lonely bitch

19. she/her. tw: ed/self harm/depression taylor swift | lana del rey

[thoughtwaves]

dude i seriously cannot. I told him I am okay with just being friends because I love him too much, because I want to talk to him and I can't lose him but now it feels like, it just feels like I am a burden, a fucking burden and I annoy him with every text of mine and I should just shut up but no, I still feel awestruck every time he texts or replies and I am just ajahajsjsjajsjs i cant

[thoughtwaves]

loving someone who doesn't love me back ughhh fuckkkkkkkk

[thoughtwaves]

I even love the people you are with now. I'm so blessed to have known you, to have loved you. Not many people get to love someone like that.

Since the first time I heard your voice, your hand in mine is all I have yearned for.

Please remember me. I will not ask you to love me back.

Please know in this world, there is a woman who would leave her whole world for you.

[alwaysscreechingbasement]

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[daweyt]

arabic poetry is so beautifully yet painfully romantic, i mean “they asked “do you love her to death?” i said “speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life" and “because my love for you is higher than words, i've decided to fall silent" could have got jane austen crying and shaking

[mango-season]

do you ever think oh actually i am never going to stop being eleven years old and lonely

[sibyllebair]

just like i think stranger in the alps is haunting and punisher is haunted, i also believe folklore is feeling while evermore is having already felt everything before

[cages-boxes-hunters-foxes]

okay we were close my dudes!

21. ronan

22. better man

23. nothing new ft phoebe bridgers

24. babe

25. message in a bottle

26. i bet you think about me ft. chris stapleton

27. forever winter

28. the very first night

29. run ft. ed sheeran

30. all too well ten minute version

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[silvertored]

Therapist: and do you think maybe you're choosing to be self destructive?

Me: yup

Therapist: and what are you going to do about that?

Me: probably keep doing it

[desinteresse]

Peace and love but I want to kill

[handwrittenloveletter-deactivat]

heather havrilesky

[starcades]

i wanna be hugged for like, a week straight

[mjalti]

sometimes it’s “no one loves me” other times it’s “I am not brave enough to look those who love me in the eye”

[anxietyproblem]

[abandonrun]

*preparing to go outside* i'm normal. i know how to cross the street. i avoid eye contact in an organic non weird way, as if i simply do not notice fellow pedestrians.