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I dare you.. to make me your one and only...

It was never my intent..

Not planned, nor intended. Never seen it coming, not even thought about it.. “It just happened”

LOVE is crazy.. It can make you do stuffs you never thought you would, it could bring out this side of you that you never thought existed, it could make you agree to things that you used to disagree on, It can make you see stuffs in a whole new perspective, it could even change your beliefs..

It could defy everything. The rules, your thought, this thing called “standards”, and even the “stereotypes”.

It’s crazy but in a good way..

But alongside love is hurt. These two goes hand in hand. It’s like yin and yang. If you’re not hurting then it’s not love.. But don’t get me wrong.. That doesn’t mean you have to hurt ALL THE TIME.. If that’s the case then that’s not love either.

I used to have a very subtle idea about love. Heck, I don’t even see myself doing nor feeling the stuffs I am feeling now...

And I’m glad and thankful to be able to see, let alone feel, that thing called love.

And now I guess I’m crazy too..

IT FUCKING HURTS. Yeah... IT HURTS LIKE HELL

With every piece of story you share with her is equal to a second of silence to me.. With every smile, every laugh you got to share with her, is equal to my tears and sighs.. With every touch, with every minute you share with her, i feel a pang of pain in my chest.. And with every i love you and i miss you's that you tell her... I feel my heart bleeding and slowly breaking in to pieces..

I just want to lie down, and cry and cry and cry all night...

...

'Cause that is all i can do.. To smile, say "I'm fine" and just suck things up. I can't change facts. I can't change who I am. I hate it. It fucking hurts. I never dreamed of being one. I never even saw myself as one.. But hey, im here.. Sucking up, standing straight. No doubt I love you with all my heart.. This pain, is by far the most painful feeling I never thought I'd experience.. It makes me cry and bleed every single time.. But losing you.. Losing your love.. That's the one pain i dont think I can bear.. The only pain, that could kill me in so many ways...

Don't wait for a day where ill get so pissed and so full with all the crap... til I run out of feels.. til I run out of words and tears.. And don't be surprised.. cause maybe just maybe I'll lose everything that I have towards you without even us knowing it.

micdotcom

Do this four times repeatedly and you’ll be out. But how does it work? There’s some real brain science behind it.

discoverynews

We’re trying this tonight!

askragtatter

It’s about time someone got around to uncovering all the cheat codes for this “human being” software. It’s only been out for like 10,000 years.

I badly need an outlet.. i dont have swimming anymore.. indont have anyone to talk to anymore.. These thoughts are killing me... what to do.. where to go..

Am I really not worth it ?

Why not just take me out ?

I dont want to get up I dont want to open my eyes I dont want to go here and there I dont want to start another day I dont want to do anything.. Not until im with you already. Wow this hurts.

Im ok :) Ok.. maybe not now... but I will be.

HATING EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.

FCK YOU ALL. ALL THESE "NICE ATTITUDE" STUFF IS KILLING ME. I AM SO DONE WITH BEING NICE.

It hurts.. it just hurts...

Note to self

Stop hurting urself. Stop looking at their feeds. Stop thinking about 2016 Stop getting hurt Stop feeling Stop overthinking Just please... STOP .... I wish twas this easy.. 🙈

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