pannacotta fugo’s shitty depth perception

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[thevampirecrow]

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my name is crow [she/her]. i’ve been on tumblr since 2022. i’m a lesbian and a scorpio if that interests you. i’m somewhere on the aromantic spectrum too [i don’t really label it]

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★ MY CURRENT BLORBO/S ★

PANNACOTTA FUGO!!!!!!!!!! and light and L from death note, the golden wind gang overall

★ MY INTERESTS ★ (active only)

books: discworld (especially the truth, monstrous regiment, going postal, and guards! guards!), h2g2, shakespeare, classic literature in general

podcasts: i am in eskew, malevolent, stellar firma, red valley, the silt verses, litwtc, more

video games: tf2, disco elysium, fear and hunger [1+2], deltarune, don't starve, slay the princess

films/series: jojo's bizarre adventure, star trek, death note, more

miscellaneous: the mechanisms, languages + linguistics, geography and history, horror & sci-fi in general, demographics, and more stuff i haven't listed here

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[thevampirecrow]

i love haruka from sailor moon so much

[thevampirecrow]

early night for me tonight goodnight chat

[thevampirecrow]

so fucking looking forward to bio because i want it to be OVER . tomorrow i’ll finish paper 1. praying for a C or above PLEASE

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[thevampirecrow]

gl with bio tomorrow 🫶

thank you!! i hope all your exams go well too!

[onelastchorus]

the sign of a true favorite ship is when you don't think about them going on dates or having sex or even kissing. they're just a intangible amalgamation of emotions and concepts and symbolism bouncing around in your brain at all times

[thevampirecrow]

i do kind of like makima/power as a ship. idk

[thevampirecrow]

ragatha in the dutch dub is adorable

[marinaqua]

👀

[pastelloww]

It was gonna be longer but I ain’t doing allat. Im mad lazy

I like to think that when Light genuinely laughs he unintentionally maniacally laughs. L should’ve tested this.

[verysharpfish]

they keep putting romance in everything. and it isn't even well written romance. they don't even write it well.

[thevampirecrow]

light, thinking: oh he *so* knows i’m kira. he can tell. he is a master detective and he has known i’m kira for months. he is manipulating me with every single thing he says. he *knows* i’m killing people. i’m just buying time, aren’t i? i don’t know what he’s planning. surely he has a master plan i am unaware of. he is going to humiliate me in front of the entire globe. he can tell i am the serial killer. damn you L. you’re outsmarting me and you hate me and you want me to die by your hands. you definitely know i’m kira and you’re just manipulating me and analysing me with everything you do. i will die when you truly prove that i am kira. i am doomed. it is only a matter of days.

L: oh hi light. can you go down on me

[kingassblast]

dutch guy in my video game

[thevampirecrow]

what is with me and staying in toxic homoerotic friendships because i like that they care about me and love me. why did that happen at least four times in my teenage years what the hell. it always happens. like sometimes i get into a friendship and it starts straddling that situationship fence where everything gets blurred and then she’ll tell me to kms or she’ll grope me or something but i’ll be like yes this is fine because if i am cared about and loved then i am fine with this price. what is up with me thinking that being manipulated and violated is the price of love. what the hell. and why was i Fine with that. like oh yeah this one girl did uses to forcefully kiss me and grope me but she hugged me too and she told me i was pretty and she cared about me so i was fine with it. what. or this other girl when i was younger who was in the mental health trenches and she used to pull me by the shoulders and beg for me to tell her that her deceased father still loved her and i would reassure her say that he did love her and then she would make out with me and it’s like what the fuck just happened. or the time the first one said ‘i can never see anyone loving you because i just think you’re a hard person to love’ and then she out of nowhere kisses me and it’s like girl i did not say you could do that and what did you just tell me i didn’t even process that. and then with a different girl i got so angry at her that we used to physically fight regularly half because i was angry and half because i just wanted attention from her. what the hell is wrong with me even. or when one of them commented on my boobs and i stabbed them with a pen in their arm. and then she was like ‘if i kill myself would you kill yourself too’ and i was like jesus christ what the fuck, but i mean she hugged me and cared about me so i just was like Yeah i’ll stay. how did i even get myself into these situations. i’m sick of girls forcefully kissing me or kissing me right after they have a mental breakdown i am sick of being the stable one they come to for reassurance and emotional catharsis. i don’t really know if any of it was sexual assault (probably. idk man) but it was annoying nonetheless. but seriously i got so tired of being the therapist friend who they tell to kys and also make out with ? i don’t know i just kind of chased friends like that because even though they were unhealthy they were the only ones who loved me and i wanted that affection so i stayed even when insane shit happened. i was just kind of like yeah the price of love is violation, pain, and extremely unhealthy codependency. what the hell was up with my friendships from the ages of 12-16 jesus christ…

[thevampirecrow]

just had the realisation that when i sneeze while i am speaking dutch my sneeze is pronounced differently

[tgirl-makima]

[thevampirecrow]

had a dream (nightmare?) last night that i got shot in the woods and also groped. why can’t i have normal dreams what the hell