☆ occasional agere behavior, it doesn't particularly mean my blog is safe to interact
☆ this is a safespace for me to vomit out my (mostly intrusive) thoughts
☆ most likely neurodivergent but since my country is shit at evaluating disorders in general, I am not formally diagnosed
shell/star/nebula??? identity crisis .
she/they/he
artist/writer
☆ I used to write FNaF crack fanfics on wattpad in 2018-2019 and never really grew out of that phase
mdd, agere
☆ I fw mlp (g3, g3.5, g4), monster high (g1,g3), doraemon, FNaF, FNaFHS, kindergarten, mouthwashing, sallyface, franbow, YOU and ME and HER, danganronpa, patch pillows, HOUSEmd, peanuts, garfield, girl from nowhere, all about lily chou chou, the promised neverland, etc. (the internet raised me, basically)
☆ I don't know which subculture I belong to, rofl, I love and relate to lots of things and am often spiritually connected to most of them simultaneously. also, cringe culture is dead, so...
☆ I often change personalities depending on my phases that repeat at least anually
Yk, the only thing I miss about being in dorms is chugging 700< mg of sertraline before going to school and tweaking out the whole day
I miss trembling and retching, it feels like infinite stimuli generator
Somehow I never throw up and it goes on for the whole day
You'd think I'd build up a tolerance for it after doing it 3 times straight in a week but it really didn't do anything except making me twitchy every time
I'm jittery naturally anyway, it just makes me AAAAAAA