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@thisspaceismyown
I hate being alone for so long. My inner thoughts are scary sometimes and I make myself feel terrible about myself when that happens. I wish I could turn it off but It sucks when you feel like even though you have people in your life they still don't care about you. And that all you can rely on is yourself when you need it most.
I’m sorry that I see fucking galaxies in your eyes and you can’t even find a single star in mine
I hate this I hate feeling this way
I hate feeling like I should talk to you about it to make sure your okay. When you were the one who hurt me.
I don’t want to feel this way. Feeling like I…miss you. Miss us being as close as we were. I hate this. You hurt me. You made me feel powerless. You didn’t listen to me when I told you no.
It hurts so much sometimes. Thinking about it now. Thinking about how my chest would flutter getting a text from you. Flushing in my cheeks as I read your words that reached in me something that I haven’t felt for three whole years.
I liked you. No. I started to love you.
I really did. I thought that you liked me too. To some shy degree. Your words said as much. Your actions were passionate and heated and left me dizzy and drunk off of thoughts of you and I. It made me smile like an idiot for no reason and made me forget troubles I was facing. I wrote the cheesiest stuff and would purposefully dress nice and dressed in what you liked whenever I knew I would see you. I flirted and teased and let you get so close. So so very close. I thought I was special to you too.
What the fool I feel now. After I found out that you just said those things to get what you wanted. At least, that’s how I saw it.
I don’t want to still like you after what you did. I don’t want to forgive you, because what you did was selfish. You need to understand how I felt. But I can’t talk to you anymore. I don’t think I ever can, the wounds are deep, even if it was such a short time. They’re is a wall that I built, but before I did that I needed to tell you how I felt. Or feel. I can’t fucking tell how I feel about it anymore.
It’s messed me up. I hate myself sometimes because of how I think about you, wishing that night was just a bad dream and I could go back to feeling the way I did before this happened. I'm far away from you, and you know what I'm thinking about right now? Us. You and me. Together in this place. And I partially like it. And it makes me sick to my stomach.
And I bet you don’t feel a shred of guilt. I bet you don’t think twice about what you did. I bet your off talking to the next person who would give you a second glance. What’s worse? Was that we came from such a similar background. We had a previous muddy history, and I thought we could connect deeply with that. Find some sort of relationship out of that. You made me feel so good about myself and now sometimes I can’t stand to look at myself…and that destroys me.
I want to get my old self back. I want to find someone who genuinely likes me and won’t use me. Two relationships so far and they were all shit. I honestly thought this could have been good. You just couldn’t…..listen. I doubt you ever will.
insp.
I'm just cursed I really am
The signs and flrting
Says they can't flirt but can flirt like a love God: LEO, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Taurus
Can flirt without trying, but when they try, it's horrible: Virgo, Pisces, SCORPIO, Aries
Can't flirt for shit: Cancer, Aquarius
Always flirting whether they know it or not: LIBRA, Gemini
Sometimes I feel like I should just stay silent and never ask anyone anything ever again.
How is it that you're fine yet I'm the one who has to continue to suffer and cry Why don't you feel bad like I do Why don't you care enough I cry and scream and wish I couldn't feel you anymore but I do. Itching in my skin and crawling up my back. Why don't you feel this way too. You deserve it, not me.
You son of a bitch You used me. Never again will I let you.
im going to chalk today up as a bad day and just cry myself to sleep tonight.
No. No if anything you should apologize to my face. Too long I’ve been told behind a screen; ‘I’m sorry. I’m sorry.’ No. Not this time. If you mean it you’ll say it to my face. If you mean it you’ll listen to what I have to say. If you mean it you won’t just say you’re sorry, but back yourself up with action to prove it. Too long you’ve promised. Too long you’ve broken those promises. Too long I took it. Not this time. This time, you say it to my goddamn face.
Seriouslyyyyyy just leave me aloneeeee I'm not in the mood to socialize today like. At all. Not with you. You automatically think I'm mad at you and have to constantly ask me if I'm fine and to be honest no I'm not fine but I'm trying to work through it I don't want to talk to you about it because I'm used to you neglecting me and saying shit like "suck it up" and I'm sick of it. God fucking forbid you get compassionate about anyone besides yourself but lmfao whatever.
HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
THIS ISNT A PISSING CONTEST HOLY SHIT GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS YOU EGOTYSTICAL SHIT HEAD!!!
you are SO confrontational! literally stop! you don’t agree with me fine, don’t post it on my post and JUST mine! I honestly don’t care about your opinion anyway!because all you like to do is pick fights! i’m not all about that! leave me be!
So awkward being stuck in here with the drunk ass bitch. All by myself. I can't wait for tomorrow to fly by. Then it's just one more night sleeping in the same room as this cow. I know I sound real harsh right now but I really don't like her. I don't like her or her friend. Last fucking time im doing this with people I don't know. Next vacation I take its just a nice room in the hotel the con is in, with my close friends whom I've known for years. I can't deal with drunk, drug obsessed people. I can't. Makes me VERY uncomfortable. Like, I don't even want to stay in this room. Whenever they're here I just don't want to be in the same space. They make me feel not only awkward but very unsafe. Fucking just leave.
My god. I realize I enjoy my time when I'm by myself. I can't take all this noise.
