Void Zombie

(18+ ONLY) Resident of the Void. Loyal protector of the Void Queen and her servants.

[thevoidzombie]

Decided It Was Time For a Fresh Start

Hello everyone,

Decided it was time for a fesh start, so I decided to delete all of my old posts and start over with an identity that I have fully embraced over the course of the last few years. CurioistyIsMyEnemy is now known as The Void Zombie, and will continue to be known as The Void Zombie for the foreseeable future. I would like to thank all of you who have followed me and supported me in my years as CuriosityIsMyEnemy, and I hope that you all continue to support me in this new chapter of my blog.

I have had the luxury of being fully integrated in a caring, kink-friendly community over on Chaturbate, and I have met a lot of wonderful people who have helped me on my journey in fully understanding my sexual interests and my sexual identity. I have had the luxury of serving a caring and stern domme for the last few years and have fully embraced my identity as a submissive. I have had the luxury of learning a lot of important lessons in the world of BDSM and a lot of important life lessons as well.

This blog is an opportunity for me to share some of those lessons with others who are seeking to embrace their submissive sides, and to serve as a safe space for anyone to ask questions or express themselves. This blog will be a combination of original posts sharing advice/experiences, post submissions or questions, and a few reblogs from some of my favorite blogs on tumblr.

I would like to welcome you all to interact with my posts and/or submit your own posts or questions.

[thevoidzombie]

Under Her Foot

After spending the night in the kennel beneath her bed, My Queen has decided to wake me up and take me on a morning walk around the block. I eagerly get to my knees and fetch the collar and leash off the hook on the wall and crawl back to her before bowing my head, waiting for her to lock the collar around my neck and attach the leash before we head out. As I’ve been instructed, I am to always be a few paces behind her, so I count a few seconds in my head before following her out the door and across the yard. 

Most days, I am fortunate to look up and see her cute, plump butt barely hidden under a super short skirt and admire the view for a moment before trailing my gaze down her fishnet clad legs and fixating on her feet encased in some shiny boots. Today, however, I notice she is instead wearing some comfortable fitting yoga pants, covering up her cute butt and lovely legs, and is surprisingly barefoot. The sight catches me off guard for a moment and I pause in my tracks just long enough for her to notice and tug on my leash, then I continue to follow behind- fixated on her bare feet walking through the grass and on the sidewalk. 

We have only traveled about half a block by the time she decides to sit down on a bench for a moment and notices that she had started walking without any shoes on. She sighs, “oh well,” before tugging tightly on my leash and bringing me to her side. She looks me in the eyes, grabs me by the chin, and pulls me closer to her foot, ordering me to stick out my tongue and start licking the dirt that has started to gather from the short walk. Eager to please My Queen, I lap up the dirt from her foot and between her toes before she brings her other foot to my mouth to give it the same treatment. After a few moments, her soles are back to being spotless, so she pats me on the head and we continue on with the walk.

I follow behind her, watching her bare feet continue to pick up dirt and pieces of grass, as we make our way back to the house. Before we enter, she sits down on the steps, brings me close to her again and makes me lick her feet clean once more so she doesn’t drag any dirt into her house. She pats me on the head once again before opening the door and leading me inside. She hangs the leash up on the hook, leaving the collar locked on, and then proceeds to the kitchen where she enjoys the breakfast that lover had prepared for her. I kneel at her side, ready to fetch anything for her if she needs, and she drops a piece of toast for me to snack on while she finishes her tea.

After she finishes breakfast, she heads over to her office to work on editing her various photos and videos. She has me follow behind her and lay under her desk, where I spend the next several hours serving as her footrest. At first, she just lays her feet on my chest, while she starts to dive into her work, but after some time, she starts to playfully move her feet closer to my face. She keeps bringing them closer and closer, but they remain just a bit out of reach, until she slaps my cheek with her foot and sticks her toes right into my mouth. Instinctually, I start sucking on her toes, and smile as I hear her giggle from my tongue tickling her foot. As she continues to edit her content, she slowly starts pushing her foot deeper into my mouth, making me gag on her toes as they start to reach the back of my throat. She pulls her foot out as I gasp for air, and she slaps me with her now saliva soaked foot, before putting it in my mouth once again. This continues on and off for several minutes.

After some time, she would look down at me and ask if I was getting thirsty. I would nod my head letting her know that I was, and she would put her toes in my mouth again before she poured some water over her toes into my mouth. She would always laugh a bit as I swallowed it, before I placed a kiss on her toes and thanked her for hydrating me. After hydrating, I returned back to sucking on her toes as she returned to focusing on her work.

Whenever My Queen started to feel the burnout of repetitive work, she would entertain herself by using her other foot to squish my balls, digging her toes into them while I am gagging on her other foot. She would spend time grinding my balls under her heel, slapping them with her sole, pinching them with her toes, all to make her smile as I gagged on her toes and started to get painfully aware of how tight my chastity cage was becoming. All day long, she would continue to tease me like this, occasionally, cleaning up some of my precum with her toes just to shove them in my mouth and continue on and on again. She joked about how long a day I will have at work, as she continued to toy with me, and I just layed there suffering in silence- while also thoroughly enjoying being her favorite toy.

Finally, after several hours of sucking on her toes, having my balls tormented, and being fed my own pre-cum more times than I can count, My Queen has decided to finish up working at her desk and started to wind herself down for the night. She ordered me to go prepare a bath for her while she tidied up in the office. After tidying up, she tested the water to confirm it was at a comfortable temperature for her, then proceeded to tie a blindfold around my eyes and handcuff my hands behind my back before she stripped down. As she stripped, she took off her panties, thoroughly soaked after a day of editing her own content and tormenting me, and stuffed it in my mouth before she got into the tub.

Blindfolded, gagged, and cuffed, I am left with no option but to kneel beside the tub as I start to hear a faint buzzing sound. I hear My Queen start to moan as the buzzing sounds grow louder and more intense. Before long, I hear her scream out in ecstasy as she reaches an intense climax. She notices me starting to whimper, and at that moment, I feel her hands reach down to my balls and give them a tight squeeze before she returns back to her bath and gives herself another orgasm. After some time just resting in the warm water, and bathing herself, she drains the tub, steps out and wraps a towel around her before she removes the blindfold, panties, and cuffs.

I follow her back to the bedroom, where she starts her nightly routine of moisturizing her body with coconut oil, teasing me some more by dripping the oil slowly down her soles, before getting me situated back in the kennel beneath her bed. She then spends time reading a book, while dangling her feet off the edge of the bed, before she finally drifts off to sleep.

[thevoidzombie]

Pain and Pleasure

Pain and Pleasure- the dichotomy of life.

My Queen has instructed me well in these two extremes. While my own pleasure is an extremely rare occurrence, I receive gratification from witnessing her and her lover experience the peaks of ecstasy together. Tonight is one such night.

As always, my night starts with my daily mantra and showing reverence to My Queen and her perfect feet. As she prepares to meet with her lover, I kiss her feet and repeat “I am Lady Lydia’s loyal pet. I will always strive to be useful, honest, and worthy while worshiping at her feet.” Before heading out to pick her lover up from the airport, she puts on my collar, attaches my leash to the end of her bed, slips a bite gag in my mouth, and then gives my balls a quick smack with her flogger. As she steps away, she whispers in my ear “those balls better be ready for more when we get back.” I nod my head and whimper “Yes Mistress” before she turns off the light and leaves me alone in the dark.

For a little over an hour, I kneel in the darkness eagerly awaiting the return of My Queen and her lover. As they return, I can smell arousal in the air. When they enter the bedroom, My Queen instructs me to crawl to their feet. I crawl over to them in the doorway, feeling my leash get tugged as it reaches the end of its length. I hunch over and bow before My Queen’s toes, then she lifts my head up with her finger, removes the gag from my mouth and tells me that she has a treat for me. She has her lover unzip his jeans, revealing his semi-erect cock before she shoves my mouth toward it. Without hesitation, I take it into my mouth and start pleasuring him while My Queen plays with my balls, squeezing them, slapping them, and adding clothespins to them. I hear her moaning as she plays with herself behind me, getting aroused by the sight of her lover’s cock growing bigger and thicker in my mouth. I gag on his cock a few times as he thrusts deep into my throat before My Queen grabs him and leads him to the bed.

Within moments, they are deeply enthralled in the heat of passion. My Queen gestures for me to crawl to the side of their bed, I hear her pant and moan as her lover penetrates her pussy. She grabs a hold of one of my nipples and pinches it really hard while she grabs the nipple clamps that magically are within reach. She puts the clamps on my nipples and gives it a tug to make sure they are on nice and tight then gestures for me to return to the foot of the bed.I kneel there at the end of the bed with a front row view of My Queen’s pussy being filled with her lover’s cock.

I watch him thrust in and out making My Queen’s toes curl more and more as she gets closer and closer to climax. I feel my balls burning with a combination of arousal and pain from the clothespins. I let out a whimper of pain and within seconds I hear My Queen screaming in ecstasy as she climaxes all over her lover’s cock. A few thrusts later, I hear her lover grunting as he pumps his cum deep inside her. The sight of their orgasms makes my cock twitch and I yearn for the slightest bit of stimulation. 

My Queen gives me some stimulation, just not in a manner that is pleasurable. She skillfully grabs a hold of the chain dangling from the nipple clamps with her toes, and she pulls me toward them on the bed. She wraps her legs behind my head and pulls me toward her cum filled pussy. Without hesitation, I put my tongue to work cleaning up her lover’s thick, creamy cum from deep inside of her pussy. After a few moments, she pulls my face up and turns me toward her lover so I can clean up any of her juices that remain on his still erect cock. I take his dick into my mouth sucking it clean of her sweet, savory juices and the remnants of his own creamy cum. After finishing, I look up to him and thank him for giving My Queen a powerful orgasm. I then turn to My Queen to thank her for allowing me to serve both of them tonight. She gives my clothespinned balls a few kicks until the clothespins start to fall off, removes the nipple clamps, and removes the leash before sending me to the corner to rest in my crate for the night.

I drift off to sleep as they cuddle on the bed, giggling as they chat with each other well into the night.

[thevoidzombie]

Cucked for Valentine’s Day

We’ve come back around to a special time of year for relationships and long-term dynamics. It’s a time to affectionately honor special women in your life. It’s a time to adorn those women with gifts and special treats. For many, it’s a time to celebrate love in all its forms, but for betas, it’s a time to enhance the love lives of other partners. It is a chance to make someone else’s night special, and expect nothing in return.

I am fortunate to be able to provide such an opportunity for My Queen. While I remain without a date for the occasion of Valentine’s Day, I will at least still be able to provide a special night for a very special woman. While I remain kneeling in the corner of her bedroom, the leash on my collar anchored to her wall, she will be enjoying a romantic night with her much better endowed lover.

Leading up to the date, I have the luxury of pampering her and providing her with a wardrobe sure to make her even more irresistible. I have the privilege of paying for her to have a full-day of pampering with a pedicure, a treat I know she enjoys and know she will use to tease me endlessly. Her feet are deserving of the best treatment, and I’ve dedicated myself to ensuring her feet receive the highest level of pampering and adoration at all times. Her feet are also deserving of the best attire, may that be heels, stockings, or fishnets. I am privileged to provide her with an opportunity to expand her collection, and yearn for the honor of being able to worship every part of that collection. But, I digress.

This night is about what she and her lover are being treated to- among which is a new pair of lingerie, which most certainly won’t last the entire night. While the two of them enjoy dinner at their favorite restaurant, I will remain in the bedroom fantasizing about how irresistible My Queen will look in that lingerie, and wonder just how quickly those panties will be torn off upon their return home. I won’t be left alone to focus on those thoughts very long though. My Queen, out of the kindness of her heart, wants me to “feel” like I am still a part of their date so she has decided to slip the Lovense Hush into me and has synced it to the Lush that she will be wearing during dinner- this way, any time her lover starts to tease her with vibes, I too will feel the same vibes. After slipping both toys in, she playfully pulses a high level vibe to make sure it works, and walks away to finish getting dressed for her date.

Their Uber arrives to pick them up for their date around 8pm, and shortly after I already start to feel the vibes starting to pulse up and down. For what feels like 20 minutes, the pulses grow longer and more intense until they just stop entirely. I assume this means that they have arrived at the restaurant and are waiting to be seated before the vibes commence again. I breathe a sigh of relief and enjoy the temporary break. Just as I started to get comfortable, the vibes started up again. On and off the vibes continued throughout the night, each pulse getting me worked up just as much as I imagine My Queen was getting worked up. Nearly two hours have passed with a never ending cycle of vibes, when finally I hear the door starting to open.

The passionate lovers are stumbling through the house, lips locked, as they make their way to the bedroom. They enter the bedroom, plop themselves on to the bed, and continue their passionate kissing as My Queen motions for me to come closer to the bed. With a stern look, she points at her shoes, and I instinctively start to remove them for her. I kiss both of her feet as a sign of gratitude showing my appreciation to be included in this moment. I remain kneeling at the end of the bed, watching as the two of them continue tearing off each other’s clothes in the thrall of passion. With another subtle motion, My Queen orders me to get closer and then shoves her soaking wet panties into my mouth before sending me back to my corner.

I watch from my corner as her lover continues kissing her passionately while working his way down her body. He lingers at her breasts for a moment, sucking on her nipples, before trailing more kisses down her stomach and in between her legs. He spreads her legs open and starts kissing her labia, before starting to circle his tongue around her clitoris. He expertly plays with her clit bringing her closer and closer to climax. I watch the scene unfolding before me, as she grabs the back of his head and pulls him closer while she climaxes for the first time tonight. Having spent this time savoring the residual dampness from her panties, I yearn to taste directly from the source. I look toward the bed pleadingly, hoping to be invited to join, but instead My Queen takes notice and decides to blindfold me.

I feel myself being led over to the side of the bed and being handed a bottle of what I am assuming is lube. I kneel by the bed, completely motionless, serving as nothing more than a lube dispensary for the rest of the night.

A few moments go by before I start to hear low, breathy whispers sharing all the dirty thoughts the lovers have had while at dinner. Those whispers grow into moans and grunts of passion echoing in melodic harmony. On and on they continue before rising to a crescendo of ecstatic screams followed by labored breathing.

After a brief pause, I feel My Queen’s hand caressing my cheek and telling me to open up my hungry mouth. She pulls out her worn panties and tells me to stick out my tongue. I feel a sticky, slimy liquid starting to drip onto my tongue. The consistency and taste is one I have come to know very well. Drop after drop lands on my tongue and starts to fill my mouth. She then slips the used condom into my mouth, closes it, and tells me to savor her lover’s load. She then removes the blindfold and orders me to kneel at the foot of the bed so that I can massage their feet as they rest.

The lovers talk and fondle each other for several minutes before giving each other “the look” and preparing themselves for Round 2. This time, they invite me to lie down on the bed. My Queen climbs up and positions herself directly over my face. Her beautiful pussy is in clear view, just inches from my mouth. I try to fight the temptation to lift my head and start licking her, she takes notice and slaps my cheek. She orders me to remain still as I watch her lover start to enter her from behind. I watch as her pussy lips part, allowing her lover to enter deeper and deeper. My eyes remain fixed on her as her lover’s cock continues thrusting in and out. Like a machine, he maintains a steady rhythm, not even needing to take a break. On and on he continued, making My Queen moan louder with every thrust. Soon, her legs start shaking and she climaxes powerfully, squirting all over my face while her lover continues thrusting. Shortly after, he pulls out of her, continues stroking himself before finally spurting a thick stream of cum all over my face.

The two lovers then roll over into bed, dismissing me back to my corner, before they drift off to sleep. I spend the rest of the night watching the two as they sleep peacefully while their cum dries on my face.