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GBP

A little update. I had my ED since 2019 where I had Ana and I lost a good amount of weight. I maintained that weight but then when COVID hit, my weight slowly started going up. For years it had been going up and then I hit a plateau of 80 kg (176 lbs). Then I gained more and more and my highest weight was 96 kg (212 lbs). As the weak fake anorexic I am, I just couldn't lose the weight and I decided to get a gastric bypass. I got my surgery last week on Monday on the 4th of august. I had to follow a pre-op diet and I lost 2,3 kg with that I think. I lost 4 kg (9 lbs) since the surgery, a week ago. this week will be a diet of mainly liquids.

Please bear in mind if you see any food logs, that it is of a person which stomach is the size of an egg! I don't need a lot of food to be fulfilled.

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Cat thinspo? Cat thinspo.

marc3lin3vamp1requeen-deactivat

i need to be 40kg

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losing so much weight that i become a new person

I gained around 0.2 kg since yesterday. It was the first day eating a normal dish. It was my favorite dish (rice with coconut milk and chicken). Obviously I only ate a handful of bites because of my GBP. I am losing cm’s in my waist tho but still, I want it to drop faster and especially not gain weight! But apparently it’s normal after a GBP, even only a week after but it sucks.

Today was such a fucked day. Everything was going okay until it was night and my bf was making dinner. I just want to eat 1 fucking normal thing but I can't for 2 reasons. 1 because of my GBP I psychically can't (probably, havent tried normal food) and 2 because I want to lose my weight fast. So it's always fun watching your bf eat dinner, smell the food and not eating. Mentally it's so exhausting.

Anyways, I ate 2 cold meatballs my mom made, a mug of Fristi and that would be it. Lovely.