Little Bird

ED *Trigger warning* I do not promote nor wish an eating disorder upon anyone. Though, I'm falling back into the rabbit hole. One day this little bird will fly. (almost all of my posts from me will be under the tag #personal )

[thinneristhewinnerrr]

Im now 115 lbs. I ended up getting sick and loosing weight that way. I have leveled out to about 110-115. I'm actually healthy for my hight now. I feel amazing. Im in a size 1 from a size 15. But I dont want to get smaller. I want to get toned. To the gym. I look sick. And I'm tired of defending myself.

[thinneristhewinnerrr]

Im now 117 lbs. January, I was 175 lbs. I am now considered healthy.

[biggbbrother21]

reblog while you still can

[businessinsider]

[puff-the-bearded-dragon-deactiv]

I’m here to educate and inform.

[thinneristhewinnerrr]

LSD looks like a good option.

[what-proanas-wont-tell-you]

What Pro Anas Won’t Tell You #100

 "So he can pick me up and swing me around“? More like ”So I lose all interest in romance because my thoughts are fixated on food, and recoil at the slightest human contact.“

(submitted by @dietcoughsyrup)

[goldihni]

[rejennerate-deactivated20130718]

dear self: it only takes a month to get thin if you try like hell. a month. starting now, we suffer a month to be happy for a lifetime.

[luxelouu-deactivated20150326]

[viridiannightmares]

[featheryxdream-blog]

[thin-spirati0n]

[lifeisthefight-deactivated20190]

You fell in love with my flowers but not with my roots, so when Autumn arrived you didn’t know what to do.

(via c-oquetry)

[grace--upon--grace]

[alittletoohuge]

[thinneristhewinnerrr]

Sometimes I wonder about my old best friend. She has dropped off of the face of the earth. There was a shooting at her school and I asked her if she was ok. I got nothing in reply. She used to keep me in check. Now I am sort of glad she is gone and seems to have no care. I don’t have to hide. How fucked up is that?

[thinneristhewinnerrr]

I think I’m no longer ok with being a waste of space.

[caloriesaremyworstnightmare]

[thinneristhewinnerrr]

Why am I so jealous!? Because I’m not sick enough? Because no one thinks there is anything wrong with me because I’m “too fat?” I’m jealous because maybe then.. if I get sick enough… they will take me seriously.