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94. Le Charme discret de la bourgeoisie (1972), dir. Luis Buñuel

#watched in 2016 #The Discreet Charm of the Bourgeoisie #Jean-Claude Carrière #Fernando Rey #Luis Buñuel #1972 #Le Charme discret de la bourgeoisie

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Jeanne d'Arc

1903

Albert Lynch

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93. Bakha satang / Peppermint Candy (1999), dir. Lee Chang-dong

#watched in 2016 #Sul Kyoung-gu #Lee Chang-dong #Peppermint Candy #1999 #Bakha satang

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“For a number of years, I was deeply involved with a man. We were well suited emotionally and the relationship became very interdependent. Jealousy was used to inspire passion. His concept of relationships was rooted in the romantic idealism of James Dean and Roy Orbison. I craved the dependency, the adoration, the satisfaction, the security, but sometimes I felt claustrophobic. We were addicted to the amount of love the relationship supplied. We were a couple. Things between us started to break down, but neither of us could make the break. The desire was constantly reinspired at the same time that the dissatisfaction became undeniable. Our sexual obsession remained one of the hooks.

One night, he battered me severely, almost blinding me. He burned a number of my diaries. I found out later that he had read them. Confronting my normal ambivalence had betrayed his absolute notion of romance. His conflict between his desire for independence and his addiction to the relationship had become unbearable.

After two years of anger and mourning, I was face to face with him on the street for the first time since that night. We said hello. I looked into his eyes. Later I was able for the first time to remember my real desire for this man and I understood how intense that bond was. Despite all the destruction, I could still crave that love. I had to face the irreconcilable loss.”

Nan Goldin, The Ballad of Sexual Dependency.

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