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Bar Guy x Gender neutral! Reader romantic headcanons
Summary: Love has lips that taste like cigarette smoke.
Content warnings: talk of canon typical violence, slight angst, slightly nihilistic ideologies (from bar guy only), some headcanons show reader possibly being a visitor.
Word count: 1k
AI was not used for the writing, please do not use any of this for AI.
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Bar Guy is one of the more awkward people to fall in love with. He can be rather pessimistic, quiet, and drowsy, but heâs no terrible man.Â
The first time you had met Bar Guy was when you were standing in line to get into someone's house, his humming and coughs were the only thing that managed to break the silence in the darkened summer night. It had been a small sniffle from you that made him realize that someone stood behind him. The simple glance was enough of a greeting, acknowledging each other might have been the most romantic thing youâve experienced with him. Bar Guyâs eyes werenât hateful, just a blank look you would give anyone. A blank look was better than a mean look.Â
Bar guy isnât the type to shy away from the sadness of the world. He knows the world sucks, not everyone can handle that itâs true, and they donât always like him. You have to at least accept his words with some semblance of understanding. He wonât want to be around you if you just spend your time trying to say heâs wrong about how he feels. The bar felt the same and kicked him out, so he wonât be as willing to disregard your opinion on it since thoughts like those led to him having no shelter.Â
He wonât want someone as nihilistic as he is, but not unrealistic to the extent itâs almost debilitating. Being in an echo chamber of your own saddened thoughts isnât fun, so itâs similar with a partner. Bar Guy wants you to understand why he thinks the world is as bad as it is without having to reassure him that itâs not true. He likes that you can just say âI knowâ after his rather pessimistic statement and lay beside him like the dirtiness and destruction of the world didnât affect the way you saw him.Â
Bar Guy isnât the type of man to obsess over physical affection, if anything, itâs not preferred. Yes, he likes a simple kiss or cuddling while you sleep but itâs not something that touches his soul like verbal affection. Heâs a man that has a way with words and he wants the same from you. He wants to know that he can just point out the subtle things youâve done within your time together or tell you about a loving statement with the same blankness that he has with every other speech and for you to know he means love. When itâs from you, he likes hearing you compliment him. Heâs not a spectacular looking man (by his own standards) but hearing you say that you think he looks nice -even in these trying times- is something that will give him a warm feeling in his chest.Â
Bar Guy is an observant man; he notices any changes in the way people think and the vibes within a given space. It applies to you too, even before anything romantic starts. It would be subtle things in the beginning, noticing how youâd fidget because of nerves or how youâd stare at new guests in the home. As the relationship got more romantic, the observations would go in the same direction. Early in your relationship, he would notice how youâd fidget when youâd want to kiss him, the way youâd clean yourself up when you thought he was asleep or the way you would scoot closer when you both slept on the couch. Itâs one of his favorite things to do. Itâs a mix of natural instinct since he likes to people watch, but also because he gets the opportunity to know and understand you better, even through things you might not notice youâve been doing.Â
The end days will heavily affect how you both go about loving each other. He wonât be able to give you much at all, maybe the clothes that a visitor died in if he was forced to have it, or his portion of a food you happened to like, sadly theyâre not promised things. His word and himself is all he can one hundred percent give, a place he can hide you from the sun or the food arenât things he can promise either. Bar Guy can allow you to sleep beside him, the warmth of his body and the smell of cigarettes on his shirt will give some sense of homeliness, only because itâs a connection to him.Â
Being attached to someone in the end days is almost the same as opening the door to the midday sun and expecting not to experience the heat or some type of burn. Bar Guy knows the mental and possibly even physical destruction falling in love can cause, especially now. The possibility youâre a visitor, you get caught in the sun, or youâre consumed by one of the damned creatures that walks the earth. Theyâre all possibilities that end in nothing but heartbreak for him. He tries his hardest to have some type of emotional distance, something to love you with but not enough to hurt himself. Itâs a difficult feat that he can barely commit to and as the relationship progresses, he almost abandons it entirely.Â
The fear of visitors is not lost on your relationship. Each time the homeowner comes into the living room to check the both of you, Bar Guy will make note of anything that could seem âvisitor likeâ. Your teeth are nice and straight, but your nails are fine? Heâll take note of it, but he canât straight up ask about it. Heâll be a little less willing to be around with you if youâre showing âtoo manyâ signs. Of course, he wonât try turning his back on you, heâs not the type.Â
If you ever ask if youâre showing signs, he wonât lie to you. He knows it hurts but itâs the truth you must hear. Bar Guy would listen to you cry about the possibility, understanding that he would have cried just as much. Youâre grieving the life you could have had, the creature you possibly are becoming. Heâll try his best to comfort you, trying to kiss you and letting you lay beside him. Hell, if he had a beer, heâd give you it just to help you. Â
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