All Things Hideous and Divine

All that we love may rot. [RP blog for an indie multi fandom OC. Minors DNI.]

[dreamsofalife]

She sings from somewhere you can’t see;

She sits in the top of the greenest tree!

She sends out an aroma of undefined love

It drips on down in a mist from above

She’s just the girl,

she’s just the girl

The girl you want

(RP blog for an independent oc with verses in multiple fandoms, universes, and original lore. Promo by @tuberot and fairy icons by @discardedpawns!) Rules and bio for mobile users

[dajo42]

it’s been ten years

[geniusoflove]

its been 12 years

[shivshivshivvyyy]

13 years

[pinkthinkspalistineshouldbefree]

14 years

[momperlman-deactivated20251022]

15 years

[dammmithardison]

16 years

[fruitsfag]

17 years

[airinyourtires]

loss is an adult today. happy birthday loss.

[dreamsofalife]

((I do want to do things and tie up loose ends in some places, but my brain is unable to glom onto anything that makes me want to write/hyperfixate on. But, knock on wood, once things settle, I may be able to breathe. Summer is always where things either begin or end for me, so we'll see!

Things are shaking up. I don't actively celebrate July 4th, but it IS the day I watch the SyFy channel Twilight Zone marathon, and I have a new bedroom, bed, mattress, and a big beautiful desk that will soon be up here for me to art with. I also spontaneously took a job offer and quit the place I'd been at for 8 years, so a lot of change all at once. All on top of trying to console my cat who's having the ugliest meltdown over furniture rearranging.

So yeah. Everything's coming up Milhouse.))

[dreamsofalife]

"Victim-blaming makes you fugly."

[nightmarereverie]

[dreamsofalife]

((Not so subtly dropping my 18+ @dreamsofalust until the night's end))

[444purity]

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[dreamsofalife]

"You wanna christen this new closet by making out in it with me?"

[clawmarks]

Illustrations conchyliologiques - Jean-Charles Chenu - undated - via Internet Archive

[spunsugarmusings]

The Collector (1965) starter sentences

Starters taken from both the book and movie versions of The Collector by John Fowles. Change pronouns as needed!

"Think of all the living beauty you've ended."

"You could fall in love with me if you really tried."

"This is death, don't you see? Nothing but death!"

"You don't kidnap people so they'll get to know you!"

"They're looking for you, alright, but nobody's looking for me."

"How long are you gonna keep me here?"

"It's just a joke, that's all it is! It's just a bad joke!"

"I've been collecting all my life."

"What difference does a few specimens make to a whole species?"

"There'd be a blooming lot more of this if more people had the time and money!"

"People don't look like that."

"Oh, you're so blooming clever, aren't you?"

"Is that what you love? Death?"

"You know what I want. It's what I've always wanted."

"My only mistake was aiming too high."

"Don't do that! I may never get another one!"

"From the first time I saw you, I, I think I knew you were the one."

"I'm your prisoner, but you want me to be a happy prisoner."

"We all want things we can't have."

"We all take what we can get!"

"I think we are just insects, we live a bit and then die and that’s the lot."

"There’s no mercy in things. There’s not even a Great Beyond. There’s nothing."

"For years he's been looking for something to put his madness into. And he found me."

"He's not human; he's an empty space disguised as a human."

"You know what you do? You know how rain takes the colour out of everything? That's what you do to the English language. You blur it every time you open your mouth."

"Everything free and decent in life is being locked away in filthy little cellars by beastly people who don't care!"

"What you love is your own love; it's not love, it's selfishness!"

"It's not me you think of, but what you feel about me."

[dreamsofalife]

((There is something to be said about the profound loneliness of feeling like nobody could or willingly would understand the way you experience life.))

[dreamsofalife]

((I'M OKAY I'M TALKING ABOUT LIKE IN A CHARACTER. I promise I'm not sad.))

[dreamsofalife]

((That's a huge part of the character, I think. There's something funny and sad about the way loneliness is so universal.

But, yeah. Her brain doesn't function the way others' seem to, and a lot of things assumed to be normal turned out to be very not normal. She doesn't experience things through the same lens as other people, and while she can attempt to understand it all, she doesn't relate to them.

It's lonely and hard to explain in a manner that doesn't come off as sounding like a sulking teenager. Feeling like you're an anomaly and your worldview is inherently wrong because it's different.

She's got one foot in reality and another in a permanent daydream. There's very rarely a moment she's not pretending to be someone else, somewhere else; she sees the world through a lens of fiction because it's what makes sense to her. She doesn't really know how to be a person.))

[dreamsofalife]

"All I've loved, I've loved alone..."

[moonfluff]

[cummy-princess]

[dreamsofalife]

((You get a single freebie off the official adult sideblog.

Bully her. She's into that weirdness.))

[dreamsofalife]

❝ What were the use of my creation, if I were entirely contained here? ❞ // from jay!

"Discover the depths of your soul. When the world beyond ceases to exist, you're faced with only yourself and your own reflections. Figure out what it means to exist inside of your soul."

[marichive]

𝐖𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒

A collection of prompts from Wuthering Heights , by Emily Brontë. Adjust gender / pronouns / wording / etc. as needed.

❝ He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same. ❞

❝ If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger. ❞

❝ Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! ❞

❝ I wish I were a girl again, half-savage and hardy, and free. ❞

❝ May you not rest as long as I am living. ❞

❝ You said I killed you--haunt me then. ❞

❝ The murdered do haunt their murderers. ❞

❝ Oh, God! It is unutterable! ❞

❝ If he loved with all the powers of his puny being, he couldn't love as much in eighty years as I could in a day. ❞

❝ I have not broken your heart - you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine. ❞

❝ She burned too bright for this world. ❞

❝ Terror made me cruel. ❞

❝ What were the use of my creation, if I were entirely contained here? ❞

❝ He's always, always in my mind. ❞

❝ If you ever looked at me once with what I know is in you, I would be your slave. ❞

❝ I gave him my heart, and he took and pinched it to death; and flung it back to me. ❞

❝ I have dreamt in my life, dreams that have stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas. ❞

❝ You teach me now how cruel you've been - cruel and false. ❞

❝ Why did you despise me? ❞

❝ Why did you betray your own heart? ❞

❝ I have not one word of comfort. You deserve this. ❞

❝ Yes, you may kiss me, and cry; and wring out my kisses and tears: they'll blight you - they'll damn you. ❞

❝ You loved me - what right had you to leave me? ❞

❝ I have to remind myself to breathe -- almost to remind my heart to beat! ❞

❝ It was not the thorn bending to the honeysuckles, but the honeysuckles embracing the thorn. ❞

❝ It is hard to forgive, and to look at those eyes, and feel those wasted hands. ❞

❝ Honest people don't hide their deeds. ❞

❝ May she wake in torment! ❞

❝ She's a liar to the end! ❞

❝ You said you cared nothing for my sufferings! ❞

❝ Heaven did not seem to be my home; and I broke my heart with weeping to come back to earth. ❞

❝ He wanted all to lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and dance in a glorious jubilee. ❞

❝ He shall never know I love him ❞

❝ A person who has not done one half his day's work by ten o'clock, runs a chance of leaving the other half undone. ❞

❝ Treachery and violence are spears pointed at both ends; they wound those who resort to them worse than their enemies. ❞

❝ You know that I could as soon forget you as my existence. ❞

❝ ❞

❝ Why am I so changed? ❞

❝ I am now quite cured of seeking pleasure in society, be it country or town. ❞

❝ A sensible man ought to find sufficient company in himself. ❞

❝ Time brought resignation and a melancholy sweeter than common joy. ❞

❝ Had he been in my place and I in his, though I hated him with a hatred that turned my life to gall, I never would have raised a hand against him. ❞

❝ You may look incredulous, if you please! ❞

❝ The moment her regard ceased, I could have torn his heart out, and drunk his blood! ❞

❝ If you don't believe me, you don't know me. ❞

❝ I'll be as dirty as I please. ❞

❝ The entire world is a dreadful collection of memoranda that she did exist, and that I have lost her. ❞

❝ I hate him for himself, but despise him for the memories he revives. ❞

❝ The thing that irks me most is this shattered prison, after all. ❞

❝ I’m tired of being enclosed here. ❞

❝ I pray every night that I may live after him; because I would rather be miserable than that he should be. ❞

❝ That proves I love him better than myself. ❞

❝ How cruel, your veins are full of ice water and mine are boiling. ❞

❝ Existence, after losing her, would be hell. ❞

❝ I have lost the faculty of enjoying their destruction, and I am too idle to destroy for nothing. ❞

❝ She was a wild, wicked slip of a girl. ❞

❝ You must forgive me, for I struggled only for you. ❞

❝ How can she love in him what he has not? ❞

❝ Your presence is a moral poison that would contaminate the most virtuous. ❞

❝ Your cold blood cannot be worked into a fever. ❞

❝ Good words, but deeds must prove it also. ❞

❝ Remember you don't forget resolutions formed in the hour of fear. ❞

❝ Why does my blood rush into a hell of tumult at a few words? ❞

❝ Make everything stop and stand still and never move again. Make the moors never change and you and I never change. ❞

❝ As different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire. ❞

❝ It’s no company at all, when people know nothing and say nothing. ❞

❝ I never told my love vocally; still, if looks have language, the merest idiot might have guessed I was over head and ears. ❞

❝ He might as well plant an oak in a flowerpot, and expect it to thrive, as imagine he can restore her to vigour in the soil of his shallow cares! ❞

❝ I have no pity! ❞

❝ It would degrade me to marry him now. ❞

❝ Hereafter she is only my sister in name; not because I disown her, but because she has disowned me. ❞

❝ In secret pleasure — secret tears, this changeful life has slipped away ❞

❝ Thoughts are tyrants that return again and again to torment us. ❞

❝ I begin to fancy you don't like me. ❞

❝ I wish I could hold you 'till we were both dead. ❞

❝ I care nothing for your sufferings. Why shouldn't you suffer? ❞

❝ Will you forget me? Will you be happy when I am in the earth? ❞

❝ Would you like to live with your soul in the grave? ❞

❝ I'm not going to act the lady among you. ❞

❝ You'll be ashamed of me everyday of your life, and the more ashamed, the more you know me; and I cannot bide it. ❞

❝ Any relic of the dead is precious, if they were valued living. ❞

❝ Proud people breed sad sorrows for themselves. ❞

❝ Nonsense, do you imagine he has thought as much of you as you have of him? ❞

❝ This lamb of yours threatens like a bull! ❞

❝ I'm mortally sorry that you are not worth knocking down. ❞

❝ I have neither a fear, nor a presentiment, nor a hope of death. ❞

❝ I could not help wishing we were all there safe together. ❞

❝ He’s not a rough diamond - a pearl-containing oyster of a rustic; he’s a fierce, pitiless, wolfish man. ❞