hi

oops! i accidentally fell in love

[thoughtsfrombeyond]

“I have the awful feeling that’s rooted in the pit of my stomach that you don’t want to be friends anymore”

[thoughtsfrombeyond]

when she’s sad....

talk about

her eyes

the way she feels

the way she makes you feel

how everything will be okay

how you’re not going to leave her

how you’re in love with her

[thoughtsfrombeyond]

“honest to god fuck my ex. her toxic ass self has yet again inserted herself into my life through the lasting mental damage that still pervades my existence.constantly telling me every good thing in my life will be broken down and cease to be.

the manipulation. the abuse. the lies.

all still remain,

repressed items in my memories, my subconscious if you will. i lie here, awake, at 2:20 AM, wondering if it would be easier to end it all, rather than to have myself hurt by an illusion of her yet again. good people, people who wish me no harm and would do anything to keep me from it, are being affected by the marks that she has left on my heart.

i’m broken.

i’m cracked.

i’m fading.

she found her way inside and tore me apart with her manipulative and controlling love. she wounded me, a dead animal lying on the side of the road. she was the car, i was the unsuspecting deer, caught up in the headlights i knew to be her eyes.

she hit me... i barely stood a chance.”

-about a past love

[thoughtsfrombeyond]

“wild

that’s all you were called from a young age

with your mind constantly running

and your hands constantly fumbling

“control your son!”

they would shout at me

as if i could control the fire

of the boy who never tired

i was told to be embarrassed

to not allow you to be yourself

to hinder this light inside you

with various drugs

well i see within you what they could not

this fire

this element

that should not be contained”

-Mom of a child with ADHD

written for my lover

[thoughtsfrombeyond]

“you’re so fucking confusing. do you only like me when i’m sucking your dick? you look at me like you’re in love but immediately forget that as soon as you’re gone. you’d rather spend your time with anyone and doing anything else other than me. you come and spend hours with me, make me feel like a queen, then leave and make me feel like i am the last thing you’d ever want.

it’s confusing.

it’s head spinning.

i’d rather one or the other...

i’d rather know my place in your life.”

-love is confusing

[thoughtsfrombeyond]

“i can’t show you that you have my whole heart and it result in your acting like i’m annoying or too much for you. i know that might not have been your intention to show, but that’s what i am feeling. i just needed you to hold me and reassure me that i wasn’t too much. i don’t want you to get bored or exhausted of me,

so if i need to be less for you,

please just let me know.”

-a letter to those who dare to love

[quotefeeling]

“Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.”

— Charlie Chaplin in a letter to his daughter, Geraldine

[quotemadness]

“I’m independent and strong, but sometimes…just sometimes, it’s nice to be taken care of.”

— Samantha Towle 

[wordsareinmysoul]

can you do a poem about the starry night with a full moon with the song Bella Notte from Lady and the Tramp 2, please? ~X-Over Anon

Hello Anonymous 😄 First of all I'm very sorry for being late. Wasn't having the inspiration. And secondly thank you for this suggestion. I really liked the song 😃 (never heard it before ) And I've tried my best on the poem. Here it is :)

Beautiful Night

Gazing at those stars

Far away but so close

Forgetting all my scars

As the night glows.

Sitting with the moon

Shining above

Like the best monsoon

You are loved.

The stars that sparkle

In your eyes

Are like the glimmers

In the skies.

Take my hand

Let's fly away

Leave behing this land

And into the moonrays.

Such a starry night

With the full moon

A beautiful night

For me and you.

2021, February 8th

_MJ

This has truly been a delight to right. Whoever you are Anonymous, I am thankful to you for this suggestion. Hope you like the poem 😃

Have a nice day!

I can't wait to write more for y'all! 😄😄 I'm open to all suggestions and ideas. Thanks :D