My Inner Most Thoughts

Baby, smile.

[2treehill]

how do you get a nice body without moving

[childmagazine]

by learning to love yourself

[nachtfunken]

wow

[hplyrikz]

[difficult]

I destroyed myself so you couldn’t hurt me.

(via difficult)

[furstyphoto]

[difficult]

I’m scared. I never loved anyone this much. I feel like I would do everything for you. It’s scary loving someone this much, because if you leave me, I will end up alone, crying, waiting for you to come back.

Don’t leave me (via difficult)

[abaist]

[bittersuggestion]

I break my own heart again and again

[dlgid]

[just-another-depressed-girl00]

[just-another-depressed-girl00]

[sepulchritude]

there’s no such thing as a stupid reason not to kill yourself.

your school sells cookies on thursdays? your favorite band is coming out with a new album? you’re still saving up for that tattoo? there’s still five sodas in your fridge and it’d be a shame to let them go to waste? you want to see the season finale of that show you love? keep living.

your reasons don’t have to be big, if they mean anything to you then they’re good reasons.

[led-sbian]

Yes! Just make something to look forward to

[collectivized-apiary-deactivate]

Okay but this is honestly true.

One of the closest times I came to committing suicide was when I was home alone for the weekend a few years ago. The reason I didn’t?

No one else was there to feed the cat until Monday. 

That’s it. That’s all that saved me. 

[the44thpilot]

See, this is such good advice, because it can put you in the frame of mind that you need to be in to combat depression. Even things that seem little, like, “My plant will die if I don’t water it,” or “I’m the only one that takes out the trash, anyways” are examples of how you’re needed and valuable, even appreciated.

There are people out there that need you and love you. Stay alive friend, because it is so worth it.

[overlordfunda]

[v2ng0gh-deactivated20180607]

[blackandwhite-cf]

[suicide-is-my-father]

I just need cuddles and a decent amount of sleep and have no dreams or nice ones and I want to wake up well rested and not anxious.

[lewky]

[reality-escape-artist]

Depression isn’t always crying your mascara off in the shower and playing sad songs in bed. Sometimes it’s not wanting to talk to anyone for days and other times it’s desperately needing to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven’t eaten anything since yesterday and sometimes it’s eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn’t your boyfriend holding you and telling you that it’s going to be okay. It’s sitting across the table, not eating, having him ask you what’s wrong and knowing that you’re ruining his night because you can’t seem to snap out of it and just be happy. It’s the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something and just fucking be normal for once. It’s keeping things a secret from the people you love because you don’t want them to look at you like you’re broken. No, depression isn’t beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and mostly just fucking exhausting.

Midnight thoughts (Depression isn’t trendy)

This is the fucking truth and honestly it sucks 💀

(via justabrokenprincess)

So. Damn. True.

(via semilivinghope)