zealously striving

afiqah//25//former quranic & sunnah studies//type 1 bipolar, ptsd & bpd//live to study, study to live

[thoolibul-ilm]

masterlist of things

will add to this bit by bit

personal reflections

ptsd and school

grieving insomniac

losing a friend

the big why

love and family

journaling beginning

grief deep dive

sleeping with grief

[winged-thinged]

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

[rottenn-angel]

[myheartwillhealoneday]

[samvents]

MAYBE YOU JUST EXAGGERATED

[fecir]

[dragongirlsweetie]

the thing is threatening to institutionalize suicidal people doesn't actually scare them out of being suicidal it just means they don't tell anyone when they are getting close

[4waystreet]

the idea that predators and abusers are an ontological category of person, rather than everyone having the capacity to be predatory and abusive, leads to people having no regard for boundaries because they think that predation only comes from evil people ™

[doceinha]

Allahumma inni a'udhu bika min zawali ni'matika, wa tahawwuli ‘afiyatika, wa fuja'ati niqmatika, wa jami'i sakhatika O Allah! I seek refuge in You from the decline of Your blessings, the removal of our state of well-being, the sudden onset of Your punishment and from all that displeases you

[vollzeitherz-deactivated2026012]

as you get older, you start realizing that you are not always right and there’s a lot of things you could have handled better and many situations where you could have been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.

[recoverr-a-deactivated20210530]

the thing about recovery is that you need to actively choose it.. even and especially when you relapse, you need to start again, over and over and over, as many times as needed. just know that by choosing recovery you’re on your way to something brighter, bolder and better. i love you.

[konoko]

[umaymen]

 ”My Lord, support me against the corrupting people.” Quran(29,30)                    العنكبوت - الآية 30

[marci1900]

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

[parsabad]

Luxury Qajari Carpet/ Golestan Palace/ Tehran

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

it’s scary but you have to

let people love you

accept help

do the hard thing and do it scared

let your growth be slow