Thoughts of a Dying Neuroatypical

Just a human with a divergent brain. Maybe some of you out there can relate? *WARNING* Some posts may be triggering.

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[thoughtsofadying-neuroatypical]

Every single part of my life is fucked up. The parts I directly deal with, the external shit going on in the world, my coursework discussing all types of oppression while I see it irl, the lack of justice...just all of it. I’m not normally okay, but I am fucking STRUGGLING. How tf am I going to get through this school year and I’m not even done with week 3? I’m not okay, nothing else is okay, and I can’t envision it ever being okay again.

I feel heavy.

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[awkwardspontaneity]

Don’t appreciate being called out all the time😣🙃

[thatcoysmile]

Spongebob in this meme is my spirit animal.

[thefandomallrounder]

Why am i being called out here?!?

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[tshifty]

part of me is like “what the fuck do you mean next week is august when last week was mid april” but then the other part of me is like “approximately 7 years have passed since december 2019 and july 2020″ so that’s fun

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[thoughtsofadying-neuroatypical]

I tend to keep myself so busy that it quiets the negative thoughts. But I’m on a break right now...

[fuuvcckdkkkzko]

[go-for-bojack]

I’m gonna go take a shower so I can’t tell if I’m crying or not

Bojack Horseman

[reinerist]

Life is a series of closing doors, isn’t it?

[imsoofuckingsad-deactivated2018]

it’s like i always say: fuck

[winterhalters]

3 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

8 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

16 hours of sleep: I’m exhausted

[meanmediummode]

That’s depression babe!

[cleothegoldfish]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[purpledrxgon-archive-blog-deact]

me: [wakes up]

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