Terminally Alive

❌[HIATUS]❌ Lawrence. Don't expect much, I don't know what I'm doing here. Minors go away.

[thornyriver]

Hey you!!

This is a Lawrence Oleander RP blog ran by @monsterbaite (20's M) purely for fun and an excuse to show off cool stuff I find. Playing along with your favorite fictional characters is fun, but remember that there's a real person behind the screen.

The Boyfriend To Death franchise is owned and created by Gatobob and is entirely intended for a mature audience. Similarly this blog will contain subjects not suited for minors. Any interaction from anyone under 18 will lead to an immediate block.

Warnings in advance for FICTIONAL: death (human/animal), violence, excessive gore, decay, bugs, breeches of consent, kidnapping, substance abuse, discussions of mental health, general horror, etc.

There may be ACTUAL photos of dead animals I find as I do collect bones in my free time. While I no longer practice sfx makeup it may eventually be featured on this blog.

If those aren't subjects you're comfortable viewing or engaging with you're strongly encouraged to block this blog. If you don't want a post of yours I reblogged on here then tell me and I'll delete it. Scroll responsibly.

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Taken anons: 🦋🥤🌺

Tag for art: law art

[256x224-deactivated20240130]

I go outside regularly

[antlershade]

no you don't

[256x224-deactivated20240130]

okay fine I go outside weirdly

[thornyriver]

The water quality in this apartment is so bad it's killing my bamboo, I need to replace my filter again. That's annoying.

[thornyriver]

i have to say i feel a bit...well, embarassed about some of my older uh, messages. I wasn't sure this was you, i was just guessing

but now that i know? I'm kind of tempted to... experiment on purpose. unless you have something better to do :)

If we're both embarrassed it probably cancels out. It's fine. I'll only be cringing forever.

Anyways not sure what experiment means to you so that's a little worrying. I don't have anything going on though. No big plans..

[thornyriver]

If any more of my neighbors find me on here I'm so fucking sorry. -3B

[thornyriver]

Hhhhh I'm built wrong

[thornyriver]

idk if i should be offended or flattered, i'd choose the last option haha.... but also, you just mentioned what enviorment is your get-away spot, aren't you paranoid after this that someone might try to visit?

Take it how you want I guess. The world is a big place so I'm not going to get too in my head about paranoia. Not like I've been doxxed on here (yet). Hopefully it stays that way.

[thornyriver]

I snooped a little because I got bored and I retract everything. Hello elevator guy. Small world. Crazy seeing you here. It sure is a good day to have skin and never touch the woods again.

[willgrahamscock]

⚠︎ ! your body has kept the score.

[willgrahamscock]

⚠︎ ! hospital ⚠︎ !

[teeth--rot]

i’m free on thursday if you wanna start a toxic codependent thing

[thornyriver]

btw...does the nickname give me away, or am i still a stranger to you?

This is either Jascha or I'm very confidently wrong and embarrassing myself. One of the two.

[thornyriver]

idk if i should be offended or flattered, i'd choose the last option haha.... but also, you just mentioned what enviorment is your get-away spot, aren't you paranoid after this that someone might try to visit?

Take it how you want I guess. The world is a big place so I'm not going to get too in my head about paranoia. Not like I've been doxxed on here (yet). Hopefully it stays that way.

[thornyriver]

if the tag is any indication, have you been cooking up these scenarios ahead? or do you just think i'd do something awful?

I don't have much trust in people in general and I'm good at overthinking things. It's pretty easy to sit around imagining dumb fake scenarios when I have nothing better to do.

You're probably fine, but also

is a bit of an ominous way to remember someone.

[thornyriver]

being a WHAT on your blog, lmfao care to explain?

-guess who

To be fair I sometimes post about wanting to get high and do questionable things with someone. I don't get any irl but it stands

[mythicdove]

"what are your hobbies" being a whore on my blog. publicly breaking down on my blog. cracking jokes on my blog.

[greelin]

guards. Put the blonde man in a situation

[thornyriver]

you’re quiet. that’s fine. i’m used to things going still before i get to work on them.

Yeah me too. The less noise and struggle the better I guess. Not sure if I like the direction this is going in though.

[thornyriver]

you can call me the lesser evil all you like, but i promise i’ll take more of you than the rest ever could :)

-wallpaper guy

I don't have much to take, but you can sure try. Not much left to lose honestly. Good luck with that one