Nikolai

21, he/they, minors dni / 18+

[tiedownmyheart]

about me

- I‘m Nikolai but you can also call me Pup or most petnames (as long as they are masc or gender neutral) tbh

- my pronouns are he/they (and for friends also it)

- 21 y.o.

- University student (Biology and English)

- trans, queer (nwlnw mainly but not exlusively), polyam

- on T since 07/2021 and got top surgery 06/2022

- autistic, disabled

- some of my hobbies: art, crochet, reading, gaming, writing

- Switch

do not interact

- If you are racists, xenophobic, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, etc, just don‘t be a piece of shit

- If you are under 18

- Dni if you are cishet

likes/kinks

- petplay (mainly puppy), impact play, praise, bondage, uegradation, uniforms, collaring, biting, breeding (no pregnancy stuff!), free use, thigh riding, discipline, overstimulation, edging, masochism, hair pulling, marking, medical play

- Some names I like: pup, pretty boy, darling, pet, slut, hole, mutt, breeding toy, sir, mommy

limits

soft: not big on gags (unless soft life fabric gags), many feminine titles and names (pls check before using any), ice/cold without warning, food related stuff

hard: weight mentions, needles, scat, pregnancy

[thewastedspayce]

Okay

Why does the idea of fucking a subs ass while holding their cunt wide open get me so fucking 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

Watching their hole drool down onto my cock, their face getting red, watching their hole unsuccessfully try to tighten when I go deeper and harder into their ass. Smacking their cunt anytime they ask me to slow down or go easier. Ignoring them to enjoy their desperation. Only pulling out to cum on the outside of their cunt 🥵 I might need a few minutes..

[doomerdog]

[lordknightmon-deactivated202405]

cannot stress enough if you have chest hair how important it is to unbutton your shirt enough to show it off

[sillylilomega]

so desperate for werewolf cock in me rn. need to be used as a fleshlight for a beast of the night

[fuckdrunkftm-archive]

Fuuck boot humping is so hot from either perspective.

Being a hot, punk dom who has a pathetic whimpering little sub begging at your feet, just for you to touch them, and you laugh and say they haven’t earned it yet? And tell them they can get themself off like the dumb whore they are? Fuck.

To be the pathetic, needy whore, craving any form of touch so desperately that you’d humiliate yourself to tears? To be so, so turned on that you can’t think of anything beyond grinding yourself against a worn out boot, just because you’ve been told to do so? Fuck.

[nankingdecade]

What I mean when I say "toxic monogamy culture"

the normalization of jealousy as an indicator of love

the idea that a sufficiently intense love is enough to overcome any practical incompatibilities

the idea that you should meet your partner’s every need, and if you don’t, you’re either inadequate or they’re too needy

the idea that a sufficiently intense love should cause you to cease to be attracted to anyone else

the idea that commitment is synonymous with exclusivity

the idea that marriage and children are the only valid teleological justifications for being committed to a relationship

the idea that your insecurities are always your partner’s responsibility to tip-toe around and never your responsibility to work on

the idea that your value to a partner is directly proportional to the amount of time and energy they spend on you, and it is in zero-sum competition with everything else they value in life

the idea that being of value to a partner should always make up a large chunk of how you value yourself

[goth-fucker]

I see a lot of posts about being passed around by your dom that are like "use me, destroy my holes, treat me like an object" etc but i really think theres something to be said for being the beloved fleshlight for a group of people. Laying back on the sofa or bed, as comfortable as possible, blissed out and spoiled with all your favourite things. Your dom making sure everyone knows the rules, that playing with you is a privellege theyll revoke in an instant if you treat their toy with anything other than reverence, respect, and the desire to make it cum over and over. I want to be the toy loaned out for use, but i dont want to be used selfishly by them. I want to be the selfish one. I want to be desired and coveted. I want everyone in that room throbbing between their legs at just the idea of getting to touch me, to be the one that brings those sweet sounds out of me, to finally, finally sink into that tight, wet heat that has my dom obsessed with fucking me. I want to be the prize that everyone is fucking aching to get their hands on.

[gayvampyr]

[digitalpenetration]

Thinking of commanding my puppy to get on the floor with his face down and ass up so I can position his plug to his hole and push it down into him with the sole of my boot

[lesbiciousbeginnings]

Yeah, my pussy clenched involuntarily when I looked at you. What about it???

[transpidered]

cw: breeding, petplay

tying a puppy's leash to the bed while he's presenting for me, sweet boy being kept in place by his collar, "dont take it off darling, puppies cant use their paws like that" so he lays there on his elbows and knees with his boycunt wet and exposed, my puppy breeding stock unable to do anything but pant and whine while i slide my cock inside him and tell him how full he's gonna be with my litter, wanna see his leash tugging on the headboard when i grab his hips and slam my cock into him to make sure he's bred extra deep

[milogyalis-deactivated20230923]

Not to be a whore but someone tying me to the bed and making me cum until I’m a wet, crying, incoherent mess would fix me right now.

[elle-xoxo]

Petting and cooing at boy like he’s a puppy cause he is just your sweet pup, n sweet pups shouldn’t have to think! Should just be able to curl up on my lap with their collar on while I play with their hair n pet them gentle n ask them questions that even a silly pup like them know the answer to!

Like, who’s my good boy? Who’s my pretty pet? Who’s just a silly pup?

N coo at them in an over the top fashion so my dumb pup knows they’re a good pet for nodding n pressing their head into my hand <3

CIS & MINORS DNI

[crimsonmlm]

I always wanna know if I'm someone's jerk off material

There's nothing sexier than knowing someone's touching themselves to you, your posts, or your photos.

[clarificationsw]

I spent so long being a sad lonely teenager that I find it hard to believe people actually want to have sex with me

[dumbbitchforuse]

oh to be casually rented out to your friends

mentioning it in passing like, “oh Donavon wants to fuck you tonight” in the same way you’d mention him borrowing the a board game

or we’re hosting a movie night, and you just wave at me and say “help yourself”. Nobody bats and eye when I’m pushed to my knees and spend half an hour eating Bethany out

opening up the mailbox and seeing a thank you card from Jackie, who “appreciated getting to use the whore” for her birthday party

you never have to ask my permission to be loaned out to your friends - I’m your toy, and you can lend me out to whoever you want