Random musings of a cynical mind

20 something year old college kid jus messing around on the internet and occasionally talking his mind. art and stories may be posted at some point, as long as i don't give in to the lazy.

[sirfrogsworth]

It’s weird that you can see a cat spinning around a robot vacuum and think, “Yeah, this seems like something a cat would do.”

[thinkilostmybrain]

Breathe. Just breathe

[thinkilostmybrain]

So fucking tired

[heikala]

Process of Dawn

[shencomix]

[puntaflex868]

TMI

Friend: you know what one of my favourite things to do with ice

Me: scootch people with ice

Friend: naw

Me: stick it up your bum

Friend: naw I never reached that far

Me: wtf

*manic laughter*

[yoursixwordstory]

“Alcohol rid my tongue of you”

qu33ngoonie.tumblr.com (via yoursixwordstory)

[371am-deactivated20180309]

““It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.”

tokyo ghoul+6 asked by mukoros

[thinkilostmybrain]

Me, sipping a lemonade and watching my life go to shit: hoo boy I'm gonna have to deal with that some day

[ikwt]

Not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain when that person is gone.

The Flash (via

ikwt

)

Hitting a little too close to home there.

(via thinkilostmybrain)

[thinkilostmybrain]

To my “friends” that like to categorize certain genres of music as “white ppl music,” I secretly hate all of you

[thinkilostmybrain]

i still do

[boys-and-suicide-deactivated201]

As you get older, you really start to understand more about why people drink the night away, smoke their lungs black, or throw themselves off buildings.

(via bled)

[bestabs2015]

[thinkilostmybrain]

My day in a nutshell.

[thinkilostmybrain]

midnight introspections

Something about staying up past midnight forces you to take a good look at your life and puts so much into perspective. There’s so little going on that maybe that’s why we notice so much about ourselves now than during the day, when there’s so many distractions. The stillness of the external forces us to look internally, as our mind so often seeks some kind of distraction.

I’ve learned a few things about myself. So often my emotions are pointed inwards. I seek external validation because I don’t value my own opinion as highly as I do that of others. It’s difficult to voice things like anger, discomfort, because subconsciously I always believe that person doesn’t deserve it. Their point of view is right and I’m wrong for crossing them. I admit now, that trait has made me a push over. I can see where I’ve been taken advantage off, taken for granted, whether intentionally or unknowingly, I don’t know. But everyone eventually snaps.

Sometimes you have to know when it’s time to call it quits. There are people we meet, we feel a sense of responsibility and duty towards them, an unnecessary burden placed by no one but ourselves. Only we may eventually remove it. I admit, it’s difficult, cutting ties. But its necessary, especially when someone is poison to your mental well being. I’ve decided I have had enough. I might be looked at as a bad friend, but that’s life. People come and sometimes they go. We can’t force them to be something they are not, and holding on would do more harm than good. So this is me, letting go.

[thinkilostmybrain]

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

i was so naive -_-

[thinkilostmybrain]

Reasons why i run

To literally run away from my problems

[thinkilostmybrain]

Mary: You’re not in any pain, are you?

Shintaro: I’m fine.

Shintaro: I mean, I’m fine physically, but emotionally I’ve lost all grip on reality and I’m not sure what just happened.

[thinkilostmybrain]

Just take the rage, the frustration and hopelessness; every negative thing you feel, set it ablaze and make it the fuel, either towards something better or your own destruction. either way, anything is better than this right now.