her head in understanding. ‘you could sit with us if you like? well, once we find a seat, that is.’
‘oh um, thanks. i guess i’ll take you up on that offer,’ he smiled warmly. he couldn’t understand why he suddenly felt so awkward talking to someone. he never had trouble talking to people before.
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‘EXCUSE ME?? I WAS NOT AWKWARD!’
‘i beg to differ. the author specifically mentioned you being shy and awkward when you first met sunshine,’ replied the interviewer. ‘let’s just continue with the flashback, shall we?’
‘yeah min shut up! i wanna hear what happened next!’
minho sighed before putting his head down, his ears burning up just a little.
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a beat of silence passed before y/n continued the conversation, not wanting to let it die so quick. ‘oh! thank you for suggesting that planner the other day. you were right. it did help me manage my time better and get all my work done.’
‘i told you! planners are your best friend. did you finish that paper you were working on?’
y/n’s face lit up and she nodded excitedly. ‘i did! ohmygod remember how i told you about little details in shakespeare’s plays being very important? well i decided to write my whole essay on desdemona’s handkerchief and how it foreshadows her downfall.’
minho chuckled a little with his eyebrows furrowed, fascinated with how she always managed to find meaning in such small things. he signalled with his head for her to continue talking about it, her excitement a little too cute for him to not prolong.
right as y/n was about to continue, a hand landed on her lower back, cutting her off mid-sentence.
‘hey, felix found a few seats on the outside benches. we can go sit there. i already ordered the food you wanted. they said it’d be done in 8 minutes. also... here are your favourite candies, madame. told you i wouldn’t forget to get them,’ the boy smiled at her as he grabbed her hand and placed the little packet of sweets on her palm.
y/n’s face lit up as she smiled at him with the softest gaze and giggled, ‘thank you. i stand corrected, you aren’t a goldfish after all.’
a smug smile played on chris’s lips as he shrugged his shoulders in mock cockiness, ‘i told you, i am just awesome,’ causing y/n to raise her eyebrows.
‘mhm, sure. don’t get carried away,’ she smiled as she smacked his shoulder with the packet of sweets.
minho watched the whole exchange with an amused look on his face. he knew chris from the various club activities they’ve had since they started university and never had he ever seen him talk to someone with such a huge smile and hearts in his eyes. granted, he didn’t know the guy enough to make such an assumption but he’d seen him around quite a bit and this side of his personality was a little new. part of him felt a little dejected but he couldn’t help but smile at them both. they made a cute couple.
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‘I REMEMBER THIS!! OHMYGOD!’ exclaimed felix with a loud laugh. ‘minho and i talked about how we occasionally felt like third wheels around these two. and he told me about this! bro i didn’t know you liked y/n back then!’
‘i didn’t like her... i was just infatuated. it died in less than a week, calm down.’
‘still liked her.’
minho hid his face in his hands as he whined, regretting ever saying anything. the teasing was never going to end now.
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y/n felt minho’s gaze on her and exclaimed in mild embarrassment, ‘oh! chris, this is minho. my library buddy i told you about. and minho, this is... christopher, the insomniac musician.’
‘ah yeah, i know who he is. what’s up, man?’ he said while giving chris a fist bump.
‘what are you doing here? don’t you usually have class around this time?’
‘lab work got cancelled, decided to get food but...’ he looked around the cafeteria, ‘there aren’t any empty tables.’ chris nodded in acknowledgment.
‘speaking of which... i invited minho to come sit with us,’ she said with a smile, excited at the prospect of having all her new friends sit together.
chris chuckled at the girl fondly before nodding. ‘okay cool. let’s go then? felix is waiting outside.’
as they made their way to the seating area outside the cafeteria hall, the cafeteria lady called out a number which caught chris’s attention. ‘oh wait, that’s our food. why don’t you and minho go and put away your stuff, i’ll bring the food. the table’s right beside the main entrance.’
y/n nodded before grabbing the plastic bag and water bottle in chris’s hand, signalling him to give it to her so she could bring it to the table. she turned to minho and smiled, beckoning him to follow her as she prepped him for meeting the ever-hyper and insane felix.
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‘i don’t appreciate being called hyper and insane. i mean, you’re not wrong. but HEY!’
‘that was really good though. i can’t believe minho had a crush on y/n,’ said changbin.
‘oh my god it wasn’t a crush!’
‘yes it was. you said it could’ve been a crush.’
‘rekha??? you’re my girlfriend?? why are you throwing me under the bus??’
rekha just shrugged with a smile and winked, causing minho to roll his eyes and hide his face once more. whining about how everyone was “bullying” him. ‘anon, why did you have to ask this? they’ll never shut up now.’
(also, to answer your other question… if hyunjin didn’t know about chris’s feelings, he would’ve totally gotten a crush on sunshine. he almost did before finding out she was the girl chris had feelings for and immediately backed off. fun fact! hyunjin’s also the most likely guy from 8some sunshine would have had feelings for if chris wasn’t there. but that’s just a “what if”. sunshine’s never actually considered it. our girl’s hella loyal lmaoo)
BRONCIEHFHSNFNDN IM READING THIS IN CLASS AND I CANT HELP SQUEALING OH GOD THANK YOU FOR THE SCENARIO ❤️❤️ chris and sunshine being in their own lil bubble makes me so 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭 its ok minho u r destined for rekha 🥰
to changbin, it's okay!! dw about it 😊i uhh just wanted you to know you're great and cute. pls dont ever think you and your efforts are not good enough!! ok bye *runs away*
changbin looked at the screen felix was shoving in his face and a smile slowly crept on his face. he kept pursing his lips to stop smiling but it didn’t work. well, until he glanced at felix who was wiggling his eyebrows teasingly. ‘um, thank you for the compliment, anon. i’ll try to keep that in mind.’
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😂😂 y’all full on flirting with my characters here!
HOW IS CHANGBIN SINGLE HES SO SWEET 😭😭😭 (this is me asking if a changbin fic is on the horizon 👉👈)
changbin just has very bad luck. especially since everyone on campus knows how rich he is. he always gets stuck with the weirdos. or the catfish. i’ve kind of written changbin out to be this naive, but sweet guy who’s always nice to everybody. but because he’s so nice, people like to take advantage of him 😔
and YES bestie. if you check my wip list you’ll see that changbin’s au is up next after lover of mine ends.
where can you download hd tenipuri anime for gif making/edits?
hi! it’s been almost 5 yrs since i last made gifs for tenipuri i honestly cant remember where i downloaded the videos im so sorryyyy try pirate//bay maybe?
some of you never went through a ‘oh god i think this member who isn’t my bias is slowly becoming my bias i didn’t even know he was a bias wrecker help what do i do’ phase and it shows
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