Game Changer & Make Some Noise
oozey mess
KIROKAZE
noise dept.
Keni
YOU ARE THE REASON
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Monterey Bay Aquarium
shark vs the universe
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
if i look back, i am lost
Cosimo Galluzzi
The Stonewall Inn
Phantogram Three
izzy's playlists!
Fai_Ryy
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@spectacledartist-archive
Hi all! Just to let you know I've remade this blog (same url, only without the "archive" suffix). Leaving this blog here because I didn't want to delete anything.
I want to try and post on Tumblr more (esp seeing as Twitter seems to constantly be in its death throes), so hopefully I'll be more active on here in the future?
Anyway, follow this @ to get to the remade blog! @spectacledartist (it's still brand new so I haven't yet set up a theme or anything)
i've been avoiding spoilers for star twinkle precure (and will continue to do so until it premieres) but i hope they make some reference to tsubomi from heartcatch becoming an astronaut (or her dream of becoming one)
😍😍😍
out of it
darcy in her human form, then and now
she looks ridiculous in that first image - still got that pouty face though
left - 27th july, 2015 | right - 4th december, 2018
a little darcy
a quick doodle from sometime last month! attempted a powered-up form for jingle
/waves Hello! Just wanted to ask real quick -- Would I be stepping on toes if I also made a Christmas/Winter-Holiday themed fancure series?
not at all!! i don't automatically own the christmas/winter theme just bc of my fancures :') it would be a boring and unfair community if only one person had a monopoly on a particular theme
i look forward to seeing your designs!! 🎄
creating art is insane bc that's a physical manifestation of something that i have brought into the world. if i were not here, or if i had never been here, then it would not exist
wild
i don't think there's a chance that this blog will get deleted but if it does then
my twitter - specdraws
my instagram - spectacledartist
my main blog - vanillalion
2019 is the year i get my act together and realise my own worth and value
@triplehamburgerjack (tumblr won't let me tag you properly, sorry,,,,)
thank you so much for the advice, i appreciate it a lot. i get so stuck inside my own head that i forget that taking a break is fine and if i'm not constantly posting then i have less value and worth as an artist. i'll do my best to remind myself of this, thank you ;;;w;;;
long vent under the read-more (feel free to ignore, may delete later)
the thing that annoys me most about my art and this blog is that i Know what's wrong with them. like i don't have a consistent style, i don't post frequently, i don't post a lot of fan art these days so i don't get a lot of attention/notes/etc., i don't post finished work (it's all just WIPs or sketches or whatever), when i do post it's usually OC stuff that no one knows a thing about bc i don't ever talk about my OCs so it's hard for people to take an interest, plus i think that my art style is kinda bland and generic so it doesn't stand out at all
i know All Of These Things and Yet
i can't find a way out of it. i just don't have the time to work on my art and because i'm getting stressed over it i've started losing the passion and motivation for it. like i remember when i was a kid and i didn't care bc i was just Drawing for the fun of it
i want to be better. i want to be a better person and a better artist but i have been suffering (for lack of a better word) from severe self-loathing for at least five years straight (maybe even longer than that, but it's definitely been five full years without any breaks) and i constantly berate myself for every little mistake and fault that i make/have
i have applied to around four or five zines in the past three years and have been rejected each time - not angry at the people in charge at all (they have to choose from literally hundreds of amazingly skilled applicants and i praise them for their hard work), but it takes a bit out of you every time and i know they don't mean it but it feels like you're being told You're Not Good Enough over and over and your brain just tells you "well what's even the point" and you're unable to find joy in the One Thing you're supposed to be good at bc all of a sudden you realise you're not even good at it anymore
it's just a stupid cycle that i keep getting myself into as i'm sure you guys have seen many times on this blog (thank you for putting up with me)
TL,DR: i want to improve my art but i just don't have the time or motivation these days and it's draining me emotionally and i hate it
well... it’s a start 🎄
they do have bags that carry their transformation items but i left them off so you could see the outfits better ✌️
[the sugababes’ cover of ”here come the girls” blares in the background]
someone on dA asked what tools i used on paint tool sai uvu
i got another ask for my brush settings and they literally have not changed since the last time someone asked 3 years ago so i’m reblogging this :“”) these brush settings have been good to me - also my stabiliser is set at 4
this post just popped up in my notes and i thought i’d update it - below is the current brush i use:
i still use the first two brushes, but only when i’m doing digital painting style stuff. my stabiliser is still set at 4
commission for @kuiyouna! thank you very much!!