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@theycallmecatalyst
Jesus fucking Christ if I could catch a break that would be a shock
Dont fucking waltz in acting like I donāt know shit and throw fake information around and then just backpedal to make me look like the asshole.
Thatās not how you interact with friends
I know Iām losing it because yesterday I watched an entire season of survivor just for something to do.
If you ever wondered what its like to live in New Zealand hereās a bunch of headlines from the last year
what was the point of having red skull reappear in endgame if he wasnāt gonna come face to face with steve, heās literally one of the most well known captain america villainsš and then the writers saying steve wouldnāt recognize him, bitch he literally has a red skull, whatās there not to recognizeš
Aināt Steve taken it upon himself to return all the stones? He had to meet him at some point right?
You know whatās fucking wild? Half the people I used to want to keep up with here are gone thanks to the adult content ban but all the shitty sex blog bots are still following me on a regular basis.
This is why I barely check in anymore
how can you not think space is cool???? how can you not look at the sky and get completely fucked up thinking about it???? how can you think science is boring???????
I had a wild dream. Here are the details I recall.
Iām on stage with a band, Iām playing w guitar and shouting gang vocals mostly but on the last song I sing lead vocal. No one in the band really had a face that I could tell so idk if they were meant to be s famous band or just some friends.
Anyways as Iām packing up my gear a girl that had been in the front row is walking across the stage and she places a hand on my shoulder and runs it across my back as she says āhey beautifulā and just before she slips out of reach I grab her hand. Sheās clearly a manic pixie dream girl type. As I grab her hand she spins back around to me playfully. I canāt remember exactly what she said but it was something about being in a band being hot. I shrugged it off but asked if sheād like a drink.
Holding my hand she leads me through the bar but the next thing that I canāt recall is that we are in the bathroom and sheās inside the stall while Iām leaning up on the wall across the room. Iām talking and talking and finally I ask her if I could get her number.
Suddenly the camera cuts to inside the stall, sheās on the floor vomiting into the toilet while Iām asking for her phone number and she wipes her mouth and says āitās not a great timeā
Iām a little frustrated and completely oblivious to the fact that she just wants to stop puking before having further conversation. And then I turn and catch s glimpse of myself in the mirror. I look like Christian Bale in full Dick Cheney costume.
And then I walk out of the bathroom.
I need you to understand that when you are mentally unhealthy and you know it, your task is not to make everyone around you change to service your needs, itās to learn how to cope with your needs and avoid engaging in situations that might trigger you or make you worded
Legitimately my dad told me that heās sure the reason he and i didnāt get along when I was 22 was because of the influence of my destiny raid group.
Like I canāt express enough my emotionally abusive father who abused my anxiety and openly mocked it when I tried to ask for help thinks that some 20 something year olds from the UK that helped me kill Crota repeatedly were the problem.
Me: I suffer from anxiety.
My clinically depressed father: Iām sure all the people in your generation have anxiety of some kind, between the social media and the video games.
Me: Iām serious, my anxiety is debilitating at times.
My medicated bipolar father: Well you just have to work on it, put yourself out there and it will go away.
Me: -blinks-
I think that I thought one day I could just flip a switch and become well adjusted.
I thought the fever would settle in me and I could smile and say Iām okay and actually believe it.
I thought that I would crawl into bed and close my eyes without seeing red.
At the very least I thought I would wake up one day and rub the red from my eyes.
Lifeless
I open my mouth
only to shut it
without drawing breath
in my lungs
stale air
nothing worth saying.
Find fragments
of sentences
floating
on the surface
of a shallow bath
drowned
and drowned out
And to those that question me for no reason? Walk away. My age does no define my knowledge nor my capability. I donāt do what I do for no reason. I donāt ask what I ask for no reason.
If I want to double check something because Iām unsure if you have passed me correct information itās not an attempt to insult you, the insult is your specialty. To know you are dealing with someone who might have insight and still act like their request is intended as a slight.
If I wanted to insult you Iād do it to your face. Instead I want to check for myself. Why is that worth spitting back in my face when it has proved helpful countless times before.
Do I think Iām above everyone? No.
Do I think Iām above you? Yes.
Itās simple really. I didnāt show up to overtly insult you during pleasant conversation. Thatās all it takes to be the bigger person.
These people who condescend you when you think that they are your friend do my head in.
Dont say shit like āI donāt live on the Internetā or āI have a lifeā in response to perfectly reasonable questions or requests.
Sorry I only come back here to vent sometimes but sometimes thatās what I need