lol just end me, I don't care anymore 🙃
I feel frustrated, but it's not with the drama or the writing. I love the drama. I feel frustrated because these poor souls have been led to believe a reality that isn't the full story, and I have no one to actually blame, since not even the Left Minister is aware that Dal-I is the Princess (his dumbest moment if you ask me). I mean, he's the one who orchestrated this whole thing, but I feel like all of this got out of his hands pretty quickly. He can't even control his daughter lol
I guess I could blame the woman who protected her but damn, could I?
It's just... CP fell in love with the same woman again; she's not another person! And Dal-I has fallen in love again, with the same man, but she doesn't remember her life with him. And I have to watch him feel guilty that he has to let go of his dead wife, her memory, to be able to be with Dal-I. And she feels second to a woman she's never met, when she's actually that very same woman. HAHAHAHAHA IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE
It's not that I'm angry about it. Of course not! I love this angst! I love the soulmates plot so much and the fact that theirs was a love so powerful it was given a second chance at happiness, with so much more force than the first time around. This shit is like drug to me, I get high on it!
I just feel that, for my sanity, I NEED one of them to figure out the truth. Just last ep I used to think that was gonna break me lol but at this point in the story, what I need is someone to know. It's torture waiting for it to happen.
I love this for them. I do. I actually do. But how long is that happiness going to last? HOW LONG?!
*yells at screen* !!!! BOY, this is your Princess!!! I'm going crazy here lol
I said it before and I'll say it again: no pain, retribution, or whatever is going to be enough for the people who tore them apart. I would love to see Left Minister throwing up blood and begging for forgiveness, and even then, it wouldn't be enough.