Venting Space

Mostly photos and whatnot that I don't feel comfortable sharing with real friends or fam. Also a venting space about a lot of things, ex JW stuff too. I also do artwork and am still working on a portfolio, but maybe I can post some of my work here!

[thurinlas]

In this moment. I literally hate myself.

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"Would you like me to be smaller, weaker, softer, taller?

Would you like me to be quiet?

Do my shoulders provoke you? Does my chest?

Am I my stomach? My hips?

The body I was born with

Is it not what you wanted?

If I wear what is comfortable, I am not a woman

If I shed the layers, I'm a slut"

- Billie Eilish

[thurinlas]

“Repeat after me: ‘I’m allowed to do what’s best for me, even if it upsets other people"

[thurinlas]

I really really find it ugly when people are like "Be you! Don't care what others think!"...then that same person judges people for their personal clothing/style preferences 😬

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Akamaru, thank you so much for your recent dream visits, I always love seeing my boy. I wake up remembering the softness of your fur as if it was yesterday that I last gave you pats. It's almost been a year since you've gone, and trust me, not a day has went by without me thinking of you. I love you. I miss you. And I know you are frolicking somewhere finally able to chase those chickens. Love ya bubs ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CSQLd1BlmVnF7B4dCxZtHQ88fnXx4i1r_M394E0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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🖤🤍🐺🤍🖤 . . . . . . . . . #wolfgirl #boudoir #photography #tattoo #boudoirphotographer #befree #motivation https://www.instagram.com/p/CQw9wbGrFEJKivthOI9WyTlbBmqCGq-atrcXwU0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Forest Spirits 🌲 and Ocean Spirits 🌊 . . . . . . . . . . #nature #forest #ocean #naturespirits #bekindtoyourspirits https://www.instagram.com/p/CQpIHJ7HAPmogdKt_E4wgMAcIXcA_-1ySW3wqA0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Adventuring with my love is the best 💞 we always find cool spots and he encourages me to go just a little out of my comfort zone, which gives me more confidence. Thank you Jeremy for being by my side and loving nature as much as I do 😘 🐺❤️💛💚💜 #imgoingonanadventure #nature #centralcoast #elfenforest #montanadeoro #forestspirits https://www.instagram.com/p/CQpHqC5njaUwpcTs6eRzQ17K2nN9LQ9gxLweTI0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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🖤🐺🤍🌙💫🌌 getting dinner tonight with my love at our favorite place, @alchemistsgardenca 😊😌 https://www.instagram.com/p/CQmiQk1nuf9QvA00QBkQ1NMFHYJiR5QIc8ZIIE0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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You don’t own me, I’m not one of your many toys

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🐺🐺🐺 . . . . . . . . #boudoir #photography #boudoirphotographer #metal #aether #beingmyself https://www.instagram.com/p/CQhjKoMnQ_F/?utm_medium=tumblr

[thurinlas]

I miss you. To some you were just a dog but to me you were my world. You were my child, my everything.

Sometimes I dream of you, and it hits me so freaking hard. I can feel myself kissing your soft fur, I can LITERALLY feel it. And I hug you in my dream because I know that when I wake up, you won't be there.. and it pains me. But ..I can still feel you, each and every day.. ❤️🐺

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🖤🐺🤍🐺🖤🤍 https://www.instagram.com/p/CQc5Z9MHaPI/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Me as I am

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Saw my ex last night... And I'm beating myself up about not telling him how much of a fucker he is. Also regretting that I didn't pull his current girlfriend aside to tell her to "run away, and never look back" he broke me down and tore me apart when we were together. I literally have no other way to describe him other than despicable.

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🖖🖤🐺🖤💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/CP_7iEpnLQ8/?utm_medium=tumblr