this is a

random blog. about me. because i had to write stuff down. i should put a Trigger warning because i don't know what i can say and most of the time i say bullshit [Girl/Bookworm/INTJ/Bi]

[xenosagaepisodeone]

having a permanent full time job is you thinking to yourself “so this is really the rest of my life huh” as you come home every single day before using your 4 hours of recreational activity to do nothing and then going to bed

[plasticblisss]

60s/70s concert posters

[refiningfire]

do u feel me?

[chopperiv]

Wrapping yourself in a blanket after being forced to talk with people all day

[recoverywarriorx]

MENTAL ILLNESS APPS. ONE REBLOG COULD HELP OR EVEN SAVE SOMEONE.

These are all iPhone apps. I have no idea which are available on other phones.

Give some comfort and get some comfort..

comfort spot 

Meditation is so healthy for you. No matter who you are. I can’t sleep unless there’s a guided meditation playing.

GPS4Soul

Headspace

Calm

Relax & Rest

Take a Break

Anxiety Free

Breathe2Relax

Relax Lite

Smiling Mind

The Quiet Place

Noise machines for those nights that you can’t hear anything but your mind..

Sleep Pillow

Relax Melodies

Journaling apps for on the go feelings that won’t leave you alone

Mood Journal

GratitudeDiary

TherapyBuddy

Everyday

PTSD patients

Reach Out

PTSD Coach

Mood Trackers that actually work and don’t suck like most

Optimism

Rise Up

For when you’re so anxious you can’t make eye contact with anyone. (trust me I get it.)

MindShift

Thisissand

When suicidal thoughts are strong, but you can’t seem to tell anyone for find any help.

ReliefLink

Hello Cruel World

Ask

Positive affirmations/reminders you’re amazing

Daily Recovery

Inspirations

Today’s Step

Affirmations

Flatter Me!

I hope this helps at least one person.. I know it sure as hell helps me. I’m sorry you’re struggling. I love you.

[its-a-different-world]

I love you guys! I want you all to feel loved and safe!

[gansaey]

Arctic Monkeys // Piledriver Waltz

[arcticmonkeysarthistory]

Automat by Edward Hopper // “Piledriver Waltz” by Arctic Monkeys  

[eatingdisorderconfession]

29752) I love how restricting is not just about food but I restrict happiness, friendship, libido, patience...

[socionicsanimegifs]

When an INTJ is depressed.

[introverts-hideaway]

[h-i-m-y-m]

👐

[cursedcatimages]

🄽🄾🄱🄾🄳🅈 🄴🅅🄴🅁 🄷🄴🄻🄿🅂 🄼🄴 🄸🄽 🅃🄷🄸🅂 🄳🄰🄼🄽 🄷🄾🅄🅂🄴

[nourishing-hope-deactivated2019]

Self worth is not defined by numbers

If you don’t eat, you die

Even dogs are smart enough to eat when they’re hungry

Food gives you strength. Eating is not weakness

Adults aren’t supposed to have the body of an 8-year-old

It’s impossible to have the energy to exercise on 500 calories a day

There is no “UGW”

Being “proana” is just as dumb as being “prodrugaddict”

Mental illness is not glamorous

Nobody will envy your emaciated body except other people who are MENTALLY ILL

It’s pathetic to want attention for looking like a skeleton

It’s even more pathetic to want to be sick

Wasting food is disgusting. Some people really are starving! It’s stupid to CHOOSE to starve when you are fortunate enough to have food

You look stupid chopping your food into tiny pieces

You don’t feel powerful when you resist your favorite foods, you feel depressed that you can’t eat them anymore

Eating normal meals doesn’t make you fat

It’s okay to eat even when you’re not necessarily hungry

It’s not a bad thing to enjoy food

(The list I made during my first week of recovery titled “Why Anorexia Is Stupid.”)

[this-is-anorexia]

very Important!!!

[lockzinhas]

[louckscreens]

Do I Wanna Know, 505 - Arctic Monkeys

like/reblog if saving

[lockzinhas]

arctic monkeys - the ultracheese

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“You don’t realize. You never realize. Sorry. You’re bloody sorry. This is the mess you made and I told you you’d make and you’re bloody sorry.”

— Alice Munro, from Something I’ve Been Meaning to Tell You; “Material,”