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General Rules

Mun is 21+ I go by Rogue. She/Her

Semi selective: I can be busy sometimes and may need to limit myself on the amount of interactions I take on. I may not be familiar with all fandoms, but if I’m interested I’ll likely follow back!

Will rp with mutuals only. Non mutuals are free however to send in asks/memes.

Canon and ocs welcome! If your muse is an oc I’d appreciate there being some kind of bio or about page on the blog. It would just make interactions a bit easier.

Multiverse and Cross fandom friendly.

Open to all sorts of interactions. Memes, asks, crack ect. Please though if you wish to make a thread based off an ask, make a separate post to continue the interaction. Don’t just reblog the ask.

Please no hate or drama. It won’t be tolerated. I don’t have the time or sanity to deal with it.

Muse does not equal mun. Zenitsu can be very negative, flaky and even flirty in some circumstances.

Do not godmod unless it’s something we’ve discussed beforehand.

I personally don’t bite. I’m an anxious little marshmallow that’s likely more afraid to approach you than you are to approach me. I do very much enjoy chatting behind the scenes! Plotting and screaming about our muses is absolutely welcomed!

Please keep in mind I am slow. I have a life outside of tumblr that takes up a lot of attention and brain power. This doesn’t mean however that I don’t want to interact. I do also run several other blogs. This one is more of something for fun and I’m unsure if it’ll take off or not. Don’t harass me for replies constantly.

Nsfw & Shipping

There may be darker themes present. Please be aware.

Shipping may happen but don’t expect much in the way of smut.

Zenitsu is 16! He isn’t here for you to sexualize.

Any shipping will be done with other muses in the same age group. Will not do adult x teen shipping. Don’t bother to ask or pressure for it.

I don’t mind threading interactions that are post main story. But it won’t be for the sake of aging to smut. Please keep this in mind.

Honestly communication is key. I’m pretty easy going and honestly I enjoy plotting and discussing threads and characters.

Discord is available on request. I mostly use this for plotting and chat.

Rp is for fun. It’s a hobby, not a job. Let’s enjoy the experience.

#pinned rules #mobile

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fallesto asked: “Look at how far you have fallen.” * Kaigaku

Why did it have to be him?

That voice would always pull feelings from him he’d once had. Hopes of having a friend. A fellow student he could learn from and look up to. A brother. Honestly he had looked up to him. But for what? All that had come from it was cruelty and disappointment. That voice would always force him to steel himself from visibly cringing, expecting some form of abuse to come his way.

Zenitsu carried with him the burdens of guilt. Of fear that he’d likely never fully escape from. Of pain and sadness from loss. His jaw clenched eyes slamming shut, wanting so badly to block the words out.

“Haven’t you done enough Kaigaku?”

fallesto

ONCE A BROTHER, ALWAYS A BROTHER, NO MATTER THE DISTANCE, NO MATTER THE DIFFERENCE AND NO MATTER THE ISSUE.

This was the last WEAKNESS he had. Him. The only person that ever got close to him and he pushed him away. ZENITSU. He had taken everything away from him. His one chance…of becoming SOMEONE and Zenitsu had stolen it from him. He didn’t understand, what the OLD MAN saw in him. Why he favoured him, why he trained him more…why he LOVED him more. It didn’t make any sense… Zenitsu was WEAK, COWARDLY, PATHETIC…but their master had treated them like SONS. It wasn’t fair. He finally had something WORTH living for and Zenitsu STOLE it all from him.

It didn’t matter anymore. He had finally found…a HOME. He finally found a MASTER who valued him. Who took him under his wing and guided him forward. Who PROMISED he would never no pain again, that he would become stronger, that he would gain the title he has always wanted. An upper moon. How many years had he wasted, living in Zenitsu shadow, being forced to work with him, treat him like a BROTHER? If he was his BROTHER…then Zenitsu was the one who BROKE their bond, by taking EVERYTHING he worked for away from him. He was so close, to becoming the THUNDER PILLAR, so close, but now he could see how foolish he was, he has SURPASSED thunder breathing, he has surpassed the old man, he has surpassed… ZENITSU.

“I haven’t even scratched the surface of what I can accomplish. You have already hit your limit, you won’t grow any stronger, but me…I have no limitations, not anymore.”

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Never would Zenitsu have considered that Kaigaku would have given a damn about him. About bonds or family. He was weak. He’d never had much in the way of self confidence and was never able to push himself further the way the world had expected him to do.

He never understood why the old man had continued to train him, had never given up on him no matter how much he’d failed, cried and attempted to flee. While sometimes strict, he was never truly cruel. He’d felt like family. Which is why every time Zenitsu screwed up, it tore him to bits inside. All he’d ever wanted was to make someone proud. But he’d hated himself day in and day out. But no one ever really saw the depths of that despair.

After the discovery of what Kaigaku had done, Zenitsu had gone numb. An accumulation of every feeling had imploded within him and made something snap.

“I’m not the same kid anymore. I’m nothing special. But I’m not what you think I am anymore Kaigaku.” Eyes narrowed at the man he’d once held in such high regard. “You can say whatever you want about me. Whatever makes you feel better. I don’t care anymore.” His gaze eased, now holding within something akin to disappointment.

#fallesto

ok but wait. Hear me out

Demon Zenitsu

#ooc #stray thoughts

fallesto asked: “Look at how far you have fallen.” * Kaigaku

Why did it have to be him?

That voice would always pull feelings from him he’d once had. Hopes of having a friend. A fellow student he could learn from and look up to. A brother. Honestly he had looked up to him. But for what? All that had come from it was cruelty and disappointment. That voice would always force him to steel himself from visibly cringing, expecting some form of abuse to come his way.

Zenitsu carried with him the burdens of guilt. Of fear that he’d likely never fully escape from. Of pain and sadness from loss. His jaw clenched eyes slamming shut, wanting so badly to block the words out.

“Haven’t you done enough Kaigaku?”

#fallesto #i hope this is ok