Keianna

sw: 115lb cw: 90.7lb gw: 85lb uw:80lb? 4’10

[thinforeternityy]

i actually really need to learn how to say no. Yesterday my moms friend asked if i wanted to go to the gas station with him and i said YES. I immediately regretted it so i tried to just get something low calorie, but then he kept being like “come on, you can get more” and so i just got ice cream and a candy bar. I didn’t eat it cause im trying to limit that sorta intake.

then my mom comes home for work and she got me like those kinder bueno chocolate bars and a redbull (i appreciate the redbull). And now i feel weird and i’m trying to figure out when to eat them cause i don’t want to waste their money, yk?

what would you guys do? please give me tips

[thinforeternityy]

wieiad

breakfast: 271

half of milky way bar: 115

banana: 90

3x strawberries: 16

2x maple chicken sausage balls: 50

bloom: 10

dinner:

chicken fried rice: 260

and my mom sadly put vegetable oil in it: 120

total: 671

total - burnt(364): 307

10,303 steps an i went to the gym today! i did legs and stair master

[thinforeternityy]

i dropped 2 lbs 😼

[thinforeternityy]

i want results rn i’m so annoyed

[thinforeternityy]

i feel so nauseous and my heart rate won’t go down 😟

[thinforeternityy]

wieiad

breakfast: 326

yogurt: 130

granola: 60

banana: 90

powder peanut butter: 30

3 strawberries: 16

snack: 60

3 small handfuls of mini white chocolate chips: 60

dinner: 320

13 sweet potato fries: 150

2 lightly breaded chicken tenders: 170

total: 706

total- burnt (306); 403

11,274 steps

[thinforeternityy]

ugh, i’m stuck in the 90s, how do i get outtt

[milkyynovaa]

THE ed playlist

Akasian Peace - Anamia

Atmosphere - Vanity Sick

Angelspit - Skinny Little Bitch

Anorexia Nervosa - Mother Anorexia

Augustana - Coffee and Cigarettes

Batteries - Anorexia Poster Girls

Beach Bunny - Prom Queen

Beartooth - Ignorance Is Bliss

Birdy - Skinny Love

Black Bell - Anorexia

Blind Melon - Skinned

BMTH - Hospital For Souls

Boyinaband - Empty

Broken Social Scene - Anthems For a Seventeen Year Old Girl

Cex - Stop Eating

Catatonia - Bulimic Beats

Carbon Carousel - Skinny

Cherry Glazerr - Ohio

Craft Spells - Nausea

CRIM3S - Stay Ugly

Daddy Issues - Ugly When I Cry

David Howard - Anorexic

Dead Celebrity Status - Somebody I Once Knew

De-La Wonk - Anorexia

Die Cheerleader Die - Anorexic Nation

Drag - Anorexic

Edith Backlund - Skinny

Eleanor McEvoy - Sophie

Elysiansoul - Dark Descent

Elysiansoul - Decadence and Disorder

Elysiansoul - Dysmorphia

Elysiansoul - Girl Within the Ghost

Elysiansoul - Immune

Elysiansoul - Midnight Run

Elysiansoul - Pull Me Under

Elysiansoul - Sticks and Stones and Bones

Elysiansoul - Sugar & Ice

Elysiansoul - The Smile Underneath

Elysiansoul - The Voice Of Anorexia

Elysiansoul - Waiting To Be Weightless

Emily Wells - Becomes The Color

ETHS - Détruit Moi

ETHS - Bulimiarexia

Evaline - a Protest In Lines Too Thin To Be Read

Fakebestfriend - Anorexia

Fakebestfriend - Skinny

Felicia Goodman - Ana Mia

FFUG - Alcoholic Anorexic

Fiona Apple - Paper Bag

Firewater - Caroline

Fireflight - He Weeps

Florence + the Machine - Hunger

Florence + the Machine - Leave My Body

Flyleaf - I’m So Sick

Foo Fighters - Skin and Bones

Garbage - Bleed Like Me

Gem Club - Spine

Geri Karlstrom - Starving For Attention

Get Scared - Don’t You Dare Forget the Sun

Haim- Let Me Go

Hole - Jennifer’s Body

Hole - She Walks On Me

Hole - Skinny Little Bitch

Huntingtons - Annie’s Anorexic

Iron Curtain - Anorexia

Katy Rose - Lemon

K.Flay - Rawks

Kent - We Need To Eat

Kevin McCollough - Anorexic Beauty Queen

King Adora - Big Isn’t Beautiful

King Adora - Born To Lose

Kitten On The Catwalk - Pro Ana Party Slama

Kutless - Down

L7 - Diet Pill

Lady Gaga - Donatella

Lana Del Rey - Boarding School

Lil’ Bo Weep - Confined

Lil’ Bo Weep - Untitled

Lisa Loeb - She’s Falling Apart

Los Campesinos! - The Sea is a Good Place to Think of the Future

Lorn - Until There Is No End

Lunachicks - Binge and Purge

Manic Street Preachers - 4st. 7lbs

Manic Street Preachers - Anorexic Rodin

Maria Mena - Cause and Effect

Maria Mena - Eyesore

Maria Mena - Self Fulfilling Prophecy

Marina and The Diamonds - Teen Idle

Melanie Martinez - Mrs. Potato Head

Melanie Martinez - Orange Juice

Melanie Martinez - Sippy Cup

MGMT - She Works Out Too Much

Mi - Weightless

Mickey Avalon - So Rich, So Pretty

MikelWJ - Dear Diary

Mitski - Bug Like an Angel

Mitski - Brand New City

Mitski - Real Men

Mitski - Liquid Smooth

Mitski - I Don’t Like My Mind

Mother Mother - Body

Mother Mother - Fat Kids

Mother Mother - I Go Hungry

Mother Mother - Oh Ana

Mother Mother - Body

Myah Marie - Starve Bitch, It’s Hollywood

Mystery Jets - Someone Purer

Natalie McCool - Size Zero

Nausea - Anorexia Nervosa

Nice Flaws - Thinspo

Nicole Dollanganger - Angels Of Porn II

Nicole Dollanganger - Please, Eat

Nicole Dollanganger - Ugly

Nirvana - Anorexorcist

No Frills Twins - Dying To Be Thin

Olivia O’Brien - Empty

One-Eyed Doll - Bulimia

Outcast Youth - Genevieve

Picture me Broken - Skin and Bones

Pompeii - Numbers

Portishead - Biscuit

Pro - Beautiful

Pulp - Anorexic Beauty

PurelyDef - Anorexic Queen

Radiohead - Creep

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Porcelain

R00k - Eat

Rufus Wainright - Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk

Sadistik - Russian Roulette

Sainthood Reps - Run Like Hell

Sara Lov - My Body Is a Cage

Schoolyard Heroes - Battlestar Anorexia

Silver Chair - Ana’s Song

Skating Polly - Ugly

Sky Flows - Hollow Shell

Sonic Youth - Tunic (Song For Karen)

SPECTRA*paris - Size Zero

Squishy Squid - Anorexia

Stage - Live Happy, Live With Anorexia

Super Chick - Beauty From Pain

Super Chick - Courage

Svavar Knútur - Emotional Anorexic

Tamara Dearing - Bulimia

Ted Leo and the Pharmacists - Me and Mia

The Blue Violets - Anorexic

The Blue Violets - Diet

The Dollyrots - Skinny

The Network - Hungry Hungry Models

The Trews - Ana & Mia

Today the Moon, Tomorrow the Sun - Old Monster

Tura Satana - Down

Unaloon - My Roots

Utero Ecuador - Anorexia

Wale - 90210

Where Angels Fall - Thinspiration

X-Fusion - Anorexia Nervosa

Zeeza Love - Anorexia

(stole this from my old account lol, lmk if you want me to add anything on!)

[thinforeternityy]

wieiad

breakfast: 495

bagel: 210

banana: 90

2x maple sausage balls: 50

cream cheese: 50

peanut butter: 95

snack: 80

mango yoggie bites: 80

dinner: around 350

-taco bowl (again)

shaved steak: around 200

low-fat shredded cheese: 70

gaucamole: 25

ranch: 45

lettuce: 10

cucumber : around 5?

I also had a diet coke and a small peach red bull (10)

total: 925

total - burnt (295): 630

I’m so proud of myself! i did an ab workout and an arm workout by Nikola Pilates as well and got 11,502 steps!!

[thinforeternityy]

today my breakfast is 495.. Usually i would try to make it lower, but i stood up and my heart rate went up to liek 160 and it freaked me out, so im gonna try to take it easy today.

[thinforeternityy]

does anybody have workout suggestions? i’ve been doing short pilate videos, but are there other things i could be doing to see results faster? i’ve been trying to get 5-10k steps a day as well.

[thinforeternityy]

wieiad

small banana: 90

half a white monster: 5

two orange slices: 20?

taco bowl: around 580??

total: estimated to be around 710 but could be wrong!

burnt: 223

total- burnt: 487.

considering it my first day since like school time, i did pretty well.

[thinforeternityy]

my mom switched rooms so now she has her own bathroom and she took the scale 😓

[thinforeternityy]

question for all you c@l $$ counters!

how do you accurately calculate them? I’m from the US, and i also don’t have a food scale. Please help!

[thinforeternityy]

i hate how i have some features of being small but not being where i want to be. sure, i can see my collarbones and i can feel my hipbones when i lay down, or that small little bone in my wrist. but my thighs are still big, my arms still flap when i move and i bloat whenever i eat.

and to make matters worse, i’m 4’10 which makes me look even more unappealing to the eye at my state.

[irist4r]

the day I can wrap my hands around my thighs with no problems, is the day I can finally rest.