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Hola tumblr :)
I am back after such a loooooooong years.
Life is and wont be easy huh….
I am 33 now, but i guess my mentally stuck on 23… idk….
I am on a super tired and boring phase, i find that i often pull my self back on a good memoried that i (thought) used to have….
Why? Cz i often dream about past….
It is sad….. lol
Been 20 years and i (think) still in love with a guy that i never had…
It is obsessive i guess lol
Beberapa tahun yang lalu, aku pernah berdoa, atau lebih tepatnya berharap bahwa pasanganku nanti bukan yang aktif di sosial media dan tidak into gadget. Karena aku emang ga suka cowo yg terlalu show off di dunia maya. Rasanya koq ga manly. Well thats my opinion. Alasan pertama yang aku ingat kenapa aku mau menjalani hari2 bersama dia adalah dia bisa tidak melihat handphone nya dalam waktu yang cukup lama saat kita traveling, beberapa tahun yang lalu. I was like... Ini cowo antara emang hp nya ga bunyi ato emang dia ga into handphone ya :p Padahal aku sama dia ini lagi ikut open trip ke banyuwangi, normalnya manusia di kendaraan cek hp sekali dua kali, take foto pake hp sekali dua kali. Dia mah engga sama sekali. Aku juga engga sih 🤣 Saat itu dia masih pakai sosial media, dalam artian punya, buka tiap hari, tapi jarang posting. Yah paling komentar beberapa... Tapi aku tahu pasti, dia buka sosial media nya setiap hari. Perlahan mulai ditutupin tuh satu persatu, dari path, line, facebook, linked in, dan sosial2 media lainnya sampai tersisa cuma whatsapp di hp nya. Begitu aku tahu... Otomatis aku bilang, alhamdulillah..... Dan dia cuma cengengesan nanya kenapa? Aku tanya alasannya kenapa, jawabannya krn memang males, dan beberapa hal mengenai data pribadi terkait isu2 facebook kemarin itu. memang Allah itu maha pemberi, maha mendengar lagi mengabulkan doa yang bahkan cuma tersirat. Doa remeh aja yg tersirat dikabulkan, apalagi kalau kita benar2 berdoa sepenuh hati ya. Duh malem2 sempet amat nulis ginian ya 🤣🤣🤣
Lagi depan laptop, ditelponin diajak video call. Udah ditemenin video call malah tidur.
Ujung2nya mager, yang di laptop ga kelar, yang ngajak video call udah entah kemana.
Itu terjadi hampir setiap malam 😂
Balada LDR ini.... Semoga segera berakhirrrr
If you want me then show me..
If you need me then make me realize..
Because you act like you dont need me.. You dont even look like you want me...
And i slowly believe that..
Im not gonna play this kind of game anymore.
Could you please stop making me confuse?
That moment when you wanna meet a guy that haven't meet for almost 2 years but you couldn't, because of.........heavy rain 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑
aku yakin Allah memberi apa yg aku butuhkan, bukan yg aku inginkan. kalau pada akhirnya aku mendapatkan kamu, yg aku inginkan... itu berarti memang kamu juga yg aku butuhkan menurut Nya :)
*sigh
Last nite, life pulled me back... Hit me and bring my self into my super uncomfy feeling... I looked up at the sky then i realize..... Ive been this pathetic for more than 10 years.. This situation keep repeating, yeah keep repeating... Same old situation, but different subject.. Shit..... I ask God sometimes.. Why? Why should i face this kind of situation, again and again? I thought that whenever this shit came, i face it differently... But then im being honest w my self... Nahhh... I did it precisely same as my self since 10y ago. Such a waste :( i know.... Its not easy.... never been easy... And ready or not, God wants me to start everything over and over again... This time i wanna do whats right... The one that right.... And i hope i can do it right... Im tired. Freakin tired seriously... What a stupid me for letting this unimportant thing come to me again and again...
You will never know how hard i cried when i heard coldplay sing an everglow song live few metres infront of me.... That out of the blue you came up on my mind..... You will never know how much it hurts when i heard fix you.... You will never know... And i will never let you know bout it....
Entah kesambet apa abang2 ini. Biasanya juga dingin kaya kulkas 😆
Yes it is... You shouldnt have to tell me that you love me after all these years... No you dont... you dont love me anymore... No you dont.... If you love me, you will never destroy me this much...
i need to move around a bit. to shuffle my surroundings. to wake up in cities i dont know my way around and have conversations in language i cannot entirely comprehend. there is always this tremendous in my heart to be lost, to be someplace else, to be far far away from all of this - beau taplin
ADA RINDU, TAPI BIARLAH HANYA TUHAN YANG TAU
Our friends took this pics... It was candid but quite nice 😆
I miss my private consultant
I miss the way you talk.. eventho so fast that sometimes i dont understand… I miss how annoying you are when you comment about me wearing guy’s tshirt sometimes… I miss how annoying you are when you keep saying why am i so tiny.. which is iam not.. its you that much taller than me.. I miss holding your fair and sexy hands.. eventho you keep complaining that my hands is so tiny… I miss smell your nice perfume… I miss how you telling me to stop scratching my skin when im allergic.. I miss it when you tease me once i forgot to bring my jacket, you said i did it cz i want you to cover me romantically with your jacket.. pffftttt lol I miss talking randomly w you til midnite.. I miss hug you so tight when you ride your bike sooooooo fast.. I miss the way i can feel your breath when you stand behind me.. I miss the nite when you bought me a milk cz you knw that i hardly sleep at nite.. I miss lean on your shoulder.. Ah…. i miss you sooooo much uncle kit..
How i wish i could reach you in 10mins like those nite….
quickly im learning to love again all i know is im gonna be ok #NowPlaying Better in Time by Leona Lewis
dont know when, but i do know that this too shall pass slow dancing with my regret guess im not over it yet #NowPlaying This Too Shall Pass by Sinclair