teenage years, teenage tears

we only see what we want to see, the rest is irrelevant.

[velicious09]

“I miss you. The old you. The you who would compliment me everyday and say ‘goodnight beautiful’ every night . I miss the way you kissed me like I was air and you couldn’t breathe. I miss the spark I used to get when I was with you. I miss the butterflies. I miss the way you’d rest your hand on my thigh on car rides. I miss the way you’d play with my fingers while you held my hand. I miss cuddling with you. I miss the way you made me feel. I miss your lips. God, I miss everything about you. ”

(via velicious09)

[desolatepoetry]

I watched you fall out of love with me and I think I would’ve rather gone blind than watch the spark in your heart burn out.

I watched you live without me and I think I would’ve rather died ( @desolatepoetry)

[things-we-think]

It feels like I'm walking through fog

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I feel numb to sadness pain happiness what is emotion?

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I don't know how to love anymore

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I hate myself

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You could have anyone why are you with me?

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Why do I do this to myself

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When you know things about your boyfriends past so you look up the people and make yourself feel like shit

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I don’t love you as much as you love me and I can’t stand you for that reason

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I feel better when youre not around

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SOS

I’ve been picking up cues (my own) and I’m not sure I’m all that into my boyfriend anymore. There are no more butterflies, I don’t laugh very often (hanging out with my boyfriend’s friend I laughed more this past night/morning than I have in a LONG time. Not to mention I get really tired when I just think about kissing my boyfriend..I thought this was normal as we’ve been dating for about three years now and I have only ever been in this relationship. Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love him and I really do care about him (I would take a bullet for him easy) I’m just not sure it’s the same kind of love he has for me or that I used to have for him. I love all his friends and would consider them my friends and I’m so close with my family that I would consider them as my own. Is this normal? Will I ever feel the way I used to about him or has that flame burnt out?

We went on a 11 day vacation last month and never fought however, we were in CALIFORNIA and I would just feel bored. People said “well you didnt kill each other so it must be a really good relationship” but I just don’t know how I feel. And looking back on this account, I can see that this is not the first time I’ve thought like this, it’s almost a constant...what should I do?

[things-we-think]

If you fucking leave me at home and go to another country on a weekend I traded off where I could have gotten double time and a half we are over. That just shows me how much you respect my sacrifices and me in general.

[indigobluefrequency]

[things-we-think]

I'm scared to hurt you because I love you but I don't love you like the way you love me and I'm just so confused and I don't know if I'm holding on to you because of the idea that my dad met you and will Never be able to meet anyone else so I try to convince myself that they're can't be anyone else and I don't know what to do or what to call how i feel about you other than indifferent in an intimate relationship but I love you in a different way

[letstalkaboutdisney]

This man has been one of my biggest inspirations since I can remember. Even when I was 4 and barely understood what actors were, I always recognised him and would point at the TV and say ‘there’s the funny man’. They think that his death may have been suicide which makes it even sadder because he was always portraying funny characters with so much wit and happiness yet he is so sad that he would take his own life. People glamorize Hollywood lifestyles and fame yet it really takes a toll on some of the grandest people to ever walk the earth. He kept his spark of madness right up until the end. The best thing about actors is that they live on through their characters. They never truly leave us.

Genie, you’re free

[teenmorphine]

i am literally crying right now

[things-we-think]

Can't stop thinking about this guy I saw today and just thinking of our shy glances toward each other it's like it was part of a movie but I'll likely never see him again -so long mysterious man I hope to one day share a drink with you