Teenage love is so silly sometimes because the things we'd do to prove that we'd never leave each other side just for it not to last anyway 😭. The song my ex learned on his piano ( Two by Sleeping at Last) started playing right now and usually i immediately skip it but idk something was different this time. He genuinely made me feel seen. He had recorded himself playing and singing it and showed me during our third period (highschool 😭) and i literally was like omg this is the one. Nobody is gonna love me like he did. He was so sure of our future. So now that im almost 20 yrs old and its been a year since he broke up with me i've let this song play instead of skipping it and i can't help but laugh to myself because even the grandest of gestures doesn't secure the future. This all sounds a mess im so sorry im pretty high rn. Shoutout to my ex idk if i want him back or not maybe i just want to talk to him or something idk dikd idk idkdmkdsfknsdlkjfnladkjnlsakjg i miss him
