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[theunknownunstableintrovert]

4th of March 2026

I'm really starting to hate you.

I'm really starting to HATE YOU.

#personal #thoughts

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

4th of March 2026

The Plot

He came home drunk and didn’t inform me he was going out for drinks with his basketball friends.

The Conflict

I felt disrespected, unimportant, and upset because he didn’t even send a message.

It wasn’t just the drinking — it was the lack of communication.

The Resolution

I need transparency and basic updates. A simple message would have been enough.

Okay, I need to listen to Taylor now.

#personal #thoughts #live in partner #relationship

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Hello tumblr. I missed you! Belated happy 19th birthday! - with love, basically your Tita

#random #tumblr

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[theunknownunstableintrovert]

I'm afraid of escalators. So much na kapag hahakbang pasakay o pababa, sa kaliwang side ako lagi hahawak at hahakbang, at nakatutok talaga mga mata ko sa paa at hakbang ko. I also get anxiety kapag may tao sa likod ko, pauunahin ko sila sumakay kasi feeling ko mabababagalan sila sa akin tapos masasagi nila ako or ako mismo matataranta kaya matitisod ako dahilan para maipit paa ko sa stairs ng escalators.

Tapos sa pagbaba naman, hanggang galing second floor lang ang kaya kong sakyan na escalator. Kapag from higher floor na tapos kita ko ung pinaka ground floor, hindi ko kayang sumakay ng escalator. Maghahagdan na lang ako. Nalulula ako. At mas hirap akong sumakay ng escalator kapag pababa.

Mga tatlong steps pa ung lalagpas bago ako maka hakbang, then talagang kinakabahan ako.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Hi S.

You know you're my First love. Greatest what if. Breaking up with you and hurting you is one of my most greatest regret in life.. Sana next life maging masaya ka. I hope hindi mo na ako ma-meet next life para lagi ka lang masaya. Walang heartbreak, just abundant happiness and peace. You deserve to have all the good things.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

I can't remember the exact date or year I first experienced being so painfully sad from the thought of my grandmother (whom I known and treated as my real mom since I was a child) dying. My mind was like, "yep, she's getting older, and soon she'll have to leave you" and then soon I feel it with the other older members of the family. Like "the time will come that they'll have to leave you, you'll be alone for sure, all of your beings and lives will soon become just a memory or story to another".

I just learned earlier tonight from my psychologist that it's anticipatory grief all along.

It's hard and painful to live with it, but it's normal.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

First time to talk to a psychologist.

I felt so nervous at first and while telling her my story. But after the 1 hour call, I felt a bit of relief.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

"Do you think I have forgotten about you?

And there was something 'bout you that now I can′t remember

It's the same damn thing that made my heart surrender

And I miss you on a train, I miss you in the morning

I never know what to think about

I think about you"

- About You by 1975

For my first love and for my younger self.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

I'm back...

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Grabe. Kapag siya ung galit, sarili niya lang talaga isipin niya. Walang pakealam kung may mga dapat bang umpisahan na orders. Walang pakealam kung need ba kumilos sa bahay. Nabulok na lang ung likod kakahiga at kakamukmok sa higaan. Kinakausap ayaw magsalita at makipag usap ng maayos. Galit pa din. Bahala ka na sa buhay mo. Umali ka na kung gusto mo.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

kaya naman nya gawin o puntahan ng mag isa, pero hindi talaga niya gagawin mag isa. grabe. ang hirap parang may dalawang bata akong kasama. Tapos may reklamo pa din sa pagasikaso sa kanila.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

parang pinagsisisihan ko na.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Paano na. Balik sa almost 30k ang utang.

Lord, pasensya na kung hihiling ako ulit, bigyan niyo pa po kami ng lakas para sa maraming orders para makapag bayad kami ulit sa utang. 🙏🏻

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Nabasa nilaaaaaa. Good to know. Bahala kayo dyan.

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Nakakainis. Nakakasama ng loob. Inako ko na nga responsibilidad nya nung nagkasakit sila Tito Oyet at Mama. Nung naghihirap kami sa San Diego, sinoli ko ba sa kanya sila Mama? Sinoli ko ba si Tita Khai at mga anak nya sa asawa niya? Sinabihan ko ba siyang kunin mo na nanay at mga kapatid mo sa akin kasi ilang taon pa lang ako non. Di ko kakayanin, pero ano? Hanggang sa parang nagparaya na lang sila Tito at Mama sa buhay, para siguro hindi na sila mahirapan pati ako. Hanggang ngayon ba naman?

[theunknownunstableintrovert]

Hala. Grabe silaaaa. Nagsalita lang isang beses sa inyo, sa chat pa nga eh, lumabas na agad totoong ugali ko? Masama na? Villain na sa buhay niyo? Plastik na? Grabe. Ngayon lang ako naka-experience ng ganyan mga ugali. Sarap niyo paringgan sa facebook e.