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I wasn’t ready to just jump back into school and work after all my cancer stuff and now I’m failing and feel like a complete idiot :/ why does this shit have to be so damn hard

I’m just doing this cause I can’t do it on other social media

Between going back to work and starting school in this pandemic that’s never ending ON TOP OF MY HEALTH STUFF it just doesn’t let up. It’s like I’m trying to focus on keeping positive after having cancer and a full hysterectomy but I had to go back to work to make money and I feel like I was forced to go back to college which is kind of good but my dumb adhd brain is making it so impossible to just get threw classes like a regularperson. One of my teachers isn’t even doing zoom meetings 🥺 I kinda feel like I’m drowning and it’s impossible to get a breath in :/ I feel like a big old dummy and I know I’m not. I’m not sure what to do other then push threw and try harder but I don’t even have the motivation. And everyone’s so proud of me and think I’m so strong and badass but I just feel like it’s a lie/front so people think I’m okay even though I’m really going threw it right now 🙃. Thanks for listening if you read all this 😅

Just my eye 🤷🏻‍♀️

#green eyes #trippy #greenhair #justcause #eyes

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Update 🥰

I’ve been doing a lot better guys :) I’m finding my peace and my patience and working on me to be better 😁 been talking to a hella big cutie too and it’s just been going right for me lately 😊 thank you for anyone that wished me well and reached out to me when I was a sad boi I love you guys for that

angelsfilth

I hope this get better for you and you find your way out. I'm the same type of way and feel down often so I know that feeling all too well. You're not alone keep your head up. Hit me up if you ever just need someone to vent or chat for a distraction. No problem. Stay safe and stay faded 🤘

Thank you for being the first person to say anything like this to me in a long long time ❤️❤️❤️my inbox is always open for you too

It’s taking everything in me just to find one reason to stick around 😔