Anyone who really knows me knows Iām passionate about psychedelic drugs. Iām at a point in my life where Iām searching for the point of life if there even is one. Iām constantly exploring consciousness in an attempt to find meaning or truth. Substances like LSD, psilocybin and DMT have been the most useful tools Iāve found to do that. I have no idea if my life matters or if anything matters and I have no foundation to base my morality on. I have no idea how to make even the smallest decisions and be confident in them. This song is a result of that struggle and that experimentation with drugs. I know itās strange and may not be what any of you want to listen to but listening pleasure just isnāt the purpose of the song. If anything, I hope it makes you think. Link in my bio if you care to listen. As always, my messages are open and I would love to hear your thoughts. š¦š