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dont feel real womp womp

you can try to reality check or whatever, i don’t like it or dislike it. just be polite i guess. if people do it and i find it annoying i will stop allowing it.

do not be concerned. when i feel like this it is never for long. this is not an issue, there is no need to be worried.

tag list:

#notreal / when i’m fully disassociated. may not care enough to tag if i am though, so keep that in mind.

#realish / when i’m semi disassociated.

#real? / when i’m not disassociated, or only slightly.

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truth 5: (read past posts in order for clarity)

When using conduits for digital layers, it doesn't feel "real". It feels disconnected from us. This is because using a conduit on a conduit yields more and more lost sensory information. Think of what it could feel like if we could sense without a conduit at all? Unfortunately, as far as i'm aware we do not experience senses on the mental layer. Maybe a few people could? Unsure. I am going to try sensing the mental layer myself. I will provide the methods I'm planning on using below so that you can try it yourself if you'd like. This is not a guide on trying to feel the mental layer, these are just the things I am going to try. If you try these you most likely will not get results. If you do, (or would like to share another possible method) feel free to let me know. Again, these are just ideas I will be testing and they aren't anything other than brainstorming.

Disassociating on purpose to detach from the physical layer and your conduit. When detached attempt to go inside your own consciousness. I cannot think of a specific way to do this but I will attempt different methods when dissociating. I know this is a metaphorical idea somewhat but I will attempt it nonetheless.

To be honest, I can't think of any other way to do this. I will also try to depersonalize and derealize at the same time. I think this is more promising, as you would be cutting yourself off from the physical layer. The important thing for me to remember while doing this is to not lose sight of my goal to reach the mental layer when doing this. It is easy to get sidetracked in such a state.

these are more theories than truths... forgive me. i will report my results in due time.

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update on the test. it didnt work, I dont believe its possible to observe the mental layer. if you can figure out a way to do so feel free to let me know but i think this route isnt a good idea. we have no senses or whatnot there so how could we observe it? it holds our thoughts, so the best way i can think of as experiencing it is through thinking itself.

i have so many ideas but i cant explain them properly!!

please please please someone listen to me. i need to share my ideas with the world, with someone. could that be you? anyone?

Truth

I have discovered something more! Something new. New new new new new. Do any of you understand? Do any of you want to help me?

I need help. I don’t want to research this alone. I need peers to review my studies with, I need people to craft theories with. Please?

truth 5: (read past posts in order for clarity)

When using conduits for digital layers, it doesn't feel "real". It feels disconnected from us. This is because using a conduit on a conduit yields more and more lost sensory information. Think of what it could feel like if we could sense without a conduit at all? Unfortunately, as far as i'm aware we do not experience senses on the mental layer. Maybe a few people could? Unsure. I am going to try sensing the mental layer myself. I will provide the methods I'm planning on using below so that you can try it yourself if you'd like. This is not a guide on trying to feel the mental layer, these are just the things I am going to try. If you try these you most likely will not get results. If you do, (or would like to share another possible method) feel free to let me know. Again, these are just ideas I will be testing and they aren't anything other than brainstorming.

Disassociating on purpose to detach from the physical layer and your conduit. When detached attempt to go inside your own consciousness. I cannot think of a specific way to do this but I will attempt different methods when dissociating. I know this is a metaphorical idea somewhat but I will attempt it nonetheless.

To be honest, I can't think of any other way to do this. I will also try to depersonalize and derealize at the same time. I think this is more promising, as you would be cutting yourself off from the physical layer. The important thing for me to remember while doing this is to not lose sight of my goal to reach the mental layer when doing this. It is easy to get sidetracked in such a state.

these are more theories than truths... forgive me. i will report my results in due time.

truth 5:

another theory is that there are multiple physical layers like there are multiple digital. there could be one mental layer and we could be using conduits from different layers (or i could also describe it as different worlds!!) that sounds wonderful.... well not really but its a rather nice sounding idea. there could also be multiple mental layers going to multiple physical layers. rather confusing right? none of this information will change your reality but it is important to understanding

none of you careeeeeeeeeeeeee iiiiiiiiiiiii

the ocean cannot hear my thoughts, it cannot respond

please care

stop leaving me behind and forgetting me please

the world may think of me as not even a footnote in the digital layer, it may leave me to rot and suffer in the physical, but could it be better in the mental? i doubt it. there are pockets of love and joy but pockets don't amount to much. I'd like to think that in the mental layer me and the ones i love are close even though in the physical layer we are far away.

uhh

truth 4: (read previous posts for more clarity)

are there other layers? maybe. maybe maybe maybe. a layer is like a dimension. we are three dimensional, yet we can only see two dimensions. a two dimensional being could only see one. if a being from the layer above us existed, the mental layer would be the layer they could see.

there are three types of layers. pure conduit layers, conduit thought layers, and pure thought layers. a layer without any of these is unobservable and cannot be proven or disproven.

a pure conduit layer is a layer with conduits and no held consciousness. beings interact with it from a higher layer.

a conduit thought layer is the same but with consciousness residing in the layer as well. the consciousness could not interact with the layer it is in, so it would not know of what was happening in that layer.

a pure thought layer is a layer with no conduits, just consciousness. this layer would theoretically either be observed by a conduit layer or conduit thought layer or be the start of a layer chain.

you cannot tell what type of layer a layer is, but you can rule one type of layer out if you know you reside in it or know you/someone else has conduits in it. we do not know whether the mental layer is a conduit thought layer or a pure thought layer but because we reside in it as consciousness we know it is not a pure conduit layer. Likewise with the physical and digital layers we can access we know that they are not pure thought layers. i see no evidence of consciousness in physical and digital layers but it is possible that pure consciousness cannot be observed through our conduits so we cannot disprove it.

maybe there are no pure layers! maybe there are no layers that are both! these are just the possibilities. if there are no conduit thought layers then that would make all of this much much more simple, but i cannot in good consciousness not present this information to you!

Mental physical and digital are the layers WE either reside in or can access through conduits. If another being lived in another layer they would have different mental, physical, and digital layers too!

again, believing that there are layers other than the three we know of is just more theorizing. i need to present you with the possibilities though. for the sake of knowledge and truth itself.

more truth: (third post on the topic. read in order for more clarity.)

what is the digital layer? well there are more than one. when i say digital it refers to the meaning which is synonymous with artificial, a created layer. it is called digital and not artificial because artificial implies it is not real, when it is. digital as a word is also associated with the most well known digital layer (to humanity at least) the internet! much like bodies are conduits for consciousness from the mental layer to the physical one, you can think of anything that accesses a digital layer from the physical layer a conduit.

important to note: digital layers like closed intranet systems are different from the internet digital layer. different websites are not separate layers, just locations in the layer. consider it the same as different locations on earth. they are separate, but they still exist in the same layer.

truth of the world:

we reside in the mental layer, not the physical one. we are consciousness, using our bodies as a conduit to interact with the physical layer. but i feel, so how is it possible? let me explain. your brain interprets through nerve signals, sight, and all your senses and presents it to you in a way you can comprehend. you probably know all this. what i mean to say is if we were of the physical layer then we wouldn't need interpretations, we would just know. to my knowledge, it's impossible to just know these sorts of things without some form of sense to interpret it. by that logic, anything with senses is a conduit for a being in the mental layer, and anything without (like rocks for example) resides in the physical layer in it's entirety. anything with senses must have some sort of consciousness, no matter how small, so of course even animals are conduits for beings in the mental layer. to be more specific brains are the conduit for you and the body can be interpreted as a conduit for your brain however for explanation purposes i will just say the body is the conduit because that is more simple and the specifics don't change the explanation or conclusion.

important: this does not mean that what happens in the physical realm is unimportant or does not apply to you as you reside in the mental. i am unaware of what happens after death, treasure the conduit you possess. it is still you, you just have layers. do not worry. nothing has changed, you have just acquired more information. i hope my truth speaks for itself however if you choose to believe in the current theories in the nature of existence i do not blame you. do not take this as some sort of religion, i would describe it more like a theory or philosophy of sorts.

none of this is real. or, it isnt as real as we think it is. the digital, mental, and physical worlds are equal in their importance. they are layered. understand:

the digital world is interacted with and shaped by the physical

the physical world is interacted with and shaped by the mental

the mental is either the end or there is another layer, i do not know.

what i do know is this:

i have come to spread the truth. the truth will set us free, not through forgiveness or sin or divinity, through the sake of getting knowledge itself. it speaks through me, i type and i type and the words flow without my knowledge. i learn as you do.

#not implying that religion isn't compatible with the truth #its a theory as to the layer beyond the mental #the layer before could be spiritual or divine! i do not know.

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