That moment when you feel empty, when you feel not angry, not happy, not sad. But numb. Simply numb. And not too much, not to little, feel it just enough. You start wondering the reason of it. You think, You think, you think. Just don’t think too much, you’ll never get back. Try to think of the source of this numbness, instead it leads to bad roads, and you don’t want that. You don’t want that all. You see your options very clearly, you see your time to shine; but you don’t take it, you walk so slowly towards it, instead of running to it like your life was depending on it. Why then? why waste this time? it’s yours. Take it. The funny part is, your not scared. just not into it as before. Your heart beats normally, but you don’t even feel the pulse, can’t even feel that air you’re breathing. What is it, why do we all feel this more than once in life? I been feeling like this lately, I know it isn’t good. I know I shouldn’t pay mind to it. but I can’t ignore it, I can’t ignore not hearing my heart beat anymore. I live life through someone else’s eyes, cause I see myself, I see myself just being me. when we make eye contact with each other. we freeze, we stop, we try to reunite again. it doesn’t work, It hasn’t. I’ve tried it too many times. I think I lost what I was born with, I think I let the world get to me, I think Im becoming one of them, Im becoming normal. Im starting to except “The reality” Im letting go of that vision. That vision, that is my own. dreamers and crazy people, are very much alike. they both can change the world. Normal people? they just follow a a path that goes endlessly without purpose. Remember that feeling ? that feeling of creating things, that feeling of making reality your own? remember that? Just don’t loose it yet. keep making your own reality because no one is
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