Personal experience: My experience On TikTok
I would now like to take the time to consider the platform we’ve used to discuss this topic and create a more personal blog post as I write about my own private experience with TikTok. I write this post in hopes that my understanding of the media form, my perceptions of it, and its impacts on me and my friends can serve as guidance to not only those pondering the possibility of creating an account but those who are actively using TikTok as well.
Section I: Learning About TikTok and Beginning to Use It.
I’ll begin this post by writing about my initial thoughts about the application from a distance, before I even considered creating an account. My initial reaction to TikTok revolved around the dances I would see. I would infrequently encounter short videos of kids dancing to trendy songs and while this isn’t good or bad on the surface, I did notice that all of the dances were the same, there seemed to be a lack of originality. There was an apparent lack of talent which was ingrained in the platform at the time. Users were simply copying each other in order to hop on trends in hopes of being seen or made famous. Whatsmore, the application itself seemed to be a copycat platform or marriage between Vine and Musical.ly. More succinctly, not only was the content unoriginal but so was the concept of the media form as well. I was very unimpressed with what I saw and rather than simply dismissing the application, I actively disliked it and assumed I would hate anything or anyone I saw on it.
Eventually, TikTok’s growth became apparent in my friendships at USC; I would see people on it here and there and hear them discussing how they had begun to like this app which was so hated amongst so many groups. They would convince me and those around them to give the platform a chance but often had little takers. I would quickly come across more and more of these discussions but still gave the platform little thought.
Eventually, under the pressure of a couple friends and my girlfriend who promised that I would not regret it, I promised to download the app and give it a try. After a couple days of very limited use, I found nothing interesting as I was primarily being fed these dancing videos that I had seen every so often before I downloaded TikTok. I quickly began to realize that my intuition had been correct and that the content that I was looking for could not be found on the application. I stopped using the application and didn’t go on for weeks to come.
Some weeks after, the Trump administration banned the application for its alleged data trafficking in China. This surged my interest in the application so it, again, was on my radar although I wasn’t using it. When these rumors began to die down, however, I gave the platform another chance as many of my friends were using it at this point and giving me good reviews.
Upon spending more time on the application, I began to be fed the content I was looking for: funny videos, sports clips, cooking tutorials, and so much more. I now use the application daily in my free time and find the application a genuine source of entertainment. The reason this change was able to occur, however, is what makes me uneasy. Now, let's discuss the implications of this change in sentiments and what underlying processes allowed it to happen in the first place.
Section II: Algorithms and Privacy
To be simple and direct, the reason that TikTok now appeals to me is because its algorithm is so effective in identifying using interests and characteristics. The only reason that the platform didn’t initially serve my entertainment purpose was because I didn’t give it the time - literally. The more time a given user devotes to the application, the more it is able to learn. Through usage, likes, follows, messages, and more data collected outside of the application, TikTok is able to create user profiles and identities from which they can feed their user better informed and more personalized content. Their ability to do so in such an effective manner is what makes the application so great - and so scary.
Every time that I use the application and see something that makes me laugh out loud or makes me want to send something to my friends, I say to myself, “wow, they know me really well.” The videos I watch, given a relatively small amount of content which misses the mark, very finely reflects both my humor, personality, and interests and that is why the application seems so threatening to me. It is almost hard for me to put the application down at times, I often find myself reminding myself to take a breath and put my phone down.
In these moments where I put my phone away, I often find myself asking whether I should be concerned about my usage and what implications such a platform has on my safety and security online. Luckily, assignments like this allow me to have some purpose behind my research and better understand where my privacy stands. Upon reading the privacy policy that they have posted, I have come to a few conclusions: that TikTok is very much like any other social media company and that this is a reason to feel safer, and that TikTok is very much like any other social media company and that this is a reason to feel worried.
All social media companies strip us of our privacy and thus threaten our online security. The information taken from us is often unknown and given to unknown developers who will use this data for unknown purposes. Although TikTok poses no excess threat in comparison to other media forms many of us use today, that does not mean that it is a reason to be void of concerns. It is essential that we push to gain back our internet security and privacy and that we not only make but enforce legislation that can protect the online citizens of this nation. The more personalized our digital lives become, the more ingrained with the web and difficult to separate our privacy will become. So in finishing, I will say that TikTok should be understood as a genuine source of information and entertainment, and so should it be seen as a reason to raise our privacy concerns.