I'm a bit insecure

Hey there, the name is Theodore, but I really don't like that name so just call me Teddy. I am the son of Remus and Tonks. Yes. I lived with Harry who kindly took me in as his own when my parents passed away. I'm not sad though, they were heroes after all, my heroes. My best friend is Lily Luna Potter, I love her dearly, along with Roxanne Weasley, who's also close. Devon, well.. we're getting there, not quite sure where we're at. I'm a graduate from Hogwarts, a former prefect, and Hufflepuff. Currently working with Caryn Collins as an auror. Hufflepuffs take what they want.

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Teddy || A gift or a curse

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Roxanne watched him a moment. She then glanced back when she heard a howl. Jensen knew. He could wait. Roxanne stood up and stepped closer to him. The she wolf laid down next to the male. A soft whimper left her as she nudged him a moment before she nuzzled against him. He was going through the after effects of the bite but she was so relieved that he was going to be okay. After another moment, another howl was heard. She glanced into it’s direction and then stood up, shaking her head.

She laid down a bit away from him, motioning him to climb onto her back. She couldn’t apparate as a wolf and he was in no condition to run or walk much for that matter. If she didn’t get there soon, there’d be a roar and she was sure of that.  Once he got an idea of what she wanted she slowly stood up and walked out of the cave to take off in a slow jog to meet with Jensen. Once they got there, Jensen approached Teddy. “She bit you after all. How’re you feeling?”

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"Like I'm high as a mother fucker." he joked then rolled his eyes. "I'm dizzy, sweating, and I feel like i'm going to vomit any moment but I'm too tired to roll over onto my side if I do. I feel weak and sore like i had just worked out for five days straight and over did it." Teddy closed his eyes and sighed.

"Quite frankly, sir, i want to sleep but I'm scared that if I fall asleep I wont wake up. I know that sometimes these symptoms that I am having aren't always good and could lead to bad things but I also know that sometimes it's tell you the venom from the bite is starting to take over and it's my body making changes." Teddy yawned and opened his eyes. "Roxanne is upset with me or angry probably both mixed with worried and I understand why. I'm going to be fine though so she should calm down." he spoke more directly towards Roxanne than Jensen.

His fingers lazily stroked Roxanne's fur then gently pat her head. "Can I sleep yet? Would that be bad to do right now or..?" His head bobbed to the side and he gazed at Jensen through lidded eyes. 

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Teddy || Together (AU)

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She felt the tug from the chains and soon she was free from them. Savannah brought her wrists forward and rubbed around them. There was a tint of red that covered her skin. She looked down at the bodies that laid n the floor. Savannah stepped forward and kicked one of them’s hand over. She looked around as she did a turn. 

A smirk tugged at the corner of her lips before she turned to him. “Well done, as always.” She bent down and looked to see for weapons maybe she could keep for her Death Eaters. She took a vile from one that she would check to see what it was later. She looked over at him. “We should go before someone decides to show up.” 

"I’m afraid not." She picked up the chains form the ground and threw one to the other female she brought it over Savannah’s neck, bringing her back while the other female did the same to Teddy. The two had learned how to not make a noise. The two had trained day and night and had searched for the duo for so long with no luck. Now was their chance, they hadn’t made it in time to save the others though. 

"I’m getting real tired of this chain business." Savannah grunted. Roxanne tightened them around her neck, "Are you? We’re getting really tired of you." The moment she had found out what Teddy was doing, Lily decided to join the Aurors along with her father. Roxanne had stepped up to be an unspeakable, all in an attempt to save him. It just didn’t click how this even happened. How they lost him. Why they lost him. 

"Teddy, please. Give in and don’t make this harder than it has to be.." She pleaded. Lily didn’t want to tug so hard. It was still Teddy, right? It had to be. She held onto it tightly though, looking at Roxanne with a sad gaze. Roxanne was already working on charming her so that she wouldn’t be able to move. 

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He would have smiled at the praise but he had learned never to do so. Instead he shrugged and replied, "I've done better." Which, of course he has. He's left a scene to where you didn't even know who the people he killed were. He's learned to kill with his hands as well as with magic. Magic was easier, faster. 

The moment he felt the chain around his neck he struggled. It wasn't very hard with the one who had gotten him. Poor Lily, so scared to hurt him when he wouldn't think twice on doing so on her because of how Roxanne had Savannah. She always had hope. Her hope was the last thing that died, Teddy knew that. You grow up around people you learn these sorts of things. Just like he knew what to say to get into her mind and upset her.

Theodore stopped struggling. It was obvious the little red head really didn't want to hurt him. The chain barely even touched his neck. He could breathe, he could move. He could speak perfectly fine.

"Or what? You'll hurt me? Not like you haven't done that before," he spat. The former Hufflepuff knew what he was saying, of course he did. Little Lily Luna always wanting to make her friends and family happy. She'd be devastated if she knew she hurt anyone, especially her Teddy bear. It wasn't all a lie. She did hurt him and so did Roxanne but Teddy knew better than to say that to Rox. She would snap, she would call him out on his shit. 

Pushing the chain away a bit he turned and faced the red head, chain against the back of his neck now. Easy, just like he thought. She couldn't even manage to tighten her hold on the chain to stop him. "Do you honestly believe she has me brain washed, Lils?" He rose his hand letting his fingers gently touch her cheek, "because she didn't. I'm still me through and through, just.. better. Don't you think?" he cocked his head slightly and smiled.

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Teddy || A gift or a curse

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It wasn’t always as quick for others because the body had to decide if it wanted to accept the venom or not. This was the crucial stage where it could go either way. He could die or he could let his body go through the change. Her claws dug into the ground as her ears kept pressed down against her head. His heartbeat was accelerating at a drastic speed. Roxanne looked him over a moment, sweat was accumulating  over his forehead. 

She whimpered even with the smile, she wasn’t comfortable. She was terrified. She tugged on his pants leg to motion him to sit down. She needed to look into his eyes, see if there was a change. Maybe his eyes were dilated. She needed a sign that his body was accepting it. When he did so, she looked up at him. There was a slight change in color. 

A change in body heat was evident. He had until the next full moon for the shift to take it’s full course. Roxanne stepped back and let out a slight huff. Most in relief that his body was accepting it rather than rejecting it completely. She put her paw over her eyes and sat down, shaking her head. 

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He sat down like she wanted him to, feeling dizzy anyway. He wasn't sure if he was spinning or the world was, well the world was but never to where he can see it. Teddy kept repeating to himself that he was okay, because he was. His parents left a well put together kid in the arms of Harry Potter and Andromeda. Granted Harry raised him as his own and he often visited his aunt he was still strong and capable of withstanding this. Maybe he could just placebo himself into believing that.

Teddy watched Roxanne, the way she shook her head. He took that as a sign that he was okay, otherwise she probably would have grabbed him and sprinted towards her alpha. He fell back against the ground and closed his eyes, wiping the sweat from his forehead. The male always hated sweating but he was always active that he had to get used to it. "I'm okay. Totally okay." he mumbled.

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Teddy || Together (AU)

Savannah had long given up on being saved or anything of that sort. She gave into the nature and let Bellatrix guide her. She was bringing down towns bit by bit. She was taking over faster than Voldemort ever did. Her tactics were better. She had a plan that people saw as practically flawless. The Death Eaters were growing and fear was spreading throughout the wizard world once more. Yet as she was growing, so was her brother. 

How ironic that siblings ended up pinned against one another. Her brother who once wouldn’t care about saving anyone but himself now was raising his own group to go against her. Her horcruxes were much harder to find and destroy though. She wasn’t going to be an easy target or so she thought at first. Everyone slips up. Even the best. 

The witch found herself with her hands tied behind her back. Blind folded.  Of course there was a price over her head. She was actually having fun seeing how long before they were able to communicate to Ryos that they had found his sister dearest. It wasn’t until she realized that the chains that were holding her down were charmed so that she couldn’t perform magic. 

Tugging at the chains, she pulled herself forward in attempt to free herself. Savannah let out a blood curdling scream, she felt the way something was burning into her back now. Like hot wax. She then felt it ease up and heard others screaming. The woman fell to her knees and tried to listen to what was going on. She felt someone then cup her cheeks and make her look up.

The touch was familiar and soft. She let out a shaky breath and then felt the blindfold be removed. Savannah looked up to see two chocolate polls staring down into her blue orbs, a part of her was expecting it to be Leo. The male who so desperately tried to save her before she gave into darkness. She wasn’t too surprised to see it was someone else. “Theodore. Right on time.” 

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Theodore stood back in the shadows counting how many there were. one..two..three, four, five, six. Six people there and only one of him. He was Savannah's right hand man. The one she went to when she needed someone she trusted. The male would give his own life for her without a second thought.

He studied his surroundings. The ones near the shadows he could dispose of faster. Stick to the shadows and they'll never him, not yet. He knew how to kill without making noise and getting caught though sometimes the male did enjoy the screaming and the fear. It often gave him an adrenaline rush.

The male sprinted from the shadows attacking the first person. First a crucio then the unforgivable. He punched one in the face, too close to do anything with magic, which only knocked them back slightly. Teddy grabbed them by their hair and forced their head down as he brought his knee up. CRACK. Broke the nose right into the skull. The male threw them to the floor, again the unforgivable was casted. Two. 

Teddy used his surroundings to his advantage as he disappeared behind a pillar. He peeked out once then the other time a stream of green light from his wand and killed two more. No one touches Savannah but me. He wanted to shout, he wanted to scream. The male was furious. Four. Two more, that's all he needed. Two more.

The former Hufflepuff got one with a crucio, the other with Petrificus Totalus. Theodore knew the two were lovers so of course he'd have a little fun with torturing them. The male stalked forward, closer to his queen. A smirk formed. He could torture the girl more, make the man suffer and watch helplessly but knew better. He knew Savannah just wanted to see, to be out of here and he wanted nothing but that for her so he just finished them off. Six.

Theodore cupped her cheek, tilted her head up to look at him before removing her blindfold. "I couldn't have let them lay a finger on you any longer, m'lady." The male worked at getting her free from the chains. 

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Teddy || A gift or a curse

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Roxanne watched as he lifted his shirt. She let her ears flatten against her head as she looked down a moment to recollect herself. She closed her eyes a moment and prayed and prayed that her bite wouldn’t react to poison and ended up killing him instead of helping with anything. The truth was she was terrified. Roxanne opened her eyes and then nodded before she leaned forward to take a bite. The sudden wash of metallic flavoring over powered her senses.

She held Teddy a bit longer with the bite letting her venom sink in. There was no going back here on out. This was it. The deed was done and she hoped that it wasn’t anything too bad. The girl slowly pulled back from him and then took another step back. She looked up at him and tried to keep her focus. What would come next if he transformed was going to be pain and a lot of it considering your bones have to break for it in order to work. He’d probably fall and she’d be there to catch him. If he lost control she knew she’d have to fight him at first to get him back in control and to be perfectly honest she wasn’t ready for that either. 

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Of course there was a yell/yelp from Teddy. It fucking hurt to be bit. Of course the male would be in pain from it. When she pulled away he grunted in pain and looked down, his fingers pressing to the wound getting blood on them. His blood. He looked up at Roxanne who had worry written all over her face and he wanted to say something but he didn't know what to say so he just stood there staring at her.

Nothing happened. No shift, no change or at least no noticeable change to him. Though it did feel like he was burning up, sort of like he had a fever. He's only had a fever once or twice so he wouldn't be able to remember them well since it was when he was a kid and he and Lily had ran out in the rain and insisted on staying out there until it stopped pouring.

The male wiped the sweat from his forehead. It felt cold to the touch but his body felt like it was on fire. Think back to your research. What were some things that could happen. Death. Death could happen, you could be dying right now. Your body could be rejecting the bite and fighting it. Roxanne looked frightened, like she was close to having some sort of panic attack or close to calling someone for help. 

Theodore held his hand up to her and gave her a soft smile. "I-I'm fine, Rox. Really. I'll be okay." at least that's what he wanted to believe. He wasn't sure if he said it to her or himself but even so he knew that saying it out loud didn't fix anything either.

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Teddy || A gift or a curse

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Roxanne nodded. She glanced back towards the horizon. The sun was going down and she knew that it was coming. She kept her distance from Teddy still even though there was pretty much no point. “I hope you drank the potion..” he said softly before the sun finally went down completely. The girl let out a howl in pain as the first shift of bones could be heard now. Her nails extended to claws as she fell down to her knees. 

Another howl which followed by a growl. Head bowed as her features changed slowly. It took a moment for the pain to pass. Roxanne then opened her eyes and slowly turned to look at him. The girl whimpered as she took a step back. The truth was she still wasn’t ready but she knew she had to be. She promised him. She was terrified though, terrified that her bite could kill him. 

It was selfish because life without Teddy didn’t seem like much of a life at all. Who would scold her for failing to take care of her hair? Who could lecture her for mix matching colors that made no sense at all together? Who could she go to just take random walks through the park with while eating ice cream.

Of course, Jared was her best friend but Teddy was more than just a best friend. He watched her grow, he held her hand during scary movies when her other family members teased her for being scared. (Who by the way were just as scared.) He scolded anyone who pranked her but encouraged her secretly to prank them back. He took her to get her first pair of ballet shoes. He would sit hours with her trying to tame her curls. 

Teddy was the first one who had patience with her. He attended all her recitals and encouraged her not to give it up for quidditch but was the first one hollering at her first game. Roxanne could never recall a dark time in her life where she looked back and didn’t see him there. Yes, life without him wasn’t much because she refused to see it any other way. Slowly she walked up to him now, she tilted her head as if to ask if he had picked the spot for her to bite. 

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She really doesn't want to do this. You shouldn't make her do this. Tell her never mind and leave. Tell her you're sorry for worrying her, hurting her, and leave. She doesn't deserve this. What if you die? What is she going to tell Caryn? Your kids? Who's going to be their dad if you die? Who is going to help take care of them? Roxanne? She has enough troubles. Tell her forget it. Tell her you're just breaking and you thought this would help. Anything.

Teddy ignored himself. When she shifted it always looked painful and he knew that he'd try and talk himself out of it because of that. It's not like he hasn't been in many situations that involved getting hurt. He's an auror for crying out loud. Theodore was used to taking risks even before then.

He hadn't exactly chosen a place for her to bite so when she asked he just pulled his shirt up and pointed. Maybe it was stupid but he didn't care. He had scars on his back and chest that adding more wouldn't do much harm. In fact it would blend in and everything would seem peachy.

Even though he's done his research down to the very last detail there was more to things. Roxanne had told him about packs that were being formed now by elders and helping the young ones along the way with the transitioning. That wasn't in the database but things like this happen, they adapt and they learn new things. Everything is a process.

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Teddy || A gift or a curse

Roxanne let out a slow breath. She looked up at the mirror and then brushed her hair out. She was stalling. The night was coming and she didn’t want to do this. She understood that he wanted to be closer to his father somehow but this wasn’t something she would exactly wish for anyone. Some saw it as a gift. Like Avery who strives to improve himself with every chance he got. She admired the male. Admired how he never really gave up from day one. Finding an anchor was hard because sometimes what you wanted to be your anchor wasn’t. 

She knew the truth. His anchor was his anger. His rage that he thrived on from his father was alone to control the monster within. Hers. Hers was her fear. Fear of hurting her children. Fear of hurting anyone in fact. Others saw it as a curse. Like her son. There was nothing she could do because the cure was rejected by his body. Instead he became sick. It turns out that natural born can’t be cured. There wasn’t a day she didn’t blame herself for the look of self loathing in her son’s eyes. So young. It wasn’t fair. 

The time was here and she had to get going. She just hoped her bite wouldn’t kill him. Roxanne walked out of the house. People knew where she was going. To her cave. Only Darius knew the truth and how much it had been bugging her these past few days. She dragged herself out of her house and then finally apparated to the spot. He was already there. Roxanne looked down a moment and bit her lower lip. “Are you ready?” The real question was, was she ready?

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There were more intentions than the ones Roxanne thought he had. It was definitely wrong of him to even ask her of this but he didn't know who else he could ask. Jace would have disagreed and anyone else. He knew Roxanne would put up a fight even the day it's suppose to happen. She was stalling and he knew that. This wasn't the first time he would have been around her after she shifted and who knows maybe it'll happen many more times after this.

Teddy just wanted to have something, anything, to be like his father. Harry often said he had his humor or his smile and Theodore just couldn't see it. He wanted to see it, he did. He's spent so many hours in front of the mirror trying to see what Harry was talking about, he didn't know much about his father's humor and if it was anything like his it was rather ridiculous. So yeah maybe asking Roxanne to turn him was wrong and maybe he was doing this for all the wrong reasons but he didn't care. He needed this, not just to feel closer to his father.

The former Hufflepuff wouldn't dare speak of why he actually wanted to do it. He really didn't want Roxanne to slap him or kill him because even though the excuse about wanting to be closer to his father was crazy, this one was worse.

He leaned against the stone wall to the little cave, eyes closed until he heard the pop from the apparate. Roxanne looked like she was lacking sleep and he didn't blame it for it. She was probably up worrying about this for days now. Teddy gave her a nod though. He was ready but he wasn't sure she was and he wasn't going to rush her into it. They had time, sort of.

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Teddy always wanted to ride in a hot air balloon

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105.) When Lily Luna learned that her middle name meant moon, she felt oddly special and closer to Teddy.

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"Teddy and Dom had been friends for years and had been on many adventures."

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The Wotter Clan loved the muggle world, from the music, sports, films and the food. Grandad Weasley was so proud

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-Teddy Lupin as a baby, being changed by his grandmother Andromeda Tonks.

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"Teddy might not have been a Wotter by birth or name, but his adopted family never made him feel left out. To them he was just as much a Wotter as they were. His uncle Ron even made him a crown, so he was "crowned" a Wotter."