I messed up

truth be told; i tried my best

[thtfitchtwin]

Tell them I [ ｗａｓ] нαρρу

                           And my heart is

                                                        ცՐ૦қ૯Ո

All my ѕcαrѕ

                            — are

                                         ＯＰＥＮ

[thtfitchtwin]

[thtfitchtwin]

— Emilio man! Long time I've never seen her. Does I look a like Naomikins ? I think you sould find for her to find Emilio. — Cook begins to walk beside Katie on the street with his hands in his pocket.

"I don't want to find her, I was just curious to know how she was doing." Clearing her throat, she gives Cook a side glance before continuing. "How have you been and all? I sure as hell never thought I'd see you again."

[thtfitchtwin]

❝I have the sudden urge to kill anyone standing within two feet of me.❞ She hasn't slept in two days; beware.

[iboughtafuckingateau]

[jamescookjr]

I don't know who I am anymore.

[thtfitchtwin]

                            ❝Shit.❞ The redhead murmured, eyebrows furrowing slightly.

         ❝ Emsy-shum.❞ Emily breathed as she wrapped an arm around her sister in any attempt of comforting her.

           ❝You're talking twin.❞

  This was enough to cause the girl to crack the smallest of smiles. Not to mention the refreshing feeling of human touch. 

     ❝Katie-shum.❞ She sighs.

[thtfitchtwin]

              ❝I didn’t plan on finding you here, it just happened.❞

       The twin crossed her arms in frustration. This wasn’t exactly what the twin had in mind when she thought of being reunited with her sister again.

           ❝I'm sorry, alright? I just don't want to do this right now.❞

    And with that, Katie resists the urge to bury her head in her hands.

[thtfitchtwin]

— For fucking sakes Katie, what happened ? — Cook realized that Katie did not look so well. — Hmm, I thought that you are dating someone, or engage. — So Cook scratched his back and started walking beside the brunette, hands in his jeans pocket.

Okay, now that's the kind of reaction she had been expecting. ❝Yeah, I was engaged; Married, even. But, not anymore.❞ Well, technically she still was; but she didn't like to think of it that way. The ring was off her finger, and he was out of her life. For good. ❝You haven't talked to Emily lately, have you?❞ Katie hadn't seen her sister in ages, and she missed her tons. 

[llauraprepon]

I'm sorry, Katie.

[thtfitchtwin]

          ❝Does that matter? The question is; why did you leave?❞

                  Doe eyes scan the twin, brushing over the twin’s features that resembled her own. Not one thing about Katie had changed. Physically, anyway.

      ❝Actually it does. Did you ever think that maybe I didn't want to be found?❞

  A frustrated sigh erupts from Katie's lips. She had missed her sister, she really had but she wasn't  ready to explain the truth behind her unexpected departure. 

[thtfitchtwin]

         If I should tumble

           if i should fall

      would anyone hear me

     screaming behind these

      ||  c a s t l e w a l l s  ||

[avisxalisxfracta-deactivated201]

Pain.

It's not forgein.

But it has never come this easy before.

Simple scrape.

Only a couple scratches a palm.

Blood oozes and drips down in little drops.

"It hurts."

[thtfitchtwin]

                           ❝Surprise.❞

            The cherry headed girl emitted a scoff before placing the item in her hands back onto the shelf.

    ❝Why are you here?❞

      Katie swallows thickly, dark orbs turning their full attention on the floor beneath her.

[thtfitchtwin]

+thtfitchtwin

[thtfitchtwin]

— Hello Katiekins! Really ? Do you mean more hot ?  — Cook began to laugh with his joke as he turned back, after he had heard a familiar voice. Was  voice Katie, he had never seen her in years. — But you look nice.

  Katie couldn't help but chuckle at his childish joke. He was still the same old Cook. It was quite refreshing, actually. To see a piece of her life that hadn't changed. ❝I haven't washed my hair in three days, but thanks; anyways.❞ It was nice of him to comment on her looks, even though she didn't agree with his opinion. There were dark bags under her eyes, and her hair was an absolute mess. The poor girl looked as if she hadn't slept in days.

[thtfitchtwin]

❝Em? I didn't- I didn't expect to see you here.❞

    Now she feels extremely bad for not returning any of her sister's calls.

[thtfitchtwin]

❝Cook?❞ She questions, dark brows furrowing in utter confusion. She hasn't seen him in ages, and to be quite honest; she never thought she'd see the male ever again. ❝You- You look different.❞