Thoughts Lost in the Mail

Here I go again. This blog is mainly about dealing with the emotional turmoil I feel about Heather Beal. A woman I loved very much, and she just brushed me aside. You will also find posts about my disgust with life and the way I am treated by the universe. You will also follow me on my downward spiral into depression.

[nothing-but-a-depressed-teen]

[kosmogrl]

[bpdetrimental]

I wish I could wake up and this would all be a bad dream.

[blurryclau]

[mydarkawaits]

I'm exhausted emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually, psychologically, and existentially.

[slaying-demons]

[block]

reblog if you need a hug

[scytho]

[slobbering]

[raventhecelt]

[parkway5-deactivated20140129]

Have you ever looked at yourself and been like nope

[silentthrilllll-deactivated2024]

remembering (as a form of self harm).

[positive-pumpkin]

If this is the sign you're looking for, please

stay alive

stay safe

Drink some water

eat something

get back into the things you love

Unclench your jaw

do some self-care

Take a shower or bath

Take your med(s)

[schiebung-deactivated20230626]

I hope you think about me sometimes.

[anxietyproblem]

[a-flightlxss-bird]

[disgustinggf]