New years resolution
This will be my last for this Because Iv chosen to forget Because I'v chosen my happiness But I do have a few things left to say that have gone unsaid One because I was angry Two because I wanted to be trusted And three because I was scared To e and s Egs has gone now and I think it's for the best At one point or another we turned against Each other And against the rest I trusted you with my secrets and that trust still remains, The happiness you brought to my life remains in our brains But ES I must admit it's been hard to decide To go back to what we had to see what would occur But no, I'm sorry, I just can't go back. Things have changed and things have happened, I can't be fake neither can I be real, I want to tell you my final two secrets and who knows we might meet again at 21, 1- I always thought I was the fat friend and I hated every bit about it 2- I honestly can't remember but I think it's could be that I was always jealous of you both So there you have it, now you know, I have no secrets left to tell. Now to S, I have to get this off my chest, I feel like you blame me for everything that's gone on, But there's just some things you do not know, You need to think about the secrets you told to me as well as two others, I did not tell the group, I couldn't be bothered, I was sad and upset that our friendship had gone, But I'm not a bitch, I didn't tell what had gone on, So if you want to point a finger don't do it at me, For I only said that we where no longer, If you thought that's why people found out then I'm sorry that you didn't trust me, I'm just not that kind of person. I do love you but I just can't cope with the lies, because I know I did try. So have a good 2015, I wish you all the best im sorry I had to tell the truth, but I had to get it off my chest. To E, You have your life now move on and don't look back, Your loyalties where never to me but that I understand, Thank you for being there, But I can't do this, Your a good friend but I'm sorry els EGS can't exist, The past is behind me and now I must leave, I'm sorry I love you both but I can't be a three, I will forever cherish pll and all our memories but now I understand why we have gone our separate ways. And finally to jack, Because I know your a nosey bugger, I just want you to know I'm unhappy no longer, I have someone who keeps me safe and makes me smile, I shouldn't worry you anymore i'v got my head straight, I'm sorry for the past and the way I ditched you I just felt like you always hated the truth, I'm happy and I'm here, So if you want to talk, I will be here to go on a walk, Thank you all three for understanding me, When I couldn't understand myself. I'm sorting out my life and moving on, I hope you can all forgive me and forget about it all, but if not okay, I understand. Thank you x
