✧ ° lily thomas!

I know I cry a lot and for many things, like sad movies or failed grades, abandoned dreams and songs that remind me of the past. Stupid things too, like you, and all the problems I've created for myself in my head. But lately, what I've been crying about most is myself: the person I used to be and lost and the person in the present with no clue about her future.

[timidexe]

       sorry i’ve been in and out ... post - con depression hit me hard and i’ve had no interest in being online --- i’ll try and be here more often soon, i promise!

[rp-memes-atyourservice]

My muse is feeling touch-starved.

Send one of the following touches for my muse’s reaction. Bonus points for a description/context of some kind to make it easier for your partner to respond!

❤ - gentle or loving touch (romantic or platonic!), such as face caressing, holding your muse, rubbing their back, petting their hair, hugging them tightly, etc

ღ - kisses of any kind (romantic or platonic) such as cheek kisses, hair kisses, mouth kisses, kiss to the hand/fingertips or eyelids, etc. feel free to specify a body part!

☕ - reassuring touch, such as holding their hand, gripping their shoulder, guiding them by the arm or by a hand on the small of their back, etc

❥ - rough, violent, or dominant touch, such as gripping the back of their neck, holding them down, shoving them into a wall, digging their nails into them, grabbing their jaw, etc

❣ - add this to any of the above to make it sexual. 

¿ - write your own touches!

[timidexe]

ik we havent interacted but ! ♡

PRE - ESTABLISHED SHIPS ! / @pureguard​  / accepting

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship,italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to my muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

[timidexe]

Grabs Lily in a hug and gives her a big heckin' smooch on the side of her head!

      ❛ Wh --- ❜ This was completely unexpected! No!! Lily was usually the one to give the love, not the other way around! The woman wiggles in the other’s arms, trying to shift so she can also wrap her arms around Nicole.❛ Completely unfair, completely and irrefutably unfair! ❜ But she’s flushed, content with the smooch to the side of her head. For good measure, lips pucker to make kissy noises back, attempting to blow a raspberry into Nicole’s cheek.❛ I’ll get you back, just you watch! ❜

[timidexe]

calm, comfort

ACTS OF DOMINANCE ! / @jazztro / accepting                  [ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .                  [ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

      There was nothing cute about a girl who cried too much; there was nothing cute about a woman who cried this much either. Sometimes emotions got to be too much, everything that she bottled and shelved; it bursts forth and takes over and spills from her eyes. It’s her past, her present, her thoughts of the future, all the opinions of others --- who might hate her or those who’ve blatantly said they do. Chris was there, he... well, she wanted to figure he understood. Breathing came hard to do, sniffling and desperately trying to cover her face with her hands and wipe nose on her sleeve. This part was never easy. Tears start slow before they overtake her cheeks, spilling to the point Lily can’t see anymore.

      Face is flushed a similar color to her hair, and she simply tries to bury herself into Chris’s chest. ❛ ‘m sorry ... ❜ she eeks out, doing her best not to get his shirt all wet with her constant crying,❛ It just... it never stops. It never does. ‘m sorry... ❜ Her upset, it’s always there, despite her upbeat attitude, her stubbornness, her enthuse of hobbies ... depression always took hold of everything and left her captive.❛ ‘m so ... so sorry ... ❜

[timidexe]

"Let's go out to celebrate."

NEW YEARS ! / @jazztro / accepting

       ❛ O - out? That means you’ll be seen with me. Like ... like in public and stuff. ❜ It was rare that Lily was offered to go out for stuff like this. She was a homebody, more content to be wrapped in her blankets than going to a party or anything like that to celebrate. At the same time... the thought excited her --- to be able to be out with friends.❛ Wh... what did you have in mind? ❜ It was obvious while Lily didn’t necessarily show it, she wanted to go out with him somewhere.

       Cheeks flushed, before she was shaking her head.❛ Y-yeah! Let’s go out to celebrate, we can do that! ❜

[timidexe]

"To health, happiness and good days." - Zack

NEW YEARS ! / @qanxbagi / accepting

      ❛ To the best of us! ❜ Lily nearly yells back, fists clenched in determination. Never has she ever had anyone to say this to --- to be able to be with Zack in this moment, to live together like this in their happiness... it felt so right. For good measure, she throws her arms around his torso, clinging tightly around his waist.❛ To good days, happiness, and health to everyone! ❜ 

       Eager hands prompt him downward to press a gentle kiss to cheek, then nose.❛ I’m looking forward to the new year! So many opportunities to change --- so many opportunities to spend with you and Iwel! Happy New Year, Zack! ❜

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belliiqueux‌ / cookie stranger

                   “ They’re chocolate chip cookies – an old recipe. You can have some, if you’d like. ” In all honesty, he made far too many. It was a bout of stress baking and Ashley certainly wasn’t prepared to eat two dozen cookies. A rough, war-worn hand pushes the container over to the other, giving a small nod. “ Please. I can’t eat them all. ”

         ❛ You sure? ❜ Voice is small, barely audible. Usually it was her handing out cookies to strangers, so she reaches for her bag, pulling out her own set of cookies. ❛ How about a trade? A cookie for a cookie? I kinda made my own recipe, but I like to think they taste good too --- ❜ She tenderly reaches for a cookie before offering one of her own. Almost immediately Lily takes a bite of the offered batch, humming her delight. ❛ Definitely good. ❜

[timidexe]

"The stars are prettier than the fireworks."

NEW YEARS ! / @reflectedsnow / accepting

      ❛ I ... I can’t see the stars or the ... the fireworks. ❜ Loud noises would be the death of her. With each crackle and boom of the fireworks, Lily shrunk and flinched away further until she was just a lump of blankets on the floor.❛ I don’t like it. I really don’t. Make it go away. ❜ Hands covered her ears, eyes shut tightly when another loud boom shook the ground under her feet.❛ When the fireworks are over, we can go stargazing, I promise... ❜

[timidexe]

                                                   @musetory .

       ❛ Nothing freaks me out more than watching Ghost Adventures at midnight in the dark by myself. ❜ AKA Lily has spent her time aggressively trying to rub at her eyes, annoyed at the dark circles that took over. She turns to the nearest person. ❛ Are you a ghost? I hope not. Ghosts can be so scary sometimes. ❜

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                                              @allxtherightplaces .

        ❛ PokeGo isn’t even all that popular anymore, Nintendo needs to stop trying to promote it! ❜ Yet here she is, with phone out, trying to catch Pokemon for the hell of it. ❛ I need to do this though, so I can complete my Pokedex on Let’s Go. Do you ever have that dilemma? ❜

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glitchedclub‌ / student

            ❝ that’s perfectly fine ! we actually have someone in the club who can probably relate to your struggles – though , she does actually belong here , ahaha ! ❞ it wasn’t HARD to sense that the other probably wasn’t the most thrilled to be here … so it was the duty of the club president to make her feel welcome , as long as she stayed . 

              ❝ it’s a bit of a break period at the moment , which is why i’m here && not in classes … students occasionally DO leave for lunch , so it’s surprising that they took your ID … but as long as you’re here , have you ever tried writing a poem ? it’d be a stimulating way to pass the time ! ❞

       ❛ They took my ID because it says I’m almost twenty four. I don’t look that old --- honestly they said I probably belong in the junior high instead. ❜ Maybe it was a blessing Lily was seen as so young. ❛ That’s okay though, I’ll just need to figure out where to hide during classes. ❜ Head perked at the suggestion, blinking. Well, there was something to do in the meantime, anyway.

        But... a poem? How strange. ❛ I-i’m not really much of a writer, I do uh... I do like to draw though. If you insist... I could try to write a poem. ❜ It’s been far too distracting thinking about how she was going to get her ID back so she can continue on her way that a distraction might be necessary. ❛ Wh... what kind of poem do you have in mind? ❜

[timidexe]

cultmadness‌ / lorg woman !

“Your super weird, but I guess rocking the weirdness is something I can get behind, so good on you for embracing it.” In truth the eldritch woman was likely far stranger then the small pink girl in many ways, but for now she would keep that to herself, after all she was getting a free movie out of it and had no real reason to ruin it just yet. Still MM found the girl to be rather cute when it came down to it and for now she was more then willing to follow along with whatever plan she had in store for the both of them. It would have just been far to sad to leave her alone like this, though in her mind it was more so for the fact that she would miss out on free stuff. “But so long as you are paying I am down for whatever kiddo. So what are we going to see? Some b-grade horror flick or what?”

      ❛ All American horror movies are b-grade horror flicks! ❜ Since Lily had a preference for the Korean and Japanese counterparts, the American horror of jumpscares and shock factor never got her anymore, but it was worth a shot. She could be rude and say this woman that she was inviting to join her looked like she came out of a horror film, but that would just be rude! Hands on her hips, Lily pointed to the door. ❛ But yes! We’re going to go get bored watching a b-grade horror flick! Or laugh at it, either way. ❜ Hand motions for the woman to follow as Lily now makes her way to a ticket booth to get two tickets, continuously motioning the woman closer before offering to hold hands. ❛ What kinda snacks do you like with your movies? Personally I only get soda and popcorn. ❜

[timidexe]

licks her cheek with her SUPER long tongue

          This is it… this is how Lily is going to die. The sensation was not a good one, and it’s evident she wasn’t usually given such treatment. Color drains from features, shaky hand now coming up to wipe where she’d been licked. Never had Lily ever had anything like this happen in her life, and honestly, she’s glad she hasn’t. Sinking to her knees, the pink haired woman releases a small whine, falling over to the side. 

                                  ❛ I am dead. This is it, this is how I die. ❜

[timidexe]

woerended‌ / stranger

“Hm…I dunno. Looks like it might even be a little high up for me, not gonna lie…” Still though, it’s not like it’d be impossible – just a little…embarrassing, perhaps. He glances to her, smiles awkwardly. “I mean…do you think if I held you up you’d be able to grab it? It’s really the only other thing I know to try, to be honest…”

       ❛ Huueeeh? You wanna what? ❜ Yes, that was definitely embarrassing! Lily wasn’t sure a unicorn was worth the struggle now --- but it was the last one. After a moment of deliberation, she resigns to a small nod. ❛ I ... I guess --- like that we might... we might be able to get it? ❜ So she sidles a little closer to him, clearing her throat. ❛ S - sorry if I’m heavy. ❜

[timidexe]

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        ❛ !!!  ❜

[timidexe]

A WILD LILY APPEARED , WHAT DO ?

▶ Hold hands ▷ Throw salt ▷ Ravish ▷ Kiss on the lips