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nao vejo futuro pra mim

não consigo lidar com essa dor. Quero morrer.

And then you had that dream again.

se eu nunca tivesse nascido a vida de todos seria melhor. Eu nao aguento mais sofrimento. Queria que um meteoro caísse, enquanto eu nao arrumo coragem pra me matar.

quero morrer

I wish I was never born. Not existing must be bliss.

This is the only place where I can vent and say I wanna die without worrying someone. I’m past the point of talking. I was never meant to live. I won’t ever be able to be a functional adult.

I don’t want to talk to my friends or my therapist. There are no more conversation to be had because all conversations will end in pain. I am tired of feeling pain. I just want to die.

I don’t see a future for me and my anxiety proved my right once again. There’s no point on being alive anymore.

Today was the worst day of my life and I don’t think there’s any coming back from this.

To me, life is just pain after pain. Trauma ever trauma. I want to die.

dappermouth

No moon, no light to cross your face.

dappermouth

prints are finally up! x

bishiedoll

Original watercolor painting by Takahashi Macoto, 1960s.

#art

illegitimate-sword-of-god

Naps are a forbidden technique, I think. If you pull them off just right you'll access a pool of near-endless rejuvenating power, but if you mess up some inscrutable part of the ritual your vitality and might will be sapped and you'll be left at the mercy of your opponents