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The Love that hurts

Kim Seungmin x F!reader *Requested Masterlist

Your and Seungmin's relationship is perfect. Was Perfect. It's been five years, and nothing tragic has happened. But overtime things shifted, there were no more goodnight kisses, you were barely home at the same time. No more waking up in each others arms, neither of you didn't even expect it anymore. What happens when the love in your heart gets outweighed by everything else?

Warnings: Cursing, Cheating, It's slightly? toxtic. WC: 2,7K

A/U: heeyy, I finally got this request ready, yay! hope you like it, it isn't exactly what we talked about, and I didn't get to use the specific name you wanted because I wanted to keep it X reader (so without any too specific things) but I think I like how it turned out.

It was perfect when you started dating, like a fever dream. Seungmin was everything you could ever ask for. You went on dates, called each other at night, giggling like highschoolers.

You were invited to backstages, Seungmin always wanted to have you close, you always showed him the progress on your work.

That was five years ago, the start of your relationship.

After some time, the late night calls stopped, as time went by there were less dates, less sleeping on the same bed. both of you making excuses for not seeing the other, both of you having loads of work to get done. Seeing each other didn’t feel like a reward after a long day anymore.

Lately, it’s been worse. There have been arguments, most of them ending with tears, never with apologies. You don’t even expect one, you’re not sure if you even want one. 

Don’t get it wrong, there is still love there, this burning feeling deep inside your heart that doesn’t let you two break up. But it’s covered with everything else, stress, anger, sadness.

Today it’s one of those nights when the love isn’t expressed. Seungmin and you are sitting on the opposite ends of the couch of your shared apartment. An apartment Seungmin asked you to move in with him a couple years ago. Neither of you has said a word. His practice ran late tonight, you still have work to be done. 

“is it true?”, Seungmin shattered the silence. Confused, you turned to look at him “Is what true?”.  He didn’t turn to look at you, just staring at his hands. “Do you like him..”

“Seungmin…don’t start”, you sigh, disappointed it came to this again.  every week, every fucking week he starts this. There’s this guy at your work, another 3D artist, everyone knows he likes you, even though you never showed any specific interest towards him. Yet every time Seungmin takes it to heart.

“do you?”

“No, I fucking don’t!”, you stand up, throwing your hands up. “When will you ever stop asking that? I told you, million times that I don’t, what’s your fucking problem?”  

He stood up as fast, raising his voice. “I don’t know, maybe it’s because every time I come to your work, I get to hear how amazing this guy is, and how he’s always so fucking close to you and how you laugh every time he says something!”

“oh Jesus, I’m not allowed to laugh anymore?”, you huff in disbelief.

“No-, no I don’t mean that, you never laugh with me anymore”, Seungmin says it like it actually hurts him, like he actually gives a fuck about it. 

“What about you? you hardly even smile! we sleep facing away every night!”, your voice came out, this time yelling. 

“yeah? half the night you’re not even here, where are you, sleeping with him?”.

You halt for a moment, he can’t seriously think that, right?

“No, no, I’m not doing this tonight. fuck you”. You march past him, shoulder hitting his, heading straight for your shared bedroom. Slamming the door behind you.

Seungmin falls to sit on the couch, head in his hands. You can’t be sleeping with another man, right? you wouldn’t do it.

—

When Seungmin woke up from the couch, the house was dark, silent. He quietly got up and walked to the bedroom, opening the door. The room was empty, you weren’t there.

He got himself to the kitchen, making coffee so he wouldn't fall asleep standing. 

It’s still early, there’s not a lot of places you could’ve gone, except work. Where you alleged fuck bud is. Seungmin clenched his teeth together, I’m just overthinking it, totally overthinking. I’ll visit her after my photoshoot.

He just has to survive the photoshoot for the group's newest comeback, and then he can clean this mess up, at least for the time being.

The photoshoot went rather quickly, and didn't give him enough time to memorize a perfect sorry, that he probably wasn’t even gonna say. The whole ride to your company, he replayed yesterday's fight in his head, what he said, what you said. how distant you sounded, how like an asshole he sounded. Seungmin sighs, he loves you he really does. But he’s so busy with the group, and all the stress he takes out on you. And he’s sorry for it every time, but he can’t  get the apologies out of his mouth, and deep down he fears you don’t even want him to.

He parks in the parking lot next to your car. Which is how he knows you are here.

But when he gets inside, and makes his way to where you usually work, his heart stops. his world collapses, and he’s fulled with pain and…relief? he wasn’t overthinking, he was always right, he was going insane, yet still. Seungmin wants more of the pain, not relief, give him pain, heartbreak. make it hurt more. 

Your back was to Seungmin, your lips on the man he worries every night about. The man you said you felt nothing towards. Seungmin stumbled backwards, out of the door, he doesn’t know what's wrong with his vision, everything seems to blur, he’s not crying, is he?

Seungmin let out a sad attempt at a laugh, he doesn’t want to cry about this. But here he is, with a blurry vision, getting in his car, trying to breathe right.

He just gets back to the photoshoot to watch the other members, and then vent to them, right. Talking to them will make it better, they always make it better.

When he gets there, Jeongin is doing his photos, the other members scattered around. He thought about going to Chan, but the leader has so much more to worry about than his relationship problems. Then Seungmin's eyes laid on her, their make-up artist. She’s pretty, not married and clearly finds him attractive. If you can fuck around, why can’t he?

He made his way over, discarding every moment he ever had with you, the five years of ups and downs, and now he’ll roll down the hill willingly. 

It didn’t take long to get her to smile, to laugh at his jokes, the same jokes he once used on you. He let her touch his arm, let her flirty fingers trail down and he didn’t do anything to stop it. Even initiated for her to follow him to the private changing room, pressing her on the wall.

Kissing her the same way he kisses you, holding her waist exactly like he holds yours. 

Except it wasn’t you, it was a completely different woman, and Seungmin knew it. Breaking every promise he ever made to you, pouring them down someone else’s throat. 

—

You immediately froze when you felt his lips on yours. You were just talking about a new project, a one that you were working on when he decided to put his lips on yours. 

They weren’t Seungmins, they were soft, gentle, their lips were desperate and cold.

The moment your brain started working again, you pushed him away, taking a step back. 

“What the hell?”

He shrugged “figured I at least try”

“you know I have a boyfriend”, your heart was beating, not with excitement but with dread.

“but you’re not happy with him, are you?” ,the question angered you. Sure, you and Seungmin had some troubles lately, but you wouldn’t kiss someone else because of it.

“I’m very happy, thank you, you can’t judge my relationship with only the little bits you see, leave me alone”, you turn around, leaving him standing in the hallway. 

All while you had no Idea Seungmin witnessed that, or the kiss at least. not the push or words said after. 

When you get home, the house is empty, dark, it’s always dark. Nobody's home to put the lights on, only the bed and couch are slept on. Seungmin’s mug from this morning is sitting on the counter, with a small amount of cold coffee left. A few years ago he still left small notes for you to find when you didn’t get to see each other in the morning. A text saying he misses you. Now there’s nothing, no notes, no texts. You don’t expect them, but it’s always nice to remember. To remember what it used to be, how it could be. You snort slightly, wondering where the hell it went wrong, did you take a wrong turn? were you not meant to be? Is there still hope?

Your knees feel weak under you, causing you to slide down the wall, sitting down with your knees tucked to your chest. A sniff lets itself out, tears making a way down your cheeks. You probably cried in this relationship more than in your whole life, whether it’s because it hurts you or because you love him so much you can’t leave him, you don’t know. 

Why does it feel wrong? Love's not supposed to hurt. It's supposed to make you happy, fulfilled, you’re supposed to enjoy it. It’s not suppose to feel like it’s burning a hole in your fucking heart. Your lower lip trembles, your head bangs against the wall behind you as you rethink the last five years of your relationship, sitting alone in an apartment you’re supposed to share with a loving boyfriend. Who you rarely see, and when you see, you’re arguing over everything. 

Your phone lights up, a message from the Staykids manager. You take a shaky breath, opening your phone, and it opens the floodgate. tears just pour down as you try to read the text telling you Seungmin was flirting with a girl and now he’s in a changing room with her.

Fuck this, fuck him and fuck her. You throw your phone across the room, it clatters against a wall before dropping on the floor.

–

The door flies open as Seungmin zips his pants up, and she puts a shirt on. both turning around startled by the door hitting the wall. You're standing there in disbelief of what you’re witnessing. “Really? Seungmin, Really?”,You scoff, and before he could say anything, you point towards the door, directing your words to the girl “Out, now, Out!”, she scrambles out the door as Seungmin sighs, annoyed. “What?”

You smile, huffing like he’s joking. “What?? That's what you’re saying? You slept with her!”

He rolls his eyes, buttoning his shirt. “So what if I did”

“So what? so fucking what? I’m your girlfriend, you have a girlfriend at home!”

“You’re never home!”, He shouts, giving up on buttoning his shirt to yell at you.

“Like you are, is this the first time? or have you been fucking her all this time?” You’re tired of yelling, you want to yell, shout, scream. but all your energy goes to trying not to cry in front of him.

“No, this is the first time. I’m not so sure about you thought”

“what?”, You ask. this doesn’t make sense, you never cheated on him, never even thought of it. 

“you and, and that fucking collegee of yours, and don’t pretend you don’t know what you did”, he breathes out, trying not to shout all of this for the whole company to hear.

“what-”, you stop mid sentence when the realization hits you. Did he see it? the kiss, did he see it? “Seungmin,...I didn’t kiss him”.

“That’s not what it looked like to me”, He fired back, unintentionally stepping closer.

“He kissed me,..I pushed him away, didn’t you see that?”. He just assumed I kissed someone else? Seungmin halts. All his movements stop, and you see something shatter in his eyes.

“Was it that easy for you? to touch someone else? to just throw away everything we had?”, your voice breaks slightly as you speak, emotions getting through. Seungmin couldn’t answer, he was freezing, his face showing nothing.

“were you..”, you swallow “just waiting for a chance to do this?”

He finally moves, stepping closer, whispering your name. But you step back, holding back tears. “I, I didn’t know, I didn’t mean to..”

“but you did”, you interrupt. “You fucked her, you didn’t even ask me about it”, you continue, throwing every insacurty you ever had of this relationship in the mix. “You know, every time I think you care, you show me you don’t. Do you love me?”

“I, what?”, Seungmin looks offended that I even asked that.

“Do you love me? Because it feels like I’m the only one trying, like I’m the only one hurting over everything in this relationship, sometimes I feel like I want to die rather than love you, You have no Idea how it is to love someone so much because when you do you’d rather die or at least you don’t show it.”, the tears have made their way back to your face. “Am I not worth showing it for?”

He finally scrambles to get a hold of your arms “no, no, you are, I-”

“Don’t touch me”, you jerk back, getting his hands off of you. That breaks him, tears slowly sliding down his rosy cheeks. You sniff, walking backwards. “just, leave me alone”.

You rush out of the room, Seungmin tried to follow me, but Chan stopped him, he was right outside the door. “dude, give her time”.

When you got to the house, the first thing you did was get your suitcase out. You roamed through your closet, through all the clothes, a dress you wore to your two years anniversary. Heels he bought as a birthday gift. A fucking sweater his mom knitted for you. You try not to sob, but you can’t help the pained noises leaving your lips. Sucking in deep breaths as you throw the necessary items in the suitcase, some clothes, toiletries, wallet, your laptop after you purchased the closest in time flight out of the country. 

Taking one last look at the apartment, every picture, every memory of different rooms, how you used to cuddle on the couch, late night snacks in the kitchen, bathtub make outs. All the places you used to fight. flicking on the lights of places that haven’t been on for a long time, before shutting them off for the last time. 

As much as you love Seungmin, this is bad for you. This isn’t supposed to hurt, you don’t want it to hurt. It’s bad for both of you. You can’t remember the last time you expressed your love. You want to stay, but this time, the good memories can’t outweigh the bad ones.

You’re at the airport. with a flushed face from crying, trying to hide your face from strangers.

You make your way towards your gate, but you hear your name being yelled, and when you turn around, there’s Seungmin. Panting from running, eyes red, when he got close enough he tried to get words out. “You weren’t home, and..your stuff was gone”.

You look down, not breaking to look at his face.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I’m so stupid, and an asshole”, He breathes heavily while talking, trying not to choke on his words. “I love you, so fucking much, like really really love you. You mean so much to me, and when I saw that kiss, my whole world collapsed. I’m sorry I didn’t ask, I’m sorry I assumed, I’m so sorry”.

You look back up, at his eyes, that are obviously hurting, to his red nose, and clenched fists.

“don’t you see it, it’s too late…this, this doesn’t work. we don’t work, not anymore”. You try to explain, in a way that would hurt less for both of you, but it’s clearly not working. 

“This is my goodbye, Seungmin. I love you, but I can’t do this anymore, so..goodbye”

His lip trembles, “Am I ever gonna see again?”

“I don’t know, maybe…I just need time,..really much time”. You turn around, walking to the gate. Turning your back on the man you fell for, the man who holds your heart in his hands and the one you choose to leave for both of you.

This is for the best, you believe, whether it’s true or not, you have to find that out. Maybe you grow out of this love, or maybe you’ll miss him forever, But you won’t burn your own heart by staying for something that hurts you. 

A/U: hope you loved it, love you all!

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Hey sweets how are you hope you are enjoying and doing well how is life treating you

Heyyy my love, my summer break is over soon, so that's a little sad BUT I feel like I become way more productive in writing when there's so much else to do (oops), so there's that. OH and I just bought tickets to upcoming 8turn concert, which I am SUPER excited about, yey!

hope you and all my dear readers are having fantastic time, love you all💖

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Hey sweets

heyy hello

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Six important reasons | LMH.

Lee know x F reader | drabble

Six important reason, why he's the best one for you.

Contains: kinda angst? fluff. he's literally the sweetest here. Masterlist

Do you ever get a feeling, when you come home after a long day, that you just want to fall into bed and never wake up? 

That you rather lived anyone else’s life than yours? 

That sometimes even the small victories, happy moments aren’t enough?

You feel like your heart is a weight on your chest, instead of being something that keeps you alive.

In these moments, you couldn’t be more thankful for your boyfriend, Minho. 

He’s the one who keeps you above drowning. Kisses you until you feel okay. Holds you without making you feel like a burden. And that’s all you needed today. 

You are laying on his chest, while his arms are wrapped around you, and he’s telling you about his day, even the small details.

That's why you love him.

Minho, who wants to tell you every tiny detail about his day.

Minho, who to others may seem uncaring, but he’s the most caring and gentle person you’ve ever met.

Minho, who rolls his eyes at you, pretending to be annoyed, but can’t help his smile.

Minho, who looks madly in love with you but tries to deny it.

Minho, who can’t go a day without seeing, but doesn’t want to admit that he would miss you.

Minho, who looks at you like you are his entire world and his heart hurts every time he looks at you because he can’t comprehend how much feelings he has for you.

A tear runs down your cheek, and you sniffle trying to hide the fact that you’re about to cry.

But of course he notices, he always does.

“Hey, what’s wrong?”, his hand finds your face, and the gate just opens, more tears pouring out. “Nothing”, you tried to wipe the wetness away from your cheeks,and smiled at him while letting out a small laugh. “I just…love you so much”. He smiled back, shaking his head a little. “You’re stupid, why are you crying about it”. You hit his chest, not with force, just a slight touch that screamed how dare you.

Minho laughs a little, pulling you against his chest, before he murmurs against your hair.

“I love you more”

A/U: heyyy, please tell me if you liked it! comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated! 💕

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Nerd Seungmin

NerdSeungmin who was completely unfocused in class when he first saw you, his eyes kept wandering to you.

NerdSeungmin who couldn't speak to you without stuttering.

NerdSeungmin who couldn't help having inappropriate thoughts about you in the middle of lessons.

NerdSeungmin who had to hide a boner when he saw you in a skirt for the first time.

NerdSeungmin who fantasizes that you'd find him cock in his hand, moaning your name and wouldn't run off.

NerdSeungmin who couldn't believe he actually pulled you, and now he gets to touch you everyday.

NerdSeungmin who like being called a good boy, and takes studying with you as foreplay.

AN: hope you liked it! comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated :D Masterlist

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Hi. Just a recommendation for the smaus. So the POC readers don't feel singled put, you could avoid using pictures and instead put *insert *description* picture*.

Loving your work

Hey! Thank you for the recomendation! Personally I like using the pictures and I like it that way. I didn't notice I was using one type of pictures, and I'm sorry if someone felt left out because of it.

I always try to include all kinda of people, both in my written and fake text fanfictions, and I'm very sorry again if someone has felt left out.

But I have noticed, I tend to sometimes make reader inserts lean towards myself (many of this has not been posted because of it). And In the future I'll promise to include all kinda of persons in my fake text pictures💕💕

Thank you for this, and thank you for loving my work lovely readers❤️

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you ask if another member could join

All in one | Fake texts For this request Warnings: Suggestive, talking about threesom/sex,lot of things said. Masterlist requests are open A/U:hey, I decided to put all of these in one post, tell me do you like this one or the Hyungline/maknaeline more

Bangchan

Lee know

Changbin

Hyunjin

Han

Felix

Seungmin

Jeongin

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request!!! can you make some suggestive fake texts where reader ask if they can bring a member to join them.

Heyy! coming right up, thank you for the request. (also, so sorry for how long it took)

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Pussy drunk | HJS.

Han Jisung x f!reader | Drabble Contains: smut Masterlist A/U: I'm sick and it sucks.

You would think, a human who just had dance practice for several hours, went to the gym, and filmed a vlog would be tired.

But no, not your boyfriend apparently.

Because here you are, straddling his face and gripping his hair with all your might, while he holds you down by your thighs. 

“Gosh, please Han”, you moan out, your thighs trembling from the approaching orgasm.

But it’s like he doesn’t even hear you, completely occupied with eating you out, moaning like he was the one getting pleasure from it. 

Your boyfriend, Han Jisung, who’s a world wide known Idol, is drunk on your pussy. 

And he loves it. Groaning, moaning against you while sucking like it’s his full time job. 

You’re lunch, dinner and dessert served on a one plate meant for him.

And Han isn’t stopping until he’s finished with his meal. 

He’s doing this for his pleasure, the cries and moans are just a bonus. 

A/U: ayyy! we are over 200 followers! thank you so much💖💕

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i had a breaking scanrios of kim seungmin and the reader's relationship is being haywired and the reader has been in a relationship for 5 years and the reader is being overworked in the animation industry she is a 3D artist seungmin is also overworked.he has doubts and insecurity on reader as he thinks that reader colleague is her boyfriend reader becomes upset and says why do you assume that every colleague is my boyfriend as he says something that triggers reader he says that you are probably staying over long which reader gets hurt emotionally could you make the story painful that he betrays her by actually being with someone else as reader sees the post by dispatch saying that he is with a staff

Based on apologize by one republic

Heyy! oh god, I can already see this in my head, and I'd love to try and write it. I've never actually wrote anything with a sad ending or a very sad story line (a happy end girly here), but I see this so clearly and I'm already going over lines in my head and scenarios, so...I'll absolutely try and write this idea. Thank you for the request and your lovely comments, my dear reader💖

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Unusual

Seungmin x f!reader Drabble Contains: smut Masterlist

It was unusual.

The way his hands gripped your hips, tighter than usual. desperate.

The way he is closing his eyes.

The way noises just leave his lips, he’s not in control at all.

Seungmin just lets you ride him, while clinging to you with all his might, like you were going to disappear if he loosened his grip. 

“fuckfuckfuck”, he whispers, his eyes closed. You swear he sounds almost whiny, like he’s on the edge of losing it completely.

And it’s so hot.

You squeeze around him, and he whimpers.

You don’t know what caused him to get like this, but you aren’t complaining.

because your incredible handsome boyfriend is whimpering and whining under you.

Seungmin tightened his grip on you, and buried his face in your neck.

“baby,..baby…so close..please”, his breath was ragged, his words coming out as pleads. 

You thread your fingers through his hair, while rolling your hips, pushing him over the edge. 

And to your surprise, you felt something wet on your neck, quickly coming to realize that he was crying. Quietly sniffling, while going through his haze of orgasm. 

you pepper the crown of his head with kisses, making your way to his face.

“you okay, seungminnie?”

He takes a deep breath, his grip on you loosening slightly as he nods.

“yeah,yeah…just…felt good”, he didn’t want to lift his head to look at you, but you can see his cheeks slightly tinted with pink.

“yeah? you never cried before”, it was cute and hot, but you also wanted to make sure he was okay.

He groans quietly “please be quiet”

You giggle “fine, just wanted to make sure you okay”

“I’m fine”, was the response.

“Just so you know, I thought it was hot”, you whisper in his ear, to fluster him more or to annoy him, you hadn’t decided.

“shut up”

A/U: we are so close to 200 followers !!!😫💖

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They send a pic while horny | skz

Hyung line | fake texts for this request Warning: explicit pictures,suggestive language,cursing. Maknae line Masterlist Request are open

Bangchan

Lee know

Changbin

Hyunjin

A/U: changbin's picture is not his. also, do we like these names more, or the horny ass names?

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my request is: THEY send a suggestive pic when they are horny

heyy! thank you for the request. I'm sorry for taking so long.

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In a headlock?

Changbin x f!reader drablle Contains: smut Masterlist

The room is tinted with a light glow from the moon. 

Your moans are echoing in the otherwise almost quiet room. You’re on your stomach, your stupidly way too hot boyfriend on top of you, fucking into you from behind, with his arm around your neck. Keeping you in a head lock.

Changbin is whispering and groaning in your ear, keeping his arm around your neck, the pressure just right, making you lightheaded yet able to breathe. 

“This what you wanted?”, while aiming his thrust just right to hit that spot that makes your eyes roll back.

“Take it, baby”, he groans close to your ear, “that’s what you been begging for”

And he’s right, you couldn’t stop staring at his arms, his muscles. For the last few days that’s all you’ve been doing, until you snapped and admitted wanting to be fucked in a headlock.

All you could do was moan, whine, while your nails dig into his skin. But that only spurred him to continue, keeping you still and your head up enough for all the sounds leaving your lips to be heard.

“God, you drive me insane”, his hot breath hitting straight into your neck, making you shiver, all you could do was take it, exactly what you wanted.

“Come on”

“cum for me, pretty girl”

A/U: I was sick for the whole week, ugh. anyway,..his arms....do I need to say more?

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ShyPervert Jeongin

ShyPervert Jeongin who secretly steals your panties and returns them before you notice they're gone.

ShyPervert Jeongin who peaks through the door when your changing, and then rushes to the living room when you're done.

ShyPervert Jeongin who loves when you wear short skirts, but never mentiones anything.

ShyPervert Jeongin who blushes when ever you're too close, but still grips your waist because he can't keep his hands off of you.

ShyPervert Jeongin who can't keep his eyes off of your ass but flushes red when you catch him staring.

ShyPervert Jeongin who's too shy to ask if he can overstimulate you during sex, because he's obsessed with the noises you make.

ShyPervert Jeongin who knows every pair of lingerine you have even if you haven't showed it to him yet.

ShyPervert Jeongin who secretly keeps a video of him fucking you on his phone so he can get off to it, because he's too embarassed to ask for new ones.

A/N: heyy, I tried one of these! Tell me what you think,reblogs and likes are always appreciated!

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Exactly your type

Bangchan x Idol f!reader

“So, what do you think, can I get dessert?”your gaze moved to the dessert menu when Chan mentioned it. It did look delicious, “everything looks so good”. His eyes shift back to you, taking you in with his eyes. “- I meant something more like,...you”.

Content: smut

Words: 2,7K

Warnings: cursing,protected sex,oral(f receiving),big dick chan, multiple orgasms, nicknames.

A/N: I'm so sorry for not posting for so long, a lot of things has happend.

Masterlist

You are a member of Starex, a girl group of eight. You’ve been active for seven years, debuting a year after Straykids in the JYP entertainment, through a survival show.

When you first stepped your foot in the building, you were determined to debut, you walked in with confidence, your audition mastered to perfection. You wanted to show there was potential to you, that you were determined, that you could make it. 

You passed your audition, becoming a trainee and that’s when you started taking interest in production, making your own beat you can dance to, your own lyrics to voice out.

But your chance to make your debut seemed to just get further and further away as time passed. You trained for six years before being placed into a survival show. 16 girls, eight of them would be making their debut, simple enough, yeah?

For every monthly evaluation you trained harder, showing your dancing, rapping, your powerful voice, and creativity in music. And behind the stage, on the camera, fans got to see your persona.

They’ve got to learn that you have a flirty side with witty remarks and sass. 

It was clear to the judges and the fans that you got talent. Even if you weren’t in the fans top choices, you were never dropped down below the line of possible elimination.

Your determination of always wanting to be better, to learn more, and promising skills secured you a spot in the group, finally debuting as the second oldest, main rapper, lead dancer and producer of Starex. With your beautiful fans Stars.

Now. seven years later.

Starex has gone viral, having millions of loving fans, getting recognized and respected for their self produced music. Much like Straykids, and it’s no surprise that the fans want to see the two groups together.

That has yet to happen, but for a starter, you and Bangchan from Straykids have been invited to a show that is known for bringing people from different groups together and test their chemistry, the two Idols selected by fans choice.

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“Fuck!”, you groaned out into a pillow your face was buried in, while your group's maknae – Yuki– laughed at you. Lifting your head, you glare at her “it’s not funny”, but she just shakes her head while smiling “it is”. You change your position from being on your stomach to being on your back, staring at the ceiling “why…just why him”, that’s what you've been saying for about twenty minutes now. “Come on, it’s not bad, plus you think he’s attractive” Yuki grins, like she gets some kind of satisfaction from your suffering. “That’s exactly the problem!”, you exclaim, sitting up. “He’s a hot, older guy, with a fricking Australian accent!”

“ And exactly your type”, Yuki adds in. “Exactly”

You may be in the same company, and in the same damn building everyday, but you haven't actually had an actual conversation with him if the quick good mornings or head nods when passing don’t count in. And repeating again, he’s hot, he’s older, and has an Australian accent plus some really good looking muscles. You may be a flirt, you may be straight worded but who doesn’t get flustered in front of a guy that’s their type to a T? 

“Just go there and flirt with him, and maybe he asks you out to dinner”, the blonde maknae tries to put out.  “Yeah, right”, you said, a little sarcastically.

“Don’t worry, I’ll manifest for you”, Yuki smiles, while opening her phone.

“Thanks”.

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“- for this episode, let’s welcome Bangchan from Straykids, and y/n from Starex!”

The light was pointed at you, as you two walked to the stage from different sides, giving small smiles to each other before bowing.

You were seated together on a couch, you could feel his warm body next to yours even if you weren’t touching each other. He had this comfortable and kind feeling around him, like he always does, which made you more comfortable to be sitting so close to him.

“At the start, we always like to ask a few questions, so let’s start with, how do you feel about being here”, the host asked. You grinned a little before answering, “I personally feel amazing, especially since I get to be here with such a handsome man”. Chan let out a small laugh, the tip of his ears turning red “I could say the same, I mean she’s an amazing woman”.

The host grinned. “Looks like we already have a good start, the fans chose well, I see”.

She continued with some questions, and you found out that you and Chan have the same favorite color, you like the same foods and both are complete nerds about music. He made you laugh, blush and flustered in the span of a minute, and then he would get red at his own flirting. That’s right, flirting. Or at least subtle flirting but it was still there.

“Are you flirting with me, mr.bang?”

“I don’t know, am I?”, he laughed a little. God his dimples,he’s so adorable yet hot, it’s not fair. 

“Well, to me it seems like it”

“Good”

Can’t flirt my ass, he could make any woman weak in the knees just by smiling.

“You have to be careful, I might flirt back”, you teased

“Is it bad, that's exactly what I hope for?”, he grinned back, letting out a small laugh.

“Yeah? You hope for it?”

That’s what it was, for the entire show. You going back and forth, laughing and smiling. You could swear that, at one point he was checking you out. His eyes flicking up and down on your figure, your breath stuttering when you notice it, heat pooling in your lower stomach. He’s making you feel like you’re on fire and he’s only just looking at you. Unfortunately the show’s time is at its last minute, which means you’d have to part your ways, or so you thought.

“I was thinking,..would you like to have dinner with me?”. You swear your heart stopped for a minute. Dinner. With him. Yuki, I will thank you for the rest of my life.

“Yeah, I’d love to”

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The restaurant was small, cozy, just a small place where there weren't a lot of people and you didn’t need to make a reservation. You swear you had a butterfly strom in your stomach the moment you got there, he’s just such a gentleman. A gentle man who flirts, yet opens the door for you and pulls out the seat.

“Is it okay if I take a glass of wine?”, you looked at the menu.

“Go ahead, no one’s stopping you”. A waitress neared our table, and asked for our orders.

“You know, I really wasn’t expecting this to end on a dinner”, you voiced out.

“Yeah? Well you’re a lovely lady”, he complimented, causing you to smile.

You couldn’t help but blush every time he looked at you a little longer, it’s like his eyes were shining whenever he got to lay his eyes on you.

When the food was ready and you got to taste it, you groaned out loud.

“This is like heaven, what the hell?”. Having no idea what kind of brain storm you just caused inside Chan’s head. He replayed the sound you just made over and over again in his mind, before snapping out of it, “yeah, this place has amazing food”.

You both enjoyed your food with light conversation, yet the tension between you two was growing. Nobody could deny that, every word had a subtle tense to it, a subtle hint of wanting more.

“So, what do you think, can I get dessert?”your gaze moved to the dessert menu when Chan mentioned it. It did look delicious, “everything looks so good”.

Chan's eyes moved to the menu for the first time, “yeah, they do, but..”

His eyes shift back to you, taking you in with his eyes. “- I meant something more like,...you”.

Your breathing stopped, your cheeks immediately flushing red, and your eyes found him.

Oh.

Oh. 

“I mean,...would you want it?”, your words came out breathy, more flustered than you intended. “Are you offering?”. God yes, yes I am.

“Maybe”

It didn’t take long for you two to be stumbling through his dorm’s door, lips quickly finding the others. You decide to take his dorm because one, you’d have more roommates and second, he said the dorm should be empty right now.

Your back hit the wall, as your arms found their way around his shoulders.

His hands gripped your hips, pulling you closer to him, it’s like he couldn’t keep his hands off of you, now that he has you alone. You curse into his mouth, kissing harder, your fingers threading through his hair, before gripping onto it, causing him to groan into the kiss. Chan’s hands slid lower,down to the curve of your ass, and in no time lifted you up. You moaned at how it seems like your weight was nothing to him, how he lifted you up like it was nothing.

Chan made his way to his room while carrying you, and kissing you, navigating through the dorm by pure luck. 

He set you down on the bed, his lips finding your neck, leaving hot open mouthed kisses behind as he made his way down. 

“Shit, Chan”, you whimpered when his hands found your nipples. Rubbing them over your shirt's fabric. You moved your hands inside his shirt, feeling up his stomach, abs, chest, whatever you could get your hands on. 

“Lift your hips for me, baby”, he whispered into your skin, sliding your jeans down when you obeyed. His hand quickly came to part your thighs, gripping them, while he left marks and kisses on your inner thigh.

Your whimpers quickly turned to small moans, as you tipped your head back.

“You sound so sweet”, Chan’s voice was rough, not as in dominant but as in he wants to wreck you so badly that it makes him wrecked. He licked you through your panties, tasting the wetness seeking through the fabric, and groaned 

You whine at the tease, the small friction causing you to get even more wet. 

“Chan, please,..don’t tease”

You didn’t need to tell him twice, before he slipped your panties off, and he didn’t waist a minute when he got back between your legs. Licking, sucking, eating like a man starved.

You let out a string of curses, your fingers slipping in his hair, gripping tightly, but it only made him go harder. Groaning every time your hips twitched, your hands tightened on his hair or you made a particularly loud noise.

“You taste so good, fuck…”, he murmured between licks, before buring his face deeper, fingers gripping your thighs to keep them apart so he could keep going.

“Fuckfuckfuck, so close, please, Chan”, you moan, trashing your head against the pillows, your back arching. “Yeah?, go on”, he sucked and licked harder, his nose pumping on your clit from time to time. Your thighs shake in his hands, threatening to close around his head as you cum into his mouth, whining his name.

Chan’s eyes rolled back into his head, like he was the one going through an orgasm, he didn’t leave from between your thighs before you were twitching from overstimulation, coming up to kiss your lips.

“You okay?”.

“The best”, you breath out, still trying to catch your breath.

He smiled and kissed you like he didn’t just eat your soul out. 

It didn’t take long for him to start traveling his kisses down again, playing with your tits. You hum, hands roaming around his shoulders. “Condoms?”

“In the bedside drawer”.

You reach over to open the top drawer, taking a condom out, before rolling you guys over, so you're straddling him. He helped you get his shirt off, before you zip down his pants where there’s a big bulge and a tent of precum. You can’t believe he made so much precum by just eating you out. You pull his pants off, leaving him in just his boxers. You come up to kiss him, both of you breathing hard, teeth clashing, and tongues meeting, before you travel your kisses down his neck, to his chest, to his abs.

You palm him through his boxers, feeling how hard he is, while he pucks his hips into your hand and swears at the same time. Finally you put him out of his misery and free him out of his boxers, and….jesus fucking christ.

“That’s supposed to fit in me?”, you stare. It’s big, you expected slightly bigger than average by the bulge but fuck. 

He sat up, lifting your chin so your eyes are redirected on his face again.

“It will, baby”, he peppered your face with kisses.

“Okay, mr.hung”, you said, pressing on his chest to make him lay down again. You roll the condom on him, before hovering over it, planting your hands on his chest for support. You slowly lowered yourself down, taking the tip. You take in a sharp breath as Chan curses, his hands coming to grip your hips. No matter how much he wanted to thrust up, he let you go at your pace. Taking deep breaths in to control himself.

You lowered yourself to the base, sitting on his pelvis, barely breathing by the feeling of him inside you. “Shit”, you whisper,rolling your hips as a test and immediately moaning. Chan groaned at your movement, closing his eyes.

Slowly, you sat up to your knees, gliding up his length, and then going down. Your mouth is open, small moans just coming out.

After a moment, you got more confidence and fastened your pace, which was worse for Chan’s sanity. You push up, and let yourself drop down, just using him to your own pleasure while he groaned and moaned underneath you. You tighten your walls around him, and he choked on his moan, hands gripping your hips so tight, you are sure it’s gonna leave marks.

“That feel good?”, you continue riding him at a fast pace, going up and dropping down. “Fuck, yeah, so good”, he pucked his hips up, causing you to moan and stop your pace because you swear you just saw fucking heavan. “Fuck, please, do that again”, and he did. fucking up into you, hitting that sweet spot that made you moan and your thighs shake. He smirked, “aww, can’t concentrate?”. You wanted to say something witty back, but all you could do was moan when he manhandled you onto your back, and pushed in you again. He slided his cock out, so that only the tip was inside, and slammed back in. You arched your back, hands gripping onto his shoulders, letting out little ah’s on every thrust. Chan’s other hand was gripping your waist, while the other came up to play with your boobs.you gripped his hair, pulling him down to kiss you, moaning in his mouth.

“Shit,h-harder”, you stutter out.

“Yeah? Sure you can take it?”, despite that, he put both of his hands on your waist, pulling your body back against him on every thrust, your eyes rolling back every time he hit that sweet spot inside you.

Your body seized up, back arched as your orgasm hit you out of nowhere, letting out a raw mix of a moan and a scream. Chan groaned as your walls tightened around his cock, and he cummed inside the condom, continuing with small thrust, until you were twitching again, fingers digging in his shoulder, thighs still shaking. He pulled out, throwing the condom in the trash bin, before flopping beside you.

You licked your lip, before turning your head to look at him, finding him already looking at you. “What are you looking so smug for?”

“Nothing”; he laughed a little, wrapping his arms around your waist, placing a small gentle kiss on your shoulder. 

“Was this a one time thing?”, you asked after some time.

“Do you want it to be a one time thing?”

“No”, you answered honestly.

Chan sat up a little, so he could look at you better. 

“A second date then?”

You smiled a little. “I’d like that”

(I wrote this instead of studying for my test, hehe)

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