won't rest until i'm possessed

Hi, I'm Hayley. I'm 31 and I'm a cosplayer, musician, candle maker, aspiring audio producer, and just an overall nerd. Saw Muse for the first time on March 7, 2023. :'D Follows will come from @/hystericalwarcry!

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A little heads up: since this is a side blog, I can't like or follow from here, so if you see any of that from @/hystericalwarcry, that's my main blog. <3

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The day nurse made me a birthday cake 🥺 She really didn't have to go out of her way to do this, but she insisted. I really appreciate everyone I work with!

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I don't get off work until 7 but I'm already debating whether or not I should walk to the coffee shop when I get home to get one last burst of energy before I finally go to bed

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My birthday is next Wednesday what the hell

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Nightshift Superstar deadass dropped as soon as I clocked out from my night shift

It's fate, dammit

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My fingers doing this shit is why I don't play my guitar much anymore. I'm not even pressing that hard. My joints are just so messed up that they're not stable. It's mostly my pinky and ring finger; however, I've had my whole hand lock up before. That ain't fun.

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I love how I can just be having a casual conversation with my gf and then out of nowhere she starts spiraling and talking about living in a simulation like-

Homie are you okay? Do you need a minute?

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Finally got a chance to decorate my room some more. It took me forever to find a good spot for my guitars, but I'm happy with where they're at now. Just need to get curtains and I'll be set.

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Finally got a rug and a set of curtains. NOW my room feels cozy. I can't believe the difference.

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Finally got a chance to decorate my room some more. It took me forever to find a good spot for my guitars, but I'm happy with where they're at now. Just need to get curtains and I'll be set.

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My eyes are burning out of my skull right now

Night shift, 12 hours, three nights in a row. Not to mention the hour drive to and from my patient's house. My ass is being kicked and I'm so glad I'm off this weekend. 😩

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Getting asked out on a date by my (elderly) patient was NOT on my list of things I expected to happen last night, but oh well.

The joys of working in healthcare

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Went and saw Muse back in March and never posted pics?? I have more, plus video footage, but that's for another day. This honestly made my entire year.

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Excuse me how the fuck has it been a whole year??? Man, I miss it.

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Three. THREE YEARS AGO WHAT? 😭

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Kinda funny how I went to college for music, got a job in healthcare, and am now contemplating going to school for meteorology

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Silly me. Little did I know I'd change my mind and apply for nursing school.

I'm so nervous about this ngl.

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I really need to remember to bring my guitars to the house so I can hang them up. My mom bought me some wall mounts while I was at work and I just haven't thought to pack my guitars up and bring them.

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He's just standing there

Menacingly

I need to go back into blender and fix his gloves and fingers because the gloves want to stretch an ungodly amount now for whatever reason. Still thinking about adding toggles later.

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Mark my words: I will eventually add toggles to this dude, AND fix the weight painting issue on the gloves.

Blender, why must you hate me so-

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uuugh i've had so little time for social media nowadays i just pop up randomly to say hi, then vanish off the face of the earth anyway, "be with you" is so fucking good

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My mom bought some wall mounts so I can hang my guitars up in my room

I know what I'm doing this weekend-