My Reality Life

Hia c: I decided to keep my entire tumblr a secret, this way you can only judge me by the things I post.. Well you will get to know me but may never know my name.

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Excuss

Well if anyone does read this shiz, Sorry I was grounded for getting a F in History!!! <3 Forgives me! My next post will be whats been going on mkay byee <3

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True..

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Parents .-.

Okay I get it, you have your crap I have mine! Seriously just leave me alone I get sick of your constant nagging.. "Blah blah" I understand but you gotta know I focus on other things other than you jeez .-. Can't wait till im out of school so I can go to college somewhere far far away from home. Like a different state, or country. I should go to at least Hawaii or Paris for College there's nothing for me in this place, not with a place this small.. Im just gonna tune u all out with my music till then.. ugh too many years.-.

Like my dad, he doesn't understand that when he just talks to me I want to SLAP him because he gets on my nerves :c He doesn't understand that its all his fault, why else does my brother live with our Nana. Seriously dad its all your fault that I can't see my brother every other weekend like we used to..

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Rough Time; Lost Sister; Just the beguning

Everyone goes through loss right? Then there's me, I lost someone that I could get back but nobody is helping me.. My info is going to stay a secret this entire story. Well the person that I lost was my sister, Skyler. She was my best friend and like any big sister I would do anything for her, I swear the only thing bad I did to her was pushing her off the bed to get my spot. Ugh I sometime's do think its my fault, but its not! I know who's fault it is but I wont say just yet. Anywho Skyler was the best lil sis a person could have, eventually our parents separated and well I went with my dad and she went with her mom, we were half sisters. I didn't realize till I was like 7 or 8 that my sister wasn't coming back to see me. I was depressed, well I still am, who wouldn't? Every time I get in touch with her, BAM, her mom takes away the contact! I miss her so much.. Well I may just be complaining but seriously who wouldn't? I feel so depressed, is anyone out there? is anyone here to help me? Help.. I need you. .-.

~ThisRealityLife

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My life is my life, I do make the decisions, but I need someone to help me, to guide me, to care for me, just because I make the decisions doesn't mean you can try and help change it.

A little quote by me, this is for the people who helped me <3

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When a loved one passes away, think on the bright side, they aren't suffering through the pain anymore, their in a better place.

A little quote by me, this is for my Great Grandpa who passes away