The Perfect Imperfections.

"When I asked you how you'd been I meant I missed you more than I've ever missed anything before"

[nicest-interiors]

gray kitchen cabinets and wood island

[basmaadl]

[thewannabegypsy]

So much has change in my life that I’m not quite sure how to wrap my head around it all. A relationship that was once so sweet has somehow wilted and I can’t grasp why, although I did see it coming. It’s painful to come to the realization that you could love someone so ferociously yet understand that the both of you might just be happier apart. Would that be considered maturity? Or could it be selfishness, losing something that could be so perfect for some imagined idea of complete and total happiness. It is difficult to try an enjoy a relationship when you don’t know where you stand and have no idea about the future. What ever it is that is going on in my life, wish me luck. 

[thewannabegypsy]

Late Nights

Wow, It has been a while since I’ve been on here. The last time, I was ranting about how horrible my parents are. Well update for those who care, all is well with the world and I finally grew up. I’m here tonight to share something about my life that I dont get to flaunt in real life for a magnitude of reasons. Basically I am living a life a never thought I would get a chance to experience, a world I longed for but accepted would never come. I met a boy. A boy so whimsically beautiful, he borderlines on dangerous. He fills a void that I spent twenty two years trying to satisfy, yet here he is and all it took was a simple gaze into his perfect brown eyes that leave you engulfed and wanting more. He really is perfect, at least perfect for me. Truly, my life without him would mean nothing to me. It’s funny how drastically aspects of you shift naturally when you share apart of your life with someone else. Everything fits into place with him, he makes everything okay, no matter the situation or how dramatic I am being. I could fill pages and pages about him but I wont waste your time for the few of you who read this. Just know, I love him. 

[itslatingirl]

[sublim-ature]

[psychopath--killer-deactivated2]

[aquietcottagelife]

[tkkatherineblog]

[lucky-lust-blog]

[aspiritualwarrior]

Be like a tree and let the dead leaves drop.

Rumi (via aspiritualwarrior)

[dsxsbx]

[hypedszn]

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[hemite]

[lsseymiyake]

[myfxckingwonderland]

[toofacedd]

[thewannabegypsy]

sensitivity at its finest

I am fed up with constantly being monitored left and right. My parents are overwhelmingly controlling. LEAVE ME ALONE I AM MY OWN PERSON. I apologize that I am not the perfect daughter you wanted. I am different that what you could have ever expected, I am not the sweet little girl you once knew. I do not want to deal with it anymore. All I ever wanted was to leave and get out of this place and now I am beyond confused. I thought that within a matter of a few years I would be free of this little town holding me hostage all these years, but things are slowly changed the thought of having to come back terrifies me. I don’t want to come back. I want to get as far away as possible and now my heart hurts because the chance of that dream shattering is to much for me to handle at the moment. Basically, I a mess. My life is a mess, and I cant, for the life of me, manage to get a grip on it.