"사랑해요 means i love you"

[tim3froz3nlove]

Girls are fucking stupid...-___- im convinced they have no sense of logic or humility sometimes. I think men are more faithful nowadays than woman are. Great job girls

[tim3froz3nlove]

One of the few places i can run to. I hope you know how much you mean to me. I don't say this very often but... I love you...

[tim3froz3nlove]

Im literally nothing in your eyes. I do everything wrong and you just judge me left and right. Honestly, all that does is hurt me even more.

[tamasawr]

It’s just so hard sometimes, but I’ve got to keep myself together.

[maddisonkennedy-deactivated2017]

If you catch me looking at your lips when you talk, just kiss me.

[tim3froz3nlove]

My heart has been fucked up so many times it's like the flimsy box that you get at the movies LOL Too bad super glue doesn't do shit for this problem.

[tim3froz3nlove]

You completely shattered my heart and you don't even know it. Shame on you. Shame on me for thinking you actually cared about me

[tim3froz3nlove]

You deserve a way better person in your life than me...im sure you wouldn't care about me anyways...

[tim3froz3nlove]

I want nothing more in life right now than to be with you. You're so dang cute. I want to kiss you so badly...

[tim3froz3nlove]

I can't stop thinking about you. I want to be with you so badly. I've never tried so hard not to screw things up...it's killing me inside. I just want to tell you...i just don't want my heart to get shattered again...

[tim3froz3nlove]

2014

The year in review: ROUGH. So many ups and downs this year. All I can remember is the rough ending to this year because it's the freshest in my mind. Bowling wise it's been rough and school hasn't been any better. The only positives I can get out of it is that I've made a few more friends, which is always a good thing! Other than that, I'm really looking forward to getting past 2014 and get onto 2015. 2014 was supposed to be "my year" because I was born in the year of the horse. Boy did that go out the window fast! I'm hoping in all aspects of life that 2015 will bring me way more happiness, joy, and success than 2014. Time to move forward!... SHAKE IT OFF!

[tim3froz3nlove]

Your Happiness

When we first met, I didn't think things would turn out the way they did. We were so young and still learning in general what it was to be together with someone, even what it's like to be a friend; a brother or a sister. Flash forward to a few days again and now look at you and I. I got the privilege to watch you grow into the beautiful young woman you are today. In all honesty, I didn't know how I would react watching you get married. But as everything went on I realized how happy you were on your special day and the look in your eyes as the night went on. It hit me throughout the night that it didn't matter what the circumstances were and all those other things that people were too blind to get past, the main thing was that you were truly happy. It has been a long road between you and me. From meeting each other, being friends, being a couple, breaking up, reconnecting as friends, and just being brother/sister. Our long past has hit this point. There aren't enough words in the world to let you know how much everything we've been through means to me and especially how beautiful you looked on your special day. All I can sum up to say is: thank you. Thank you for teaching me what it's like to be who you are and what it's like to have such a strong relationship with another person. It possibly may have taken all the way till your special day for me to realize what it truly means to be a friend, but I am totally grateful of you for letting me realize it. You've taught me so many things from the day we first met and although I feel like I haven't returned the favor, I hope one day I'll be able to. I hope you have an amazing future with him and you continue on your endless journey of happiness. You deserve it.

From your: brother, biggest (if not, one of) supporter, and most importantly...friend.

[tim3froz3nlove]

Thoughts and Ideas

Sometimes I feel like I want to be around you more often then not, but you just give me this feeling that you barely care about yourself, nonetheless me for that matter. Sure, you still acknowledge me and talk to me, but things just aren't the way they were. I don't like judging you or anything because I don't know where you're at in your life and what problems you're dealing with. I do know that I just really want to be there for you. I feel like that's the kind of person I am though. I always feel this need to be there for my friends when they're down or dealing with problems. The problem for me is trying to understand that I can't ALWAYS (1,000%) be there for each and every one of them. Honestly, it is good to have time to myself, but sometimes I'm not sure if that makes me feel happy. I feel like I haven't been as happy as I once was...and that's one of the main things I want to start changing. Before, I showed who I am...some people loved me while others hated me. But I feel like I lost sight of this. I feel like I lost friendships when (for the most part) it's all the same, just we're all busy. I want to be that free-spirited, fun-loving, energetic person I once was. I need to start telling myself to take care of myself first...because at this rate no one will love you if you don't love or take care of yourself. If this matters at all, I still care about you. I still have a huge place in my heart for you. I probably can say I still am loving you. I just need to grasp the concept that we're headed in opposite directions. I just hope you don't go down a beaten path. Because I know...ill be going down my own. With or WITHOUT you.

[tim3froz3nlove]

2013

2013

It's been a while since i've been on here but it's good to be back on. Recapping 2013, boy was it a whole lot better than 2012. There were some pretty rough moments this year but within a 365 day calendar year, you can't expect everything to go great every day, right? October and November really stood out to me though. Both probably because they're fresh in my memory. Both like night and day. October (one of my favorite months)...not so good. November (a decent month for me usually)...VERY good.

Friendships this year, like any other year, up and down. I am super pleased that I got to make friends on the mainland and get closer to them. It feels good when you make new friends. I guess it kinda takes away the sadness when I'm not around my friends back home. I did make some friends in some of my classes this past semester and although I may not have done as well as I hoped for, this was possibly the most fun i've had in my respective classes in a while. As far as bowling..definitely up and down. Didn't end on a good note like I thought I would but I'm sure planning to change that this year. Goals are set high for me and I plan to hit them (or come very close). I think one of the things that is really standing out to me is how much I miss seeing a few people. I feel like I haven't talked to them this whole year. Seeing them before I go back for next semester would definitely be pretty high on my list of things I would like to do before I leave. I honestly think sometimes I'm nuts for the things I do/say. Anyways... As 2013 is coming to an end, a lot is going on through my mind. But with the way things have gone all in all this year, next year should come with a lot more ups, right?! 2014...here we come!!!

[tim3froz3nlove]

My life. My struggle.

It sucks that I can't do anything about how I feel. I try my very best to make sure I physically keep my distance away from you and don't get too close. I try so hard when im around you NOT to tell you how much I love you. I know, love is a very strong word and trust me, I'm no longer the type that throws the "I love you" around like it's nothing. When I say it, I definitely mean it. To my family to my closest of friends to even (although she doesn't know it) the person im falling so hard for. I just keep it inside. I think the biggest reason why I do that is because I don't want to get hurt as bad as im convinced I am going to if I tell her. Im slowly learning that majority of things (if not everything) in life is a two-way street. Sometimes the path seems so smooth. No bumps. No detours. No stops. All smooth sailing and a happy ending at the very end. But sometimes it's nothing but the complete opposite. Sometimes you wonder, "when will things FINALLY work out in my favor?" You feel like every aspect in life is an uphill climb. That's how my life feels. Although certain aspects of my life might not stack up to most people, I feel like I fall into the category of those people. I always felt like I was fighting an uphill battle. People would always judge me off of my size, weight, looks, etc. But they always overlook one thing...my heart. Hopefully one day, maybe possibly when you're about to see yourself with someone the rest of your life, ill get the courage to tell you everything that I feel towards you. Maybe one day, ill get over my struggles. MAYBE one day..you'll give me your heart...because you certainly have mine already..

[tim3froz3nlove]

The thing I always wanted...

When it comes to certain things, I really don't ask for much. Heck, sometimes I wish for my friends' well-being and happiness before mine. I guess the reason why I try not to ask for too much is because I care barely get the "little" things that I want, so why ask for a "long" shot, when I know it's not going to happen? Yes, I try my best to be positive, but at the same time, it's hard to be positive when you don't have anyone telling you "you can do it" or helping you along the way. I know it may sound strange, but certain people in this world need someone that will be there for them and be their "rock". It could be a family member, a friend, gf/bf, etc. Unfortunately, I feel like I'm one of those people. Don't get me wrong, I like it when people underestimate me and point out ALL of the bad things about me (it makes me feel better when I can prove them wrong), but with every negative comment, I feel like you need someone that will tell you the complete opposite and believe in you. I feel like there are moments when I feel I do have someone (or more than one person) being a positive influence on me. But most times than not, it's more of the negative comments.

I wish I could have that "rock" like person in my life...it honestly doesn't have to be someone that I like or am going out with or anything..it could just be a friend. I know that I always try to be a "rock" for most of my closest friends, but in general, that's who I am. I just wish you could be my rock...too bad it's probably just wishful thinking again...

[westernlariat]

[tim3froz3nlove]

LOL pikachu!!!