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This amazing little guy is 5 months now. Seems like forever ago I couldn't get pregnant

11 week old and hormone withdraw

Here I am with an 11 week old and I think the Hormone withdraws have started. My hair is falling out which is normal after a baby. What isn't normal is the fact that I feel like I have found out that I really don't have any friends. I was going to have a huge shower before the baby was born. Then realized I was going to spend all this money and a few would probably show... so I didn't have one. None of my so called friends stepped up to have one. Just my family and really that's all that counted. It was good and I received many things. No one at work threw a shower nothing. I never got special treatment at work. Then I have the baby and everyone says I'll come by to see you. Did anyone show? Nope not all 8 weeks did anyone come to visit me. No one invites me anywhere and when they finally invited me to see someone from work off I didn't go because all that time no one did anything for me. A coworker got a shower at work then one of the girls from work threw a shower and all the so called friends at work went. This one get special treatment at work as well. No I stuck in a room all day doing everything myself including clean up. I've decided I'm not doing anything with anyone anymore. It's time to find real friends. Even my best friend from elementary school barely talks to me. Well maybe it's me since it's so many of them.... idk my hormones are making me much more sensitive currently.

10 weeks old

#Roen

#perfection

5weeks after csection

Finally I am starting to feel like myself again. Pain is gone except in my csection scar. I have been putting stuff on it to hopefully soften it up so it doesn't pull so badly when stretching. Need to start back to the gym this week or next. Next week is my follow up dr appt and implant placement no more babies from this factory:). Then back to work after Easter. I wish I could take my 12 weeks instead I can only afford to take 8. It's quite the bummer. I would rather be off until May 15th to spend as much time with my little man as possible. Money is the factor. I'm currently the only income and disability stops paying after 8 weeks so back to work for me. Luckily no daycare needed.

#thebestgiftfromgod

The Pain after his labor then csection

The third time around wasn't anything like the first two times. I went in induced and had a baby 12 hours later the first time. I pushed for an hour and had a baby. 17 months later I induced at 12 pm and had a baby by 10 pm pushing for 30 mins. This time around I was 10 cm at like 8 pm and pushed for at least 3 hours with lots of turning to get the baby to move and come down in between. After 3 hours of pushing with legs clear over my head they decided at 230 am to do a csection. I have the worst pain. I know I have to poop before it's even time to go. I know it's from all the pain and stress of labor but it's almost 3 weeks later and it's still painful. I don't know what to do. I know for sure that I am not having anymore kids. I hate my stomach now. I was ok with the stretch marks, the jiggly belly, the weird feeling of your stomach after but I'm not ok with the incision that's at my lower stomach anymore with this huge bulge that wasn't there before. I hate the way it looks now. I hate myself now. I'm going to try weights and working out as soon as my body is ready. I doubt that will help where my csection is at. I'm really stressed about it. Maybe it's the fact that my husband no longer looks at me. He hasn't since I was 3 months pregnant. Hasn't touched me nothing.

#havingareallyhardtime.

Csection pain

Omg I never expected the pain from a csection. When the pain meds wear off after your epidural from the csection plus the 3 hrs of pushing before my abdominal area has the most intense pain. The burning when pulling is horrible as well. I feel like my insides are ripping out. I have a high pain tolerance and this is intense. And my emotions are just crazy out of wack just having a baby.

#havingahardtime

39 weeks and induction

Went in Monday morning for induction. Broke water around 1pm 10 cm dilated and ready to push at 9pm. He was face up instead of face towards spine. 3 hours of pushing and getting no where with breaks in between. 2 am to csection. Roen Harvey Duane born at 0302 3/21 by csection. I love him so much

#myrainbowbabybornperfect

37 weeks

37 weeks 2 cm dilated and 50% effaced, and no weight gain. In all I think I'm doing pretty well. I've only gained 10 lbs this pregnancy l. I'm ready for my little boy to come and be able to hold him. Work is killer being on my feet for 13 hrs a day with emergencies all day. Surgery is hard at the trauma center. I keep on a running though. Maybe one day it will put me into labor.

#rainbowbabywearereadytomeetyou

Hiccups

My little boy gets hiccups all the times especially after I get upset and have been yelling at the girls or his dad. It's weird to see that he already gets startled in the womb hopefully he will be kind of use to it when he comes out. #mommyhasaloudmouth

2week check up 33 weeks

I've only gained 7.5 lbs this pregnancy so far. My bp was low 100/68 normally runs 120/70. So not bad. Belly measures 33inches so I'm on track. I have mixed feelings about being pregnant this time around. I have a feeling it's due to working in the operating room. My job is mentally and physically draining. Not only that but I started school this week for my Nurse Practitioner. I'm so nervous with having a new baby next month and working full time but I'm ready for a new challenge and a life I can support my kidos without having to worry about them getting everything they need.

#herestogoingbacktoschool 33weeksandcountkngdown

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32 weeks pregnant can't believe I have made it this far. My rainbow boy will be here in 8 weeks or less. I have felt terrible because my first 2 pregnancies I loved being pregnant everything about it was amazing. This time I'm miserable. My ribs ache all the time. My insides are just so stretched. I also didn't work the first 2 times and it was 13 years ago. Now I work in surgery and it's a demanding and rough job mentally and physically. I am miserable but i sure am happy to have this little miracle that's ours soon. I do know this is my last pregnancy. I'm to old for this :)

#rainbowbaby

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29weeks today, I can't believe we have made it this far. I have a hard time breathing after I eat. Well... we figured out why. He is really high under my rib cage laying sideways. Found his heart directly at the tip of my sternum. He weights approx 2lbs 13oz. 11 more weeks hopefully less we will be able to hold our rainbow baby.

23 weeks this weekend.

I can’t believe I made it this far. My nerves are terrible everyday. I think they are getting worse recently. It’s been so long since I have seen him on ultrasound. I just need confirmation that he is doing well and growing in size. We go in 4 more weeks for another ultrasound to check growth. I normally can take a look at him with the ultrasound machine at work but it’s been terribly busy, and I haven’t been able to sneak away with the ultrasound machine in awhile. By the end of the day I’m just ready to get the crap out of there and go home. Lower back pain and tiredness just radiates me. Being a nurse is tiring and hard on your body then a pregnant nurse is worse. Luckily I can feel our little guy move and wiggle so that helps with nerves a bit. My belly is growing. He is so low compared to my girls. My girls were high. 17 weeks to go! I’m almost ready to meet this sweet little boy!

#rainbowbaby

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