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@this-is-awkward420
If it wasn’t for COVID-19 I’d have my license and a car and I’d be in Hawaii at this very moment (probably on the beach sipping on some white wine). Big sad moment for me rn, but eventually all those things will happen. Patience is key during these trying times.
Told my manager today that someone I knew back in IL passed away yesterday and she goes “ohmygod I’m so sorry” but my first reaction was “why are you sorry, this happens pretty much all the time”
What the hell is wrong with me. I’ve experienced many deaths of people, i feel immune to grieving, which obviously I’m not, no one is.
I’ve also experienced death of family members and even then I feel like I didn’t grieve as much as I should have. Like I didn’t have the emotional reaction I should have when someone dies.
My grandma died when I was young, I remember going into her ICU room, they had hung up sheets over all of the machines so they wouldn’t overwhelm me. I wasn’t scared. Or sad. I felt emotionless. I remember a time in elementary school, right after she had passed. A song from The Lion King started playing. I started crying because it reminded me of her. But the sadness didn’t feel authentic. I remember that feeling still to this day.
Every time someone had passed in my life who I was close with, I cried. But it never felt sincere.
But this thing happens, usually years after they’ve passed, where I get this overwhelming sadness of their death. Even then it doesn’t feel authentic. Like I’m faking it. I can’t even put into words what that feeling is like. My brain telling me “you need to be sad over this” and my body reacting to that sadness. But then almost immediately my brain tells me “stop it, you don’t mean it, you’re not actually sad over this” almost as if I should be guilty for grieving or being sad about death.
I don’t know how to explain it.
This is just a vent post I’m sorry.
*sound on for purs*
Crazy eyes
My phone has been on 10% since 6:30pm... and I’ve constantly been on it.... and it’s 9pm now....
Is this a glitch in the Matrix?
How I feel every... single... day
Thunder. By me.
ARTISTS WANTED
I am looking for people to design a tattoo concept for me. I have a few ideas and I'm willing to pay for their work. I understand everybody's technique is different and I would love to see a variety of different artwork from different people. If you're interested or know anybody who could be interested please either send me an ask or DM me. Serious inquiries only.
*sound on for purs*
Pic 1: feeling myself
Pic 2: neighbor walks past my window and now I feel awkward
